The goal of life is to break up all couples

It should be her who is with Matsueda Azusa!

Where did it all go wrong? Why... did it end like this?

At this moment, Shiina Riki finally heard the sound of Matsueda Azusa's tears. It wasn't the sound of tears sliding down her cheeks and falling to the ground, but the sound of the pain in her heart turning into tears and dripping.

My heart is shedding tears of blood, but doesn’t it hurt just because my ears can’t hear anything?

The confusion and uneasiness she had felt not long ago was finally resolved at this moment. Yes, her worries were not wrong. In fact, like Toyokawa Shoko, she really had not been able to understand Matsueda Azusa's heart with her heart, and had never tried to enter his heart.

She only coveted the superficial, real beauty, and this greed grew stronger and stronger... The happier she was, the more dissatisfied she became. Even with Matsueda Azusa by her side, she didn't think about how to make such a life continue. Instead, she longed for Takamatsu Deng to come back...

Shiina Riki felt a wave of exhaustion, almost unable to support herself. She staggered and covered her face with her hands, tears streaming uncontrollably. She felt immense regret...

How nice it would be if time could go back...

But there is no medicine for regret in the world.

If you take one wrong step, all appearances of happiness will become like shattered glass on the ground and cannot be repaired.

All of this has come to an irreversible end.

Soon after, at the front desk of STARYY Hall.

Yamada Ryo brought the other two people who had finished the band here.

After waiting for a while, she couldn't help but frown and kept looking at her watch, feeling a little confused: "It's been so long... Why hasn't Songzhi come to see me yet? It shouldn't be like this? This matter should have been resolved by now... Even if I had a big fight with everyone and broke up with them, it wouldn't have taken this long."

Ijichi Hoshika glanced at Yamada Ryo and said, "Are you waiting for the guitarist who's going to be on stage today? Then you're late. He's already left STARYY with a blonde girl."

"Ah?! It's Huangmao!"

Yamada Ryo was horrified: "There's a cow! There's a cow!!!"

67

Chapter 67: Crychic falls apart.

"Shiina Ritsuki! You... can't you even keep someone here? You came here to apologize, so why are you spouting nonsense?"

Nagasaki Suyo looked at Shiina Tatsuki who was leaning against the wall with lifeless eyes, and couldn't help but feel angry.

What else can this guy do besides making Matsueda Azusa more determined?!

She struggled to get up from the ground and stumbled to Shiina Riki. "Who wants to hear how you really care about Deng?! "I just didn't think about it" is an explanation that's worse than nothing! Will you apologize? Do you understand what Azusa wants? It's all your fault that Azusa quit Crychic!"

Shiina Riki was scolded by Nagasaki Motoyo and instantly came back to his senses from his trance.

Seeing Nagasaki Suyo rushing towards her, she suddenly pushed him away, gritting her teeth: "Nagasaki Suyo! I haven't even come to find you yet, and you actually dare to come and blame me! If you hadn't insisted on coming to my door and insisting on going back to Crychic with such a smug face... If it weren't for you, how could things have come to this point!"

"bump!"

Nagasaki Suyo was caught off guard and pushed away. She lost her balance and fell directly to the ground, but she didn't care about the pain at all. She just glared at Shiina Ritsuki: "Don't be ridiculous, Shiina Ritsuki, and blame your mistakes on others. You still don't understand anything! You rely on the indulgence of others to act recklessly, thinking that you can have whoever you want. You arrogantly think that no one will leave you... You are too greedy! If I were you... If I were you, I would never become like this!"

"Does Azi's departure have anything to do with me? A little, sure, but it's definitely not the most important thing. Because he doesn't care what I do at all. I've already quit Crychic, and in his eyes, I'm just a dispensable guy... Whether he stopped me from returning to Crychic before, or agreed to let me come back now, it's all because of your choice! Shiina Riki! The person he cares about the most will hurt him the most!"

"He used to think you were just like him, that what mattered most to you was the Crychic you created together. That's why he kept refusing my requests. But it was because you brought the lamp back that he realized that wasn't the case at all. He realized that what you cared about more was either the old Crychic or the lamp. That's why he agreed to let me come back... because it didn't matter to him whether I came back or not!"

After Nagasaki Suyo finished speaking, she gasped violently and felt her heart beating so fast that it seemed like it was about to jump out of her chest.

After hearing Nagasaki Motoyo's incisive accusation, Shiina Riki stood there in a daze, his whole body trembling uncontrollably, tears streaming down his cheeks.

