Turn From Eunuch Into Empress

At the same time, he had doubts about himself, about his identity and where he came from.

Xiao Chenyu was immersed in his bitterness and loneliness when he suddenly heard some subtle voices coming out from behind the bed. Instead, Hua Xiangrong appeared in front of Xiao Chenyu.

Xiao Chenyu was surprised, looked at Hua Xiangrong and asked, "didn't I let you leave the secret room?"

At that time, Ji Qingzhuo wanted to check the back of the screen. Lin Shou didn't know what to touch. He opened the secret room behind the screen, and the three quickly hid in. But before they left the secret room, Xiao Chenyu was worried about what was going on in the room and turned back. But he clearly found an exit for Hua Xiangrong and Lin Shou and asked them to leave. Why would Hua Xiangrong still be here?

"I... I want to see my brother again." Hua Xiangrong looked at Xiao Chenyu with some guilt and replied. She knew that it was not easy for her to see the unintentional side of the flower, but she was still worried. She also heard the movement in the room at that time. How could she leave by herself regardless of the unintentional state of the flower. But she didn't expect to hear that conversation in the secret room.

Hua Xiangrong looks like a picture. Looking at Xiao Chenyu, she sees that the expression on his face is very lonely. Hua Xiangrong feels pity. She can't help feeling and has feelings about her life experience.

Seeing that Xiao Chenyu didn't answer, Hua Xiangrong sat down at the table and told her story.

"Although I seem to have unlimited scenery and am the daughter of the prime minister whom everyone envies, I am not happy." Hua Xiangrong smiled at herself. If she said such words to others on weekdays, she would be ridiculed by others, saying that she was dissatisfied and took the opportunity to show off. However, in front of Xiao Chenyu, she did not worry about it. She knew that Xiao Chenyu would certainly understand her feelings.

Xiao Chenyu's eyes were shining. He didn't expect Hua Xiangrong to say such words to himself. They only met today and didn't have an in-depth understanding, but her words aroused his interest because he had the same pain most of the time.

It's not that as the prince of the state of Qi, they can fully enjoy prosperity and wealth, eat, drink and have fun all day, and be accompanied by beautiful women. When they have something that ordinary people can't get, they will naturally bear a heavy burden that ordinary people can't bear, and even lose a lot of things, such as freedom.

Xiao Chenyu should have high hopes since he was a child. Xiao shaozhan favored him, and his mother taught him earnestly. Even Xiao Shaojing helped him from time to time. He didn't know what he wanted, but lived under their expectations and lived cautiously. Even if he took the wrong step, everything would be wasted.

Therefore, he can't be like Xiao chenshun. He doesn't work hard all day, eat, drink and play, and dare to contradict his father and Emperor. He doesn't dare to be arrogant and willful like Xiao chenlian and ranjun. He can only read and practice martial arts and do the so-called "right things", but no one cares whether he is really happy or not.

Xiao Chenyu listened carefully to Hua Xiangrong's narration. "If I could, I don't think I'm the daughter of the prime minister or Hua Xiangrong, even if it's a girl from ordinary people's family." Hua Xiangrong looked dignified and moved, "My mother met a bad lady. She met my father and died when I was very young, leaving me and my brother alone. Not long after my mother died, my father took another room. I was very angry and even cried in every way to prevent my father from marrying that woman, because I didn't allow anyone to replace my mother."

When talking about her mother, Hua Xiangrong's eyes were not only gentle, but also firm, "But there's no way. My father married her and gave birth to a daughter. Before, I was the only daughter and the only lady of the flower family, but now I want to share this title with her people. I'm not reconciled, not because I care too much, but because I'm afraid that all my own things will not be taken away one by one."

It seems that Hua Xiangrong can still feel how her stepmother controlled the whole flower family when her father just married a new wife, and how to bully her and flower while the Prime Minister of flower was not at home.

"My brother is a man. He should learn martial arts, study, gallop on the battlefield and serve the motherland. Naturally, he has no time to protect what we should have. So I have to stand up and resist all looting. I began to have some tricks. I would complain in front of my father and seize the mistakes of my stepmother and her daughter, just to embarrass them and let them know that I am not easy to bully , even if I don't have a mother. "When Hua Xiangrong said these words, it was completely inconsistent with her apparent weakness. She would feel that she was also a strong girl with many inner experiences.

Xiao Chenyu fixed his eyes on Hua Xiangrong's face. He might have paid too much attention to himself before. He thought that only he had experienced pain that ordinary people could not feel, or was in a self-centered state. Unexpectedly, there were thousands of kinds of pain in the world, and tens of thousands of people had experienced the same or even more painful life as him.

Xiao Chenyu didn't interrupt Hua Xiangrong. Such a narration needs emotion and courage. If it is interrupted, I don't know whether I still have the courage to speak again.

Hua Xiangrong took a deep breath and wiped the tears on her face. She thought that after so many years, she had seen these things lightly. She felt that these experiences were just a part of her own growth. However, she didn't expect to bring them up again. She would still burst into tears. It turned out that his heart had not been completely put down.

"Later, I really became very bad and domineering, so that no one can bully me. But I think this is not enough. I have to get my father's love, so that she can stand on my side and defend me. He is an important official in the court, so I can become a lady who can match his identity. I don't appreciate flowers and the moon. I read and write poems all day , I want to be affirmed by my father. Finally, I became the first talented woman in the capital. However, in order to maintain this honor, I have to make continuous efforts, but what is the final result? I became the fiancee of the Grand Prince and a pawn in my father's political territory. I can't even decide my own happiness. "

Hua Xiangrong said this, stopped and looked at Xiao Chenyu's face. There were still tears on his face, but he solemnly said, "in fact, some relatives, don't mention it." Hua Xiangrong used his own experience to enlighten Xiao Chenyu. At the same time, they were reduced people at the end of the world.