The villain's goal is to save the heroine

"But this is also an opportunity. Since such an event has been triggered, the 'Villain's Diary' should also mention it... Yes, it's time to take a good look at the recent summary."

"Villain Diary", start!

Chapter 211 Dirty Thoughts

"I'm Lin En. Today is my forty-fourth day in this world. As I write this, the moon is dark and the wind is strong outside. In just two or three hours, a new day will arrive..."

"Villain Diary" has been updated.

It’s still the familiar beginning and the familiar sentence structure, but there’s a feeling that I haven’t seen for a long time.

Thinking back to the last time I waited for updates so leisurely, it was the evening when the Saint was causing trouble and I learned that Cecilia was missing (the time in the Sacred Tree Forest was not easy), and a lot of things really happened in between.

"Thankfully, I've already rescued Cecilia from the Sacred Tree Forest and successfully killed the puppeteer Fitch. The pressing crisis has been resolved before the dawn of a new day, and I can finally breathe a sigh of relief."

indeed so.

"However, relaxation is only relative, while trouble is absolute."

"There have been far more unexpected events along the way than I could have imagined. Whether it's Cecilia or Mona, when the unexpected events have piled up to a certain extent, I've also put aside too many things that cannot be avoided. At this moment, I think it's time to sort these issues out."

Indeed, +1.

In other words, even without the "Villain Diary", Lin En still had to digest what had happened recently...

Yes, this is no small problem.

Just by comparing the game content, you will find that many things that happened in the past two days are outside the process. Even if he does not consider the event itself, can he not consider the consequences of the event?

Yes, the journey to "Forest of the Sacred Trees" ended successfully, but there were also many setbacks along the way, weren't there?

So where do these rollover points come from?

The answer is obvious, he changed the course of the game!

Although the magnitude of the changes is not that large, once accumulated, it will cause various accidents, and the difficulty of the dungeon will directly change from normal to difficult.

And that’s not even the worst!

What Lin En is worried about is the domino effect caused by these accidents.

The fall of one card will cause the next card to fall as well.

The unexpected events caused by his changing course also led to new unexpected events in the real world. If these unexpected events could not be stopped, the difficulty would continue to spread, even increasing in magnitude. How could there not be problems if this continued?

"The first thing that troubled me was undoubtedly Cecilia..."

During the time when his thoughts were wandering, his diary had already been updated with quite a few paragraphs.

"Due to the severe withdrawal reaction from the aphrodisiac, and also because of the powerful curse that originally existed in my body, when the 'Ice Heart Pendant' unexpectedly didn't fall on either of us, the thing we had tried so hard to avoid inevitably happened..."

"I pushed Cecilia over, or rather, Cecilia pushed me over."

"Under the influence of withdrawal and the curse, it was undoubtedly the purest, most extreme pleasure and madness! It was unforgettable, forever unforgettable! Such scenes, such images, just recalling them in my mind is enough to make my blood boil and my veins surge...!"

"Yes, I have to admit that this thing that shouldn't have happened, that thing that should have made me feel upset, but what remained in my heart was an overwhelming, dirty, terrible possessive desire!"

"The devil inside me whispers from time to time:

Throw it away, throw it away, throw away the guilt in your heart! Follow your inner desire to possess, to plunder, to turn Cecilia into your personal plaything! Just a mere conscience, just throw it away...! Just throw it away and you can have a girl like that, you can demand everything from her without restraint, you can repeat that kind of family affair every day, this deal is absolutely worth it!

"...This temptation is buried deep in my heart, quietly causing trouble."

"..."

Obviously, another feature of "Villain Diary" is that it always objectively puts the dark thoughts in Lin En's heart that he himself is unwilling to touch on the table, forcing him to face his own heart.

This is terrible!

He was clearly a pure love warrior, and he was clearly playing games and swearing at everyone! But now, he has turned into a yellow-haired man, and he pushed the heroine down, and he is still pushing the heroine down and having such a bad idea...!

Is it that Cecilia is too charming, or is he just a Minotaur with a dirty mind?