She clenched her fists, but still subconsciously retorted: "Since... since you already knew this was the case, and you clearly knew that there would be no good results if you came back, then why did you still do this?! You clearly knew that returning to Crychic would only make Zi more miserable, so why did you still..."

"Because I only think about myself!"

Before Shiina Riki could finish, Nagasaki Motoyo spoke directly. She spoke loudly and desperately, pulling at her hair with both hands, making it look extremely messy. "Just like A-Zi said, my mind is only thinking about myself. The reason I did all this from beginning to end was just to return to Crychic! Tell me, why would I give up this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity? If it were you, wouldn't you do the same?!"

"Besides... even if I return to Crychic, so what? I'm just an extra that no one cares about anyway. Does it change anything whether I join or not? It won't change anything! So what if I don't come back? Do you think Azi won't leave then?!"

"Besides, didn't you see? Azi had no intention of quitting Crychic from the beginning! Even after you did something like this, he still held on to a last glimmer of hope... That's why I practiced so hard! I just wanted to be able to maintain Crychic... Even if it's just for one more second, one more day..."

Nagasaki Moyo covered her face with her hands, sobbing, "Azi asked to participate in this live performance to give him, to give Crychic, one last chance... If we could have completed it successfully, he might not have chosen to withdraw so decisively! If we had just begged him, he would have relented and stayed... But he had to play 'Kasuga Shadow'. Don't you know what 'Kasuga Shadow' represents?"

"Even if this live performance fails, at least it shouldn't be 'Spring Shadow'! If that were the case... at least A-Zi would still be kind enough to choose to part ways amicably. As long as we're all still friends... then there's definitely a way out, there's still room for improvement! But... but why did they have to play 'Spring Shadow'?"

Shiina Riki no longer had any reason to refute and could only sit on the ground helplessly: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

At this moment, hearing the noise here, Hachiman Kailing came out from the backstage with Takamatsu Deng, and saw Shiina Tatsuki and Nagasaki Motoyo who were together at a glance.

"Li Xi... and Su Shi..."

Gao Songdeng didn't know what to say. He stared blankly at the devastated scene before him. The two men, in a state of despair, clutched the corners of their clothes tightly with their hands, feeling helpless: "Everyone... what should we do... Why, I still can't understand everyone's thoughts... Why is it so painful to be with you all..."

Why, yesterday everything was fine, everyone was back together, promised to form a lifelong band, everything was going in the best direction... why did it become like this today? She really still couldn't understand everyone's thoughts, couldn't become "human".

"Lixi! Are you okay?!"

Hachiman Kailing hurried forward and reached out to help Shiina Ritsuki, who had fallen to the ground, up. She looked at her worriedly: "Ritsuki, have you... met with Matsueda? How are you feeling now? Are you okay?"

"Hai Ling... I..."

Shiina Riki was speechless, "It's all my fault, what should I do..."

Nagasaki Suyo looked at Takamatsu Deng who was standing beside her with the computer down and unresponsive, and Hachiman Kailing who was supporting Shiina Ritsuki, and then looked at herself sitting alone on the ground. She couldn't help but close her eyes and let out a bitter smile.

Matsueda Azusa was right, the past Crychic had long since ended, and no matter how hard she tried to squeeze in, it was no longer her home.

She was just a nuisance that no one cared about, that everyone disliked. No one cared about her, no one paid attention to her...

The happy times of the past were long gone. She gradually turned herself into an empty shell, a parasite who had to rely on others to survive...but in the end, she was reduced to a situation where no one cared about her at all.

Nagasaki Suyo stood up shakily, glanced at the others, and gritted her teeth.

Compared to this group of guys, even Matsueda Azusa cares about her more.

In that case, there was no need for her to stay in this Crychic any longer. Let them drown in their fantasies!

Rather than continue to stay in this place with no future and no one caring about her, she might as well go and form a new band with Matsueda Azusa. Didn't Shiina Riki do the same thing before? It's just that she was too greedy and couldn't grasp it.

If it was Nagasaki Suyo, it would definitely not be like this...

Matsueda Azusa had just left Crychic, so he was sure to form a new band. As long as she wasn't nostalgic for the past Crychic and didn't approach Matsueda Azusa with the intention of reviving Crychic... then why would Matsueda Azusa reject her? Forming a band with anyone wasn't the same as forming a band, was it?

