I'm writing a diary in Zongman

The maple leaf coin bounced high and fell quickly, literally facing up.

After performing divination several times and confirming its authenticity, Amamiya Ren picked up the bottle of potion, pulled out the cork and drank the potion in one gulp.

The taste buds on the tongue savored the flavor.

"Why is it spicy?"

Amamiya Ren looked at the bottle strangely. There was nothing wrong with this potion. After drinking it, he could clearly feel that his spiritual power seemed to have been expanded.

Feeling it more carefully, he indeed didn't feel anything unusual. Everything seemed natural, even...

"...two-thirds digested."

Although it is different from the 627 Clown Potion that melts in the mouth, this digestion speed is indeed a bit fast.

Then, Amamiya Ren quickly reacted.

"Does my usual manipulation of tarot cards count as a kind of magic?"

Lenovo used Sefirah Castle to help him take out the tarot cards, and used the water of the River of Eternal Darkness to change the tarot cards.

"Could it be that... using Essence to disguise it as magic is also a form of performance? Using two Essences to perform is indeed a bit extravagant."

If you consider it from this perspective, it is understandable why the magician digested two-thirds of the food as soon as it entered his mouth.

It can be said that this amount of digestion is made up of the source material and one's own unconscious role-playing.

"It's not a bad thing."

"Snapped!"

A snap of the fingers was followed by the entire room being enveloped in blazing white light for a short period of time.

"Flashing Finger Snap... This move only lasts for a moment, but it can cause temporary blindness in others. The better the eyesight, the more severe the damage."

"It's similar to the Flashing Amulet I made, but it's the extraordinary ability of the Master of Magic. It's not a one-time use, and its function is much worse than the Flashing Amulet."

In summary, it is very convenient, but not as useful as the Flash Amulet.

"He is a master of magic after all."

This profession only has functional extraordinary abilities, most of which are used for magic tricks. They are very functional for performances, but not very useful in actual combat.

If it is used in conjunction with a weapon, it can play a very good role.

The early offensive power of the gate route is indeed too poor, and it is basically just a matter of survival.

After sighing, Amamiya Ren did not feel disappointed at all. The road to sequence is slow and solid, and ability is not achieved overnight.

The Gate Path's early stages can be said to be the least aggressive, but once it reaches the True God of Sequence 0, it can really cause space to collapse and shatter at will, causing devastating damage.

The less aggressive the sequence is in the early stages, the more abnormal the extraordinary abilities become in the later stages.

Such are the three paths of door, error and fool.

"The fraudsters were ranked last."

In fact, the functionality of a con man is higher than that of a magician. Charm, eloquence, mental interference and misleading thinking are actually very practical, especially in conversation, where the con man's extraordinary abilities can be put to use.

As far as my current situation of observing the fate of others is concerned, the role of scammers is actually quite important.

But there was really nothing that could be done as the scammer arrived too late.

It eased the situation and calmed the growing spirituality.

But it still takes time to master this part of spiritual growth.

It just so happens that I need time to adjust my state and do some divination about the situation over there, which may help me better grasp the growth of that part of my spirituality.

I adjusted myself a little in my chair and then started shuffling the Tarot cards.

Slowly draw three cards from the deck.

Reversed Tower, Upright Judgment, Upright World.

"Oh~ Turns out it's good news."

The Tower is a very bad card whether it is in upright or reversed position, and it can be said that it is almost comparable to the Grim Reaper.

The reversed Tower indicates the premonition of separation and love crisis, that is, emotional separation.

Judgment signifies confession and good news, and the world signifies success and the completion of the mission.

The combination of these three cards is a completely good news combination.

Especially for those couples who love and hate each other, it is the best separation.

The previous divination about the fate of the two people was that they would die or be imprisoned, but now it has become a frank separation.

This is the biggest change for the two people who were already heading towards a bad ending.

"What I said just now still worked."

Amamiya Ren smiled, put away the tarot cards on the table, continued to shuffle them, and drew out three cards again.

Reversed High Priestess, Upright Wheel of Fortune, Upright Judgment.

"The woman's mental health issues are still very serious, but they have been alleviated, and she has even shown signs of recovery from the severe third stage. It seems that the break in the relationship has helped the woman grow and realize the seriousness of her mental health issues."

"As for that gentleman..."

Reversed Temperance, upright Moon, reversed World.

"The marriage that was formed through blind dates wasn't compatible. The emotional turmoil was quite severe, and there was also the issue of harassment. These issues seemed to have some side effects after marriage, which made the already poorly compatible relationship even more unstable. With an unstable relationship after marriage, life after life is just a makeshift one."

We should not have too high expectations for future results. At least the future that is about to happen has been changed.

After getting this answer, Amamiya Ren did not put away the tarot cards on the table, but leaned back and rested his back on the soft backrest of the sofa.

"To be a part of the story and try to change something is not a bad thing for me."

"Whether it's from a human perspective or from a profit-making perspective."

PS: Please provide data for the new book.

Chapter 263 Separation and the Future

As night falls, the Benkei Onsen Hotel becomes exceptionally quiet.