This boomerang hit Lin En so hard that he was really dizzy and furious! If he wasn't worried that Nora would come in to help again, he would definitely yell at the top of his lungs!

"But, I can't do this kind of thing no matter what."

Just when he was about to lose his defense, the "Villain Diary" suddenly changed the subject:

"Obviously, Cecilia isn't someone who can achieve her goals through coercion or intimidation. Extreme measures will only backfire. If I simply lust after her body, even if I can enjoy a brief moment of pleasure, she'll definitely leave me one day, right?"

"..."

Seeing these words, Lin En couldn't help but calm down again.

Although the "Villain's Diary" would poke his lungs from time to time, poking the lungs was never the purpose. This diary, centered around him, had always been providing him with important and valuable intelligence!

Yes, this paragraph unsurprisingly completely suppressed Lin En's dirty thoughts.

In other words, how could he not understand Cecilia's temperament even today?

Why did Cecilia argue with him and lie for him as if nothing had happened, even though such a thing had happened and was clearly unforgivable?

Isn’t the biggest reason because the other party spoke first?

From another perspective, if Cecilia didn't have that need, and Lin En forcibly pushed her down, would the girl be able to have a good face?

The answer is obviously no.

At least one thing has been proven in the game. No matter how many times that kind of thing happens, no matter how exhilarating the process is, Cecilia has never had any good feelings towards "Lynn"!

For Cecilia at this moment, her swordsmanship is still the first thing in her heart, and getting her body is useless.

"But on the bright side, at least with Cecilia, I don't have to worry about the progress anymore."

The diary turns again:

"Although this is somewhat unfair to Claire, now that we have a game-recreating event like this, Cecilia probably won't be cornered in an alley. This will give me more time to prepare for the next big trouble."

Ah, that seems to be the case...

Lynn suddenly realized.

Because he had been changing the game process recently, he almost forgot this important principle.

If there hadn't been the inertia of similar events replacing the previous process, Cecilia might have been taken away by a passerby.

Chapter 212 The solution to the poison of charm!

"So, despite something so intense happening, aside from making me feel a little queasy, the actual impact is negligible... Is that what you mean?"

Lin En looked at the Villain's Diary with a complicated expression, feeling...

How should I put it, it seems like he is the only one who takes this matter a little too seriously?

Why do I feel like I've been treated like a scumbag?

He shook his head in frustration and returned his gaze to the diary. However, the following content shocked him!

The diary reads:

"Besides that, if there's anything else that bothers me, it's undoubtedly the charm poison that afflicts Cecilia..."

"In this world, there are powers above a hundred levels, and there are powers from higher dimensions that are beyond comprehension, but there are no powers that are unsolvable."

"There must be some kind of breakthrough in Cecilia's charm poison. The answer isn't too complicated, nor is it too difficult to achieve. It must have already existed in some detail."

"I tried to recall the content of the deduction and my own personal experience, and vaguely, I have a bold guess..."

"If the aphrodisiac is an evil that even the Church is completely unaware of, can we assume it's not actually some kind of toxin?"

"If the effect of withdrawal is to repeat that thing endlessly, then where does it end?"

"What is it that has never happened in the simulation?"

"I think the answer is probably..."

"Get pregnant."

"The so-called aphrodisiac poison probably didn't induce Cecilia into estrus, but rather gradually made her want to get pregnant."

"That six-month supply of medication might have been another form of preparation for pregnancy. Cecilia has already completed her pregnancy preparations, so if there's no medication to maintain this state, then she simply wants to get pregnant."

"Because it's a physiological problem, no one can detect Cecilia's abnormality."

"Because Cecilia's magic can easily prevent pregnancy problems, Cecilia can never stop."

"This also explains why Cecilia still felt pleasure during the process even though there was no medication to relieve it."

"Perhaps the concept of poison doesn't exist. It's simply the desire to get pregnant and the influence of wanting to make someone pregnant..."

There was a brief pause in the diary here. The flashing ellipsis seemed to be a sign of wanting more, or a deep aftertaste, giving people a feeling of mystery.

However, this information was indeed too explosive, so even when he started updating his diary, his face still showed a look of shock with his eyes glazed over!