She just wanted a home, a place to stay, so why did it have to be Crychic? She could easily build one herself.

Didn't Songzhi Zi also want attention and care? She could definitely give it to him! She could give him 100% of her attention, as long as Songzhi Zi gave him equal return... No, it didn't have to be equal, just half would be enough... As long as he could focus half of his attention on her, she would be completely satisfied.

Nagasaki Suyo had a lot of thoughts in her mind, and she stumbled away from here alone.

Until the end, no one called her.

68

Chapter 68 was not an accidental encounter.

The piled-up remnant clouds and the tiny starlight are intertwined, and the dark sky seems to be collapsing continuously, making people feel dizzy.

Azusa Matsueda and Yumiko Miura were walking on the street, and the cool night breeze made his originally stagnant breathing become much smoother.

Miura Yumiko couldn't help but complain to Matsueda Azusa: "Although it's fun to watch, I don't want to get involved in this kind of thing... It looks very dangerous. What if they really got pushed into a corner and attacked me just now? Hey, boss, can I report this as a work-related injury?"

Matsueda Azusa was originally filled with sadness, but when Miura interrupted her, she couldn't help but be speechless: "No, sister, what kind of injury did you get? It was just a work-related injury. I was the one who was injured, okay?"

"You totally deserved it. All I can say is that you died a good death. You were promiscuous, weren't you? This boomerang hit you right on the head. If you weren't hurt, who would be hurt?"

Miura Yumiko rolled her eyes. "Besides, I'm just afraid you'll jump out of the water halfway through. Don't let your blood splash on me. And let me tell you right in advance, I won't be setting up offerings where you jump into the river."

Songzhizi Bengbu lived: "What are you talking about! What are you talking about! Even if you jump, I won't jump, okay?"

Miura Yumiko scoffed. "Come on, I didn't make myself look as ugly as you. At least we didn't break up so badly that we can't even be friends anymore."

"You can't be a bootlicker anymore, how can you compare to me? I'm quitting the band, not getting dumped. Besides, if you don't make a decision, you'll suffer the consequences. Who knows, you might turn into a bootlicker again when you're in front of your friends? It's easy to change the country, but it's hard to change one's nature. There's something wrong with your play this time, and you still have the nerve to laugh at me?"

Songzhi Zi continued to be stubborn.

"Okay, okay, it's okay for you to hit me, okay? Since you're like this, I can only obey you."

Miura Yumiko was too lazy to argue with him and curled her lips like she was coaxing a child: "Well... let's go. I'll give you a chance to take me back. Please don't jump into the river on the way."

"I'm not Xiaoju Zhihua! I'm supposed to take you back, who are you? Why can't you take me back? Are you the minister or am I the minister?"

"Okay, okay, you're the minister, your power is unlimited, okay? Well... But to be honest... I didn't expect to come to see such a good show."

Miura Yumiko replied perfunctorily, then asked curiously, "Why, didn't you expect it to be so ugly? Or do you think it's okay for me to see this?"

"To be honest, I really didn't expect it."

Matsueda Azusa shrugged, pretending to be calm. "But isn't this the kind of melodramatic drama you want to see anyway? This is a good thing for you, right?"

"It looks good, but I'm really afraid that they'll copper-wire you, and copper-wire me too..."

Miura Yumiko couldn't hold it in and started complaining: "What kind of geniuses are you guys in bands? Just looking at this group of people makes me so scared that I want to stay away from them. And you're having sex with them, so you think you're a genius too?"

"No, sister, how can it be considered a promiscuous relationship? If you see a man and a woman together, they are in a relationship, right?"

Matsueda Azusa was already annoyed, and this BYD Miura Yumiko was still talking nonsense. He immediately raised his middle finger speechlessly: "But aren't you with me now? Why don't you say you're in a relationship with me now? I'm really impressed by you. You're talking about others. You must be a genius."

Miura Yumiko rolled her eyes. "You're just imagining shit. Seriously, your band's drummer was looking at you with such a glare that she was practically spitting tears. She immediately went into protective mode when she first saw me. Can't you tell she likes you? Aren't you the best at observing people?"

"Shiina Riki likes me? Are you blind or am I? She's the biggest culprit for the breakup of the Groove band!"

Matsueda Azusa couldn't hold it in anymore after hearing this. "What kind of nice person who likes someone would do such a thing? She doesn't even care about me, how can she say she likes me? If she hadn't done all these rubbish, I would have believed your nonsense. Read less toilet paper romance novels, Miura! You said Shiina Ritsuki liked me, you might as well say Hikigaya Hachiman liked me."

