The goal of life is to break up all couples

Ruoye Mu covered the water cup with both hands, with a dazed expression, and sipped it in small sips.

"...Uh, Mujica's band activities, are you busy?"

In order to liven up the atmosphere, Matsueda Azusa threw out a meaningless question whose answer was obvious.

The purpose is just to get Xiao Mu to say something.

However, Ruo Ye Mu did not say anything, she just nodded and shook her head.

No, sister, what does this mean... Songzhi Zi was sweating. He was not a master of interpreting Wakaba Mu's body language, so how could he know what this meant.

"It's all because of me..."

Seeing Songzhi Zi's bewildered expression, Xiao Mu finally spoke, "You performed so poorly..."

Songzhi Zi took a deep breath and rubbed his temples.

If I had to interpret it roughly, it means that the band does have a lot of activities, which makes Xiaomu's schedule very busy, but she thinks it's not the band's fault, it's because she performed so poorly that she is so busy... Maybe?

What? I’m busy, so I’m busy. How can it be because I didn’t perform well enough?

Xiao Mu always blames himself, which is completely different from people like Matsueda Azusa who only blame others.

Songzhi Zi held his chin with one hand, feeling like he had become a teacher with children: "Do you like what you are doing now?"

Ruoye Mu hesitated for a long time before cautiously shaking his head. However, he tightly grasped the water cup in his hand and whispered, "Xiaoxiang, only Mujica is left..."

She lowered her head, unable to discern the emotions brewing in her eyes: "I want... to make Xiaoxiang happy."

What's that? He asked the heavens and she answered the earth. Wouldn't it be enough if she just answered that she didn't like it? Why did she have to bring up that guy Toyokawa Shoko?

This is the kind of guy that Matsueda Azusa can't stand the most.

He couldn't help but subconsciously emphasize his tone: "I'm asking about you. What does it have to do with Toyokawa Shoko? Is Toyokawa Shoko's happiness your happiness? Don't you have anything you want to do, or anything you want to get?"

To be honest, Toyokawa Shoko is Xiao Mu's childhood sweetheart, and Xiao Mu is Toyokawa Shoko's childhood sweetheart. It's amazing that they can have such a good relationship.

Ruoye Mu subconsciously shrank for a moment and looked at Songzhi Zi with blank eyes.

No way, this guy has no idea what happiness he wants and regards other people's happiness as his ultimate goal.

While it's undeniable that devoting oneself to others is a way to achieve happiness, there's no one in the world who doesn't have what they want; at most, they simply aren't aware of it. If you can't even realize what you desire, isn't that truly pathetic?

Moreover, because of this, it is difficult for Matsueda Azusa to imagine that such a young Mujica would actually say in an interview that Mujica would not last long.

Such words were obviously completely contrary to what she was saying and expecting now.

So... Matsueda Azusa felt that perhaps, deep down in her heart, she had a desire that was completely different from what she was saying now, but even she herself was completely unaware of it, or... she deliberately didn't allow herself to realize it.

"Ugh……"

Songzhi Zi rubbed his temples and sighed. Forget it. These complicated and tangled things have nothing to do with him anyway. He just wants to know one thing.

There was no need to delay any further, so I asked directly: "Then, let me change the question. Last time, what exactly were you thinking that made you come to me to comfort Su Shi?"

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Chapter 239 Songzhi Zi doesn’t know how to help.

But Ruo Yemu did not answer this question, but just lowered his head deeply.

Looking at her like this, Matsueda Azusa couldn't even get angry.

Matsueda Azusa now felt like a pitiful teacher caring for an autistic child in a kindergarten. No, caring for autistic children should be like dealing with Xiao Deng. As long as you get the hang of it, you might even be able to tease her and have some fun. But with Ruoye Mu, Matsueda Azusa was really afraid that if she wasn't careful, she would collapse or jump.

He is still too kind-hearted. If he could be a little less heartless, he could just pick this guy up, roll him up into a ball and throw him out, letting her walk back in the heavy rain by herself. Wouldn't that be fine?

Unfortunately, although Matsueda Azusa is a bad person, he would not do such a thing.

With a deep sigh, Songzhi Zi asked helplessly: "Why don't you speak?"

"I don't know...how to put it."

Ruoye Mu's voice trembled a little, "Zi, will be angry."

Because he got mad after I said that before, so now I just don’t dare to say anything, that’s ok!