It was because they were really troubled by a fortune-teller, and Kogoro Mouri spent the entire afternoon talking to each of them one by one.

"Kogoro is really enthusiastic."

Yumi Horikoshi was also a little distressed at this moment.

"That kid has been like this since a long time ago, you know that."

Zhongdao Hezhi was laughing wildly beside him. At this moment, his smile was relaxed and a little bitter.

"I really didn't expect you to have such serious mental problems."

"Same here. I didn't expect you to have such a plan to get rid of me once and for all."

Yumi Horikoshi retorted without any hesitation.

But she wasn't exactly angry at the moment. She'd actually had suicidal thoughts many times in the past. Perhaps her emotional instability, her unconscious actions that hurt others, were simply her instinctive desire for self-destruction.

Some things were exposed, some words were forced to be said, and she actually felt more relaxed - a lot.

"My thoughts are a bit extreme. After all, I just changed the direction of my life, and my fiancée just agreed to it. Also, don't say you're not wrong. I didn't hold you responsible for the harassment for six months."

Nakamichi Kazushi felt a little embarrassed because his sore spot was touched. After all, he really had such an idea, but it was Yumi who prompted him to have such an idea.

"For half a year...I was also in a daze."

"Who says it's not?"

For both sides, the past six months have been too chaotic, and their minds have been in a highly tense state, which has led them to make wrong choices.

Neither of them wanted to talk about the past anymore.

Yumi Horikoshi looked up at the darkness and could still see tiny stars. It was as if there was still some hope in her dark life, and her depressed mood was slightly relieved.

This made me start to think about myself in the past six months.

She hopes that her significant other is the one she loves, and that the one she loves can be tolerant enough towards her and accept her ugly side, but she is afraid of being disliked if she tells about her past experiences.

On the other hand, it's probably because of what happened back then that she became very wary of the opposite sex.

It was precisely because of this wariness that she could never agree to He Zhi's proposal. This situation became more and more obvious as He Zhi's desire to get married grew stronger, but with He Zhi's complete departure, her nerves finally broke.

The manic and violent thoughts completely took over her, and the idea that if she couldn't get it, she would completely destroy it started to grow from the bottom of her heart.

Now that I calm down and imagine it, it’s really scary.

I should go see a doctor.

Yumi Horikoshi could no longer remember whether she had such thoughts in the past, but she knew that in her manic state of mind, she would continue to act impulsively according to her past thoughts.

But, miraculously, in that situation today, not only did she not feel a bit manic, she even felt very peaceful in her heart.

Although she didn't know how this situation came about, this feeling of complete spiritual peace made Yumi Horikoshi feel a rare sense of relaxation.

It was because of this mental relaxation that Yumi Horikoshi was able to think calmly and realized that her mental state was not stable and required systematic treatment.

"That's enough of the topic. It wouldn't be good if Kogoro noticed we were gone for too long."

Turning around, Yumi Horikoshi has already decided to part ways with her past self.

"This should be the last time we meet. From now on, let's not disturb each other's lives."

After knowing that Nakamichi Kazushi had murderous intentions towards her, Horikoshi Yumi realized that her mental state had affected many people.

However, regardless of whether his own mental state caused the impact on others, when Zhongdao and Zhi had this thought, their best outcome was separation and never seeing each other again.

"Ah."

Nakamichi Kazushi did not say anything to try to keep her. After 18 years of dating, he only now learned about Yumi's past dark experiences, and it was from the mouth of Kogoro's daughter's friend.

Maybe he should have noticed it sooner.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing as "maybe" in this real world.

As soon as Yumi Horikoshi turned the corner, she bumped into someone head-on.

"you……"

Yumi Horikoshi looked at the person she bumped into, Atsushi Omura, who was considered the most honest and simple person in their judo club.

But at this moment, there was some sadness on his face. Horikoshi Yumi immediately realized that Omura had heard her conversation with Nakamichi Kazushi.

Horikoshi Yumi laughed.

"Omura, I'm not dead. There's no need to look so sad for me. Didn't Kogoro guess it right away from you?"

"Yumi, your mental illness..."

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Atsushi Omura still looked at Yumi with worry.

"Well, I don't think there's no treatment at all. After this reunion, I plan to see a psychiatrist for treatment, but I might have to take medication for the rest of my life."

Yumi Horikoshi didn't think there was anything wrong.

Mental illness still needs to be examined. After experiencing her current peaceful and calm state, she can no longer accept the fact that she cannot control herself. Even if she uses medication to control it, she does not want to be a madman controlled by emotions forever.

There are ways to solve mental illness, but the treatment should take a longer time.

As for how long it would take, Yumi Horikoshi didn't know.

For the past 18 years, she has never thought that there is something wrong with her mental health. She has delayed for such a long time. God knows how long it will take for her to recover?

"Yumi, do you want to date me?"

"..."

The sudden confession caught Horikoshi Yumi off guard. Turning around, she looked at Omura Jun, who was nervous because of saying such words, and she couldn't help laughing.

"Omura, I'm a bad woman. I'm not as simple as you seem. For 18 years, I've been playing with one person's feelings."

"……I know."

"???"

"I knew about your relationship with Nakamichi when we were in college."