The solution to Cecilia's charm poison is to let this girl...

Pregnant? !

This is truly completely unexpected, yet undeniably reasonable...

No wonder the panel said at the beginning that the method to remove the aphrodisiac would be simpler than he imagined. After all, as long as Cecilia is willing, this problem can be solved by even any reader.

"I didn't expect...it would be like this..."

Lin En poked his face with a handful of hot water, then pulled it back to read again. After confirming that the situation was as he understood, he smiled helplessly and said:

"It seems this analysis was triggered because I had sex with Cecilia... How cruel! If it weren't for this unexpected incident, I probably wouldn't have thought of it until I died. In a world where contraception is extremely simple, isn't this pure ulterior motive? And... there's no doubt that this is completely controlling Cecilia! That girl values ​​kendo more than her life, so how could she be willing to get pregnant in the prime of her life? No wonder this plot line doesn't exist in the game at all. This heroine, who is relatively indifferent to male and female emotions, would never give up her kendo for a man at the beginning of the game..."

Thinking of this, Lin En couldn't help but sigh in frustration.

He finally knew the answer to the question, but he didn't expect that this was just the beginning. This result undoubtedly turned Cecilia's problem into an unsolvable conspiracy. As a nearby person, Lin En couldn't help at all (not really).

"I can only let Cecilia make her own choice... Oh, I didn't expect the truth to be so terrible. I wanted to protect the heroine's purity but failed, and I want to save her but I don't know where to start. It seems that I thought the game was too simple..."

For the first time, Lynn felt a similar sense of frustration as when he was playing games.

This time it wasn't that the programmer didn't allow a choice, but given Cecilia's fixed personality, even if the options were given, there would be no correct answer.

However, he quickly calmed down. The diary had been updated a lot. He collected his thoughts and continued to check the contents of the "Villain's Diary".

"Putting aside Cecilia's issue, the biggest problem undoubtedly comes from Lilymona, who is by the side of the eldest princess..."

Yes, it is true +2.

To be honest, Lin En could now completely understand the stupid woman's earth-shaking transformation.

She's clearly a lesbian, so how come she doesn't feel any aversion towards him or even his thing?

and…

Why does it seem like the other person was the first to speak?

Then I saw the diary clearly written:

"There's no doubt that, as the Grand Princess's utterly loyal lackey, Mona was originally quite hostile to me. We've had many arguments and quarrels, and if it weren't for our status and the circumstances, I'm afraid we would have come to blows long ago."

"This contradiction is very sharp."

"But this tense relationship gradually deteriorated during the process of rescuing Cecilia."

"This woman, whose IQ wasn't high, and whose mentality was certainly not resolute or strong, gradually fell into the abyss of low self-esteem amidst repeated blows and insults."

"And the more self-important a person is, the harder they fall when reality defeats them. What's more, the one who pushed her into the abyss was me, someone she hated and looked down upon."

"Mona's psychology has quietly changed."

"When she had to admit that I was right, she was actually putting herself in the wrong position. She began to feel uneasy and fearful, and at the same time, she began to question and loathe herself. So, even though I was treating her violently, she subconsciously and strangely sided with me. Perhaps at that moment, she had already developed Stockholm syndrome?"

"Mona's arrogance turned into cowardice, and she became extremely humble."

"It was under these circumstances that the deterioration continued, reaching its peak within Cecilia's barrier."

"Under the dual erosion of the curse and the aphrodisiac, this woman's body and mind were completely corrupted, whether automatically or passively. She regarded caresses and kisses as honors, and the pleasure and joy she felt as spiritual nourishment. Under the pleasure of that decadence, she was transformed into a deep-seated wooden dog, giving away everything she had."

"I think I should maintain this relationship. If I continue to tame Mona with the attitude of a master, it may bring unexpected rewards in the future..."

Chapter 213 Good news!

"Tame him well... as a master? Huh?"

Lin En was once again shocked by the contents of the diary. Although this kind of sober thought had appeared in his mind before, when he thought that the other party was a lesbian, Lin En did not think about it further.