Is this how the problem should be solved? Others solve problems by either eliminating the problem or eliminating others. So... you're choosing to eliminate yourself.

Matsueda Azusa now completely believed that Wakaba Mutsu had no ill intention in what he said before, because this guy even treated her the same way.

Helplessly collapsing on the sofa, Songzhi Zi couldn't help but curse in his heart, why was he angry with a child?

When Crychic fell apart, she had a fight with Lixi. That was because Lixi actually understood everything and knew everything. She was just greedy. She knew that this kind of outcome was very likely to happen, but she still had a lucky mentality and thought that it would not happen. She deceived herself and hurt others when she knew everything.

But if it was Ye Mu herself, she would not understand anything at all. In order to make Toyokawa Shoko happy, she would make herself look like this now.

There will never be good friends like Xiaoxiang and Xiaomu again.jpg.

Songzhi Zi waved his hand, "If I wanted to be angry, I would have been angry a long time ago."

Ruoye Mu raised his head and was silent for a long time before finally saying, "I want to... become Zi."

When these words came out, Song Zhizi was shocked on the spot. What's the matter? Are you trying to take over his body?

After calming down and thinking about it carefully, I finally understood what he meant. Maybe he wanted to be like him? But is there really any need to become a jerk like him?

Songzhi Zi recalled what Xiao Mu had said before, which made him particularly angry: "Because Zi is very strong"...

"I want too……"

Ruoye Mu pinched the hem of her skirt tightly and added: "Overcome setbacks and help everyone..."

"So, I'm not the person you say I am."

Matsueda Azusa denied it without hesitation: "After what happened last time, you understand, right? I'm not a strong person. I get hurt, get angry, have emotional breakdowns, and let my emotions hurt others. So... I'm not the person you want to be. You're asking the wrong person for help."

Ruoye Mu's eyes, which originally held a glimmer of hope, gradually dimmed, "I'm sorry..."

After she finished speaking, she lowered her head, her whole body became empty, and she stopped talking.

Hey, isn't that what happened to you?!

From Wakaba Mu's abrupt behavior, Matsueda Azusa finally realized one thing, and it could be said to be a very important thing - Xiao Mu suddenly came to her house today, definitely not just because Hachiman Kailing told her that Matsueda Azusa had something to talk to her about, otherwise she would not have come to her house in such a bad weather with heavy rain, and there was no reason for her to be depressed as if her hopes were dashed when Matsueda Azusa said those words just now.

She must have come here driven by the desire to seek help.

But... to be honest, the first person I thought of for help at a time like this was that bastard Matsueda Azusa. This is really hell.

After all, Matsueda Azusa doesn't help others at all, she only attacks others!

"Okay, okay, I know you're anxious, but don't be anxious yet. Even though I said I'm not, I can be."

Songzhi Zi was startled and jumped up from the sofa. He sat up straight and looked at Ruoye Mu, and quickly persuaded him: "Besides, even if I'm not that person, you can become that person, right? Right?"

However, it was obvious that the comfort was in the wrong place, and Ruo Yemu's mood became even more depressed: "I... can't do it..."

Her right hand tightly grasped her left arm, "I said the wrong thing...I messed up the interview..."

"what……"

Songzhi Zi held his forehead and sighed. Xiao Mu was already under such pressure. Didn't the other band members care? How could he have come to such a bad guy like him to take early childhood education classes?

To be honest, although Xiao Mu had these symptoms and tendencies during her time at Crychic, they mostly manifested as a lack of expression and a lack of conversation. But at least back then, she would occasionally take the initiative to do something, unintentionally revealing some emotion. Now, however, the situation has taken a sharp turn for the worse.

This isn't just a matter of bands and friends; family factors certainly play a role. The celebrity's family?

It's really miserable.

"The interview that got messed up is the one where you said 'it won't last long,' right?"

To be honest, Songzhi Zi didn't know how to comfort others at all. Besides, even if he wanted to comfort someone, he should at least understand the cause and effect. "So what's going on? Why did you say that?"

Hearing this question, Ruo Yemu pursed his lips, his whole body began to tremble slightly, and he was unable to give any answer at all.

"Okay, okay, you don't have to answer. How about this... I'll analyze it. If I'm right, you nod. If I'm wrong, you shake your head. Is that okay?"

