I'm writing a diary in Zongman

As for what to do after dating, that is another matter. Some things are not urgent, and you can explore little by little about what to do and what you can do after dating.

"Lian, you don't seem to react so strongly to girls like you did at the beginning."

Kaguya Shinomiya knew everything about Amemiya, including the fact that Amemiya was not good at dealing with the opposite sex.

But after only about a month, Amemiya was able to start interacting normally with girls. He looked down at the hand he was holding and it seemed that now - it was much more normal than before.

"That's a normal reaction."

Amamiya Ren still needs to make some excuses for his reaction. His initial strong reaction was really because he had never had contact with the opposite sex in the past.

"In my previous life, I didn't have the opportunity to interact with girls."

"Although I didn't have any contact with her during school, I definitely never had any serious relationship with any girl, not even a date."

"I will be a virgin both physically and mentally until I die."

"In fact, in the past sixteen years of my life, the person of the opposite sex I've come into contact with the most is probably the boss lady who sometimes shows up at my workplace."

Amamiya Ren doesn’t know whether other people are like this, but he is really like this.

He really didn't mean to have such a big reaction, it was simply because he had no experience in dealing with girls.

"Eh~"

This was the first time she had heard of such a thing. Before, she only knew that Amemiya was not good at dealing with the opposite sex. Today, she knew why Amemiya was not good at dealing with the opposite sex.

"So, Lian, what's the most outrageous thing you've ever done with a girl?"

"... kiss?"

"!?"

Shinomiya Kaguya was startled, and she suddenly realized when this kiss was born.

Suzuki Sonoko again! ?

Needless to say, Amemiya's previous life was definitely unrealistic. He had just said that he had never had any contact with women until his death. And among the women Amemiya had met in this life, there was actually only one who was brave enough to even kiss her: Suzuki Sonoko, who he had just started dating.

"Besides Fujiwara, I'm starting to think there's another person who's causing trouble."

Although she was filled with resentment, Kaguya Shinomiya did not directly ask for a kiss.

She still remains relatively reserved in this regard. At least it is not appropriate in this atmosphere, and it should be done in better occasions.

Moreover, he asked for a kiss right after they started dating, as if he was doing it on purpose to catch up with Suzuki Sonoko's progress.

This is putting the cart before the horse.

Her relationship with Amemiya was not to catch up with anyone, but because a voice in her heart was longing for that good feeling to continue and for that care to blossom and bear fruit.

"Come to think of it, is the situation Fujiwara encountered really that serious?"

Although she said it was troublesome, she was still a little concerned about Fujiwara's situation.

"Well, she's on the same power system as me, but her situation is a little different from mine. Maybe it's because I gained the characteristics, but she only got the potion that unlocked that system."

Amamiya Ren felt that the biggest difference between himself and Fujiwara was his unruly nature.

"But from what I know, the potion at the beginning of the sequence shouldn't cause a reaction as big as Fujiwara's."

"I'm not sure about the specific circumstances, but Fujiwara encountered some unpleasant things while gaining power this time."

"It's not a big problem now. Her loss of control and pollution have subsided."

"However, I'll probably need to monitor her entire promotion process from now on. And her current reaction is a sequelae, stemming from the psychological trauma caused by the strange images Fujiwara saw during the loss of control and contamination."

"Perhaps it's because I've controlled her loss of control that she instinctively feels safer around me. So, once I move away from her, she'll have a stress reaction."

Now Kaguya Shinomiya could be sure that something very troublesome had happened to Fujiwara.

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To cause Fujiwara to have such symptoms, what happened to him must be much more serious than what happened last time on Moon Shadow Island.

However, it's not just about safety.

It wasn't that she was deliberately speculating on Fujiwara's pattern of action. She thought so because of Hayasaka's reminder.

Fujiwara openly stated that Amemiya met her standards for a partner.

So now all of Fujiwara's actions are not just because Amemiya can control Fujiwara's situation and make Fujiwara feel safe.

I'm afraid that part of Fujiwara's reason for doing this is that he doesn't resist Amemiya deep down.

Otherwise, this woman Fujiwara would never do such a subconscious thing.

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Of course, the more crucial thing is that Fujiwara got the diary and joined their ranks all of a sudden.

"Lian, let's go back to the room and take a look."

"Ah."

The two of them didn't mention holding hands, but they subconsciously let go of each other's hands when they returned to the next room.

When I returned to the room, Fujiwara was sitting up again.

Hayasaka sat next to Fujiwara and tried to comfort him carefully, but it had little effect.

At this moment, Fujiwara was half asleep and half awake, and because he had been frightened before, his mind was in a highly tense state.

Even though Amamiya Ren had calmed him down to normal, his body still had some stress reactions.

"Ah, Amamiya..."

After Amamiya Ren returned to the room, Fujiwara Chika's spiritual sense was keenly sensed and she immediately reacted instinctively.

Just like before, she walked barefoot and shakily to Amemiya, opened her arms and hugged him, and pressed her whole face into Amemiya's arms.

In response, Amamiya Ren could only carefully hug Fujiwara, whose mental state was still unstable.

This made Shinomiya Kaguya no longer care about being jealous. She could see that Fujiwara's condition was very unstable, and her abnormal behavior made sense.