Yumiko Miura was speechless: "Well, this is indeed abstract."

Although she was not quite sure what the situation was, at least judging from Matsueda Azusa's reaction, Shiina Riki probably did something very abstract.

Miura Yumiko was very sure of her feelings, that Shiina Ritsuki definitely liked Matsueda Azusa. But she really couldn't understand why Shiina Ritsuki could do something that would so upset Matsueda Azusa without any consideration. Could it be that she felt she had already won, so she just went with the flow?

But Matsueda Azusa didn't even realize that she liked him? What on earth is she doing?

Songzhi Zi sighed and looked up at the sky: "How did it get to this point? This BYD band is constantly being destroyed. This can't really be my fault, right?"

"That being said, there must be something wrong with your fighting style."

Miura Yumiko didn't give Matsueda Azusa any slack, and continued her strategy of not comforting her to the end: "You keep attacking me for not being able to pursue Hayato, yet you're so delusional. Aren't you the same? You know the band can't survive forever, yet you still cling to such unrealistic fantasies. Even I, who don't even play in a band, know that there are as many bands dying every day as there are insects."

"and……"

Miura Yumiko thought about it and said with certainty: "I just eavesdropped for a while and found that what you want is not a band at all. You don't care about who is in the band or what songs they play. You just want someone to love you. Matsueda Azusa, you are still a little kid who needs love!"

I give in. She was right.

To be honest, this is indeed the case.

It's just because Matsueda Azusa was disappointed with the so-called love, so she had to settle for the love between her companions and wanted to find a loving "family", so she put all her efforts into the band.

But in the final analysis, Matsueda Azusa and Nagasaki Motoyo are actually very similar in nature. What they pursue from beginning to end are love, attention, and family.

Songzhi Zi couldn't help but hold his forehead with his hand: "Damn it, how long have you been eavesdropping in the corner?"

"I didn't listen for long. I just started eavesdropping when someone knelt down in front of you."

Miura Yumiko answered confidently, then asked doubtfully: "So, that's why I find it strange. If you want others to love you, then why do you act like such a big bitch? Isn't this going in the wrong direction?"

"Besides, you're not bad looking. If you could act like Hayato to the outside world, at least disguise yourself on the surface, wouldn't there be a lot of people who like you? Aren't you just asking for trouble?"

Matsueda Azusa shook her head. "So, you don't understand at all. Love gained through disguise will eventually be lost because of the disguise. Besides... in this case, is it you that others like, or the mask you wear? Ultimately, it's just a fake."

"It's like saying you like Hayato Hayama, but do you really understand what kind of person he is at heart? Do you like the 'Hayato Hayama' that he presents to you, the 'Hayato Hayama' that you see in your eyes, or the real 'Hayato Hayama' himself?"

"You might not understand what I'm saying. So, let's say Hayato Hayama has a crush on a girl, and by chance you swap souls with her and successfully start dating her. Do you think he likes you or her? Is the false love you've earned by pretending to be her true self really what you want? Or do you think you'd be satisfied even with that?"

Yumiko Miura was silent.

She thought for a long time before nodding: "You make sense. If you want to pursue love, then of course it must be real and sincere. There is really no point in deceiving others by pretending..."

But at this point, she immediately changed the subject, frowning and questioning, "But your nature is a little too bad, isn't it? Who on earth would like you with your attitude? Anyone who likes you either has Stockholm syndrome or is a masochist... Anyone who could have dated you in the first place was a genius. It's a good thing they dumped you before it was too late."

A frown appeared on Songzhi Zi's forehead. "Is it possible that I wasn't like this originally? Did I become like this after being dumped?"

Miura Yumiko looked at Matsueda Azusa suspiciously for a while and shook her head: "I still can't imagine what you were like when you weren't born as a child."

"I'm too lazy to talk nonsense with you. I'm going to buy a bottle of water."

Matsueda Azusa curled her lips and walked towards a convenience store on the street.

Miura Yumiko followed, "Hey, bring me a bottle too."

Matsueda Azusa turned around and was about to retort her, but suddenly felt a force coming from her - it turned out that she accidentally bumped into someone who had just come out of the convenience store.

"Ah, sorry sorry..."

Matsueda Azusa subconsciously turned around to apologize, but the familiar glacier blue twintails flashed past her eyes.