Seeing this, Matsueda Azusa quickly gave up the idea of ​​letting her speak out herself and instead made another suggestion.

Xiao Mu glanced at Songzhi Zi cautiously, then nodded reluctantly.

"what……"

Matsueda Azusa scratched his head in annoyance and raised a finger. "First of all, the problem started with the previous performance, when Amoris unveiled his mask. According to your original plan, that part shouldn't have happened."

Xiao Mu nodded.

"Having your identity exposed... must be very difficult for you. No, rather, the incident itself is not a big deal. The problem lies in the topic it sparks... and when it involves you, it inevitably involves your parents, Xiaomu."

Matsueda Azusa touched her chin, her fingers tapping rhythmically on her cheeks. "Being the daughter of a celebrity, being teased by so many people is really painful."

Upon hearing this, Ruo Ye Mu clenched his hands, intertwining his fingers together, as if his heart was being tightly gripped. He lowered his head weakly, and after a while he nodded gently.

"but……"

However, Matsueda Azusa suddenly changed the subject, "Regardless of whether this was planned in advance or not, if you chose to join the band Hen Card, you should have been mentally prepared from the beginning. You should have known that, sooner or later, you would have to reveal your identities, right? Toyokawa Shoko should have told you about this when she asked you to join the band."

Ruoye Mu was trembling all over. He didn't make any response, didn't nod or shake his head, but just kept hiding himself.

Matsueda Azusa sighed and changed the subject: "...are you still like you were in Crychic? You never find playing in a band fun?"

Xiao Mu looked at Song Zhizi with his eyes, which were covered with a thin layer of mist and seemed a little empty. He looked as if he was overwhelmed. After a while, he nodded.

"Yeah……"

Matsueda Azusa paused. "So, you don't think playing in a band is fun, and you've never been ready to appear in front of the public as a band member... If that's the case, then why did you agree to join Hen Card as a band planner?"

"It's obviously... something that made me feel disgusted and painful from the beginning to the end, right?"

Ruoye Mu pursed his lips until the end, and then he answered in a low voice: "Because...Xiaoxiang, there is only Mujica."

"If I want Xiaoxiang to be happy... I have no choice but to do this..."

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Chapter 240: Songzhi Zi only knows how to teach people to attack.

Oh my god, how far will she go for Toyokawa Shoko before she's willing to give up? Too scary, Toyokawa Shoko is simply a succubus with hypnotic powers.

Matsueda Azusa looked at Wakaba Mutsu, who had gotten himself into this state and kept muttering "Xiaoxiang Xiaoxiang", and couldn't help but be shocked in his heart.

"What about you? What are you going to do?"

Songzhi Zi couldn't help but ask.

Ruo Ye Mu cares about others more than himself and seems to have his own opinions, but he is always pushed into action by those around him. Even if he finally takes action based on his own decision, it is for others.

It was Takamatsu Deng who kept saying "I want to be a human", but Matsueda Azusa inexplicably felt that this sentence was more suitable for Wakaba Mutsu.

As a puppet, listening to what humans say and watching what humans do, I think I am also a human...but what I do clearly proves otherwise.

"I……"

Wakaba Mu replied: "You can be happy too."

Does this mean that as long as Toyokawa Shoko can be happy, that is the happiness that Wakaba Mutsu desires?

Are you kidding me?

"Although I have no intention of criticizing other people's happiness, do you really think this is your happiness? Forming a band has never made you happy, and being exposed to the camera also makes you feel painful..."

It was really hard for Azusa Matsueda to understand this kind of mental journey: "Is there really anything in this that can make you happy?"

"..."

Ruoye Mu lowered his head: "Because I didn't do well enough."

The air was filled with silence and stillness.

Is she unable to find joy in these things because she feels she hasn't done enough? Is she feeling pain because she hasn't tried hard enough?

This is basically PUAing yourself...

No, that's not right. This argument doesn't make any logical sense. Even the most radical idea couldn't have been accomplished so quickly with so many steps. There must be something overlooked, something that went unnoticed.

Songzhi Zi had never felt it so difficult to see through someone's mind. What if she could say more?

He carefully pressed the issue, "You weren't doing well enough? What do you think you weren't doing well enough?"

"Guitar……"

Xiao Mu clenched his hands, "It's not good enough..."

As soon as she spoke, things would go wrong. This seemed to have become a consistent rule in her life since some time ago.