She was sure that Fujiwara was asleep, but even her reaction when asleep made her worry that she might have been too stimulated.

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Chapter 208 Fujiwara's Mother's Teasing

"Hmm~Hmm~"

I don’t know why, but Fujiwara Chika felt that she slept more soundly today than any other day.

I don’t know what’s wrong with the bed today, it feels a bit hard.

But it smells very good.

She rubbed her face against the hard object out of habit, and then Fujiwara Chika reluctantly opened her eyes.

"???"

However, the first thing I saw after opening my eyes was not my bed, but someone's neck. If I continued to look up, I could see who the owner of this neck was.

Amamiya!?

Fujiwara Chika opened her eyes wide, and her face slowly began to show astonishment, surprise, incomprehension, and a little bit of joy, but in the end it turned into subconscious thinking.

How come I was held in Amemiya's arms?

She didn't quite understand the situation, but she would think about what happened to her yesterday before she fell asleep.

I remember that after I got the diary, I got my first chance to draw after reading Amemiya's diary. I got a bottle of magic potion.

Suddenly, the previously lost memory was slowly awakened as Qianhua's hazy sleepiness was dispelled.

The horrible memory was like a maggot in her tarsal bones, rapidly flooding up. The bad memory impacted her memory and almost suffocated her to the point of being unable to breathe.

right! That's it!

That made her feel like the horrific memory was being unearthed again.

The heartbeat quickens, the blood pressure rises, and the body begins to tremble slightly due to excessive excitement.

She remembered that at that time her world seemed to have completely collapsed.

But just when she was about to break, she felt a hint of warmth in her body, and the sound she had been unable to make began to gain some strength.

She knew someone could save her, if only she could chant his name.

Amemiya!

All dormant memories were awakened at this moment.

She remembered that after chanting the name, she entered a strange place, and in that strange place she saw Amemiya, and her collapsed self-world was restored.

Even now, she still felt a cold sweat on her back when she thought about it, but when she thought about Amemiya, her pounding heart began to slowly slow down.

That inexplicable sense of security made her feel much more relaxed.

I don't know what's going on, but...it's okay.

Fujiwara Chika did not continue to dwell on why she was held in Amemiya's arms. The feeling of security at the moment made her very comfortable.

As for that horrific memory, she felt that she would not be able to forget it in the short term.

As long as Kaguya doesn't see it, it's fine.

Fujiwara Chika thought very relaxedly.

Just as she closed her eyes and was about to continue sleeping, a very stiff cough made her frown and look in the direction of the sound unhappily. Then she was like a cat that was caught by the neck for stealing food.

Kaguya stared at her with a face full of resentment, her eyes emitting strong resentment, as well as hidden jealousy and envy.

There was also Hayasaka Ai, who was standing behind and was the source of the cough. There was no extra expression on her face, but she saw the other person's joy in eating the melon and a hint of envy.

"???"

Fujiwara Chika, who was frightened just now, suddenly felt that the world had changed. At this moment, she seemed to be able to see the emotional changes of many people and the true thoughts behind those emotions.

"What are you still looking at, Fujiwara?"

At this moment, Kaguya Shinomiya felt like she was about to get angry with jealousy.

Her boyfriend had just started dating and he was hugging another girl to calm her down. She knew the reason, and the person he was hugging was her friend, so she didn't get angry at all.

Just like she had said before, she could fully accept the complicated and special relationship between them, but don't expect her not to be jealous just by watching from the side.

I still get jealous and get angry when I should, and even the feeling of jealousy is stronger than before.

"Eh?"

Fujiwara Chika was stunned when she saw Kaguya. She clearly saw Kaguya's complicated emotions towards her, as well as her even more intense jealousy.

"Now that you're awake, shouldn't you be able to get off Lian's body?"

After being reminded, Fujiwara Chika noticed that she was sitting horizontally on Amemiya's legs, her body almost leaning in Amemiya's arms, and her head was almost buried in Amemiya's shoulder.

So what she saw when she opened her eyes just now was the neck.

That's why she felt the bed was hard when she was sleeping...

She was curled up at the moment, even her feet were bare and placed on Amemiya's legs.

After imagining her current image in her mind, Fujiwara Chika's face instantly turned pink.

She could accept being held by Amemiya, and she could accept sleeping in Amemiya's arms, but she just couldn't accept being stared at like this.

He quickly stood up by supporting Amemiya's shoulders with both hands.

"Hehe~ Sorry, Kaguya, for stealing your Amamiya."

Fujiwara Chika jumped down and looked at Kaguya with a red face and a smile.

"...Well, it's not like they stole it from me."

The phrase "your Amemiya" did sound very pleasant to Kaguya Shinomiya.

"Really? But Kaguya's way of addressing Amemiya has changed, right? Yeah, just like Ran and Sonoko back then."

"Besides, Kaguya was really jealous when she saw me sitting on Amemiya just now. Yeah, that kind of expression, even though I've never made a similar expression before."

Shinomiya Kaguya was startled and subconsciously touched her face. Did she show this emotion just now?

"Yeah, it's quite obvious. After all, this is the first time I've seen Kaguya so jealous."