Uncle, Don't Flirt with Me!

"And you? "Su fan raised his glass and clinked it with him, then asked after drinking.

"Me? What's wrong with me? "Zeng quan did not understand.

"Do you still like that girl? ' She asked.

Zeng quan was stunned and asked," what about you?" Do you still like tan yifei? "

Su fan was speechless.

"Actually, I' ve slowly come to understand one thing. You like someone and love someone. It's your own feelings. If you want to love someone, just keep it in your heart. It's enough to see her happy and happy. As he spoke, zeng quan looked at su fan.

Even though she did not know that he was talking about her, he still hoped that his thoughts, his final thoughts, could be transmitted to her. Even if he couldn' t fulfill his feelings, he still seemed to be giving him a piece of comfort and an explanation. If you say it, you'll let it go, won't you? A lot of love, because can not say out, just become more and more heavy, heavy let oneself have no power to see other scenery, eyes only own that perseverance.

Yes, in her heart, it was enough to see her happy and happy!

"In this world, there are many things that we can' t control. The two of us can meet, and we can talk about them. We have to rely on fate. However, if we want to be together, it seems that we rely on more and more factors. "Zeng quan said," all these years, I have been unable to put that girl down. I even thought about finding her with her, but people can't be free, can they? It's not that you can do what you want, you have responsibilities, you can't shirk them, responsibility to the family, responsibility to the family, responsibility to the future. However, with so many responsibilities, people will only become more and more lonely and want to have the person they want and be with that person ..."

Su fan looked at him and remained silent.

"When you have a conflict with your partner, you think, if I were with the person in your heart, wouldn't that be the case? Would she have understood me better, and if I had been with her more easily, I wouldn't have so much trouble? However, everything was only if she thought too much. She would only let herself fall into more and more pain, and she would be unable to communicate with the person beside her. In the end ..." Zeng quan poured himself a glass of wine and raised his head to drink it.

Yeah? Did she think that way too? When she had a conflict with huo shuqing, did she also think that she would be more ...

"Do you still love yifei? Zeng quan looked at su fan and asked.

Su fan closed his eyes.

All these three years, there was no way to ignore them, yifei -

"But, cain, no matter what yifei did to you and nianqing, no matter what you think of him. Now that he's getting married, he no longer belongs to you. He-" he looked at su fan and said.

Tears welled up in her eyes.

"It's painful, isn't it? ' He sighed.

Su fan didn' t say anything and took out a tissue to wipe away the tears from his eyes.

Zeng quan smiled bitterly and sighed, saying," we can only choose one. We have chosen it. That's good. That's good. "

"If it's as easy as you say, what are you still lamenting here? "Said su fan, wiping his tears.

"Yes, you're right. It's not that easy. "Said zeng quan, pouring himself and su fan wine.

"When I was unconscious, I had a dream. She said, without interruption.

"I dreamt that you, sister-in-law, me, and my mother were all there on huai yin alley. I'm flying in, and we're hanging out. Later, I, I saw huo shuqing, he was not married, he has been waiting for me, he, he stood under the wisteria, waiting for me in the alley. "Said su fan, tears streaming down his face like beads.

Zeng quan walked over and handed her a tissue. She took it and wiped her tears, smiling at him.

"Is it strange? It's like a subconscious. He told me that he had been waiting for me, that he had never loved anyone, that he had never been married, and that he was waiting for me, waiting to grow up, waiting -" she said, pausing. "

Zeng quan was silent.

"But that's not the case, is it? These days, I've been thinking, what exactly do I want, and now this life, is it what I want? I can't deal with everything as easily as my mother and sister-in-law. I can't even tell the difference between what's real and what's fake, and I still wonder if I'm not good enough for him. She said, raising her head and smiling bitterly.

"I don't know what to do, I don't know what I've become. Su fan said, pausing for a moment before continuing," I know that huo shuqing is very good, very good, very good, but sometimes I feel that he is so far away from me. In fact, I feel that way a lot of times. I don't know what he's thinking. Maybe I've never known, but, because in the past, I knew who I was, and I just had to be with him and not think about anything. But now, after all, we're married, aren't we? We're married, aren't we? A couple can't be like us, so -"

Zeng quan patted her on the shoulder.

"I, really, don't know what to do! This time, I looked at jiang cai na phone so many text messages with him, I do not know what I should think, I should not doubt him? I - I think, I don't doubt him, I doubt myself, I doubt myself all the time, not for a moment, I -" su fan said.

"What kind of man should I be? To be his career, or his wife? My mother said that these two can be combined, my career revolves around huo shuqing, I will -" su fan said.

"Then it's not you, is it? "Said zeng quan.

Su fan nodded and smiled." I don' t think I can do it. I can' t do it. "

'Well, what about you? "Asked zeng quan.

'I don't know. I want to force myself to do it, but these days, I feel more and more confused, more and more do not know who I am -" su fan said.

"You are cain! "Said zeng quan.

Su fan smiled bitterly and let out a long sigh, saying," I feel that from the past until now, I' ve always been su fan. I always feel like I' m just a substitute for her. I' m just the same as her, appearing in front of you and making my mother and father feel no more regret. I don' t know who cain is, I ..."

"That's good! That's good! "Said zeng quan.

Su fan didn' t understand and looked at him.

"You' re su fan, then be your su fan. Don' t worry about other people's judgment. You' re just like you in the past. You' re just stubbornly in love with someone. You' re sitting on your own things. No matter how dangerous the environment is, no matter how dangerous the situation is, no matter how difficult or dangerous the situation is, you' re holding on to your beliefs. You don' t admit defeat, don' t give up, just keep walking forward." Zeng quan looked into her still tearful eyes." Su fan, have you forgotten what kind of person you are? "

I -

"The su fan in my memory was a very silly person. He was so stupid that he didn' t know what he was insisting on, but he was still holding on to the person in his heart. Although she was very confused and confused, she knew what she wanted. She knew who she loved and who she shouldn't love. Even if huo shuqing couldn' t give her a title, even if she couldn' t be like a normal lover, she still didn' t give up. Even if zheng han pursued her with all kinds of exaggerated methods, she would not fall in love and would not fall in love with him. Even if he was injured in the security bureau, he wouldn' t say anything that went against his wishes. Even if the end of the road, even if it was hard enough to need to work in the supermarket, in the winter to live in a house without heating, will not go back. "Zeng quan said. Su fan's eyes were wet.

"This is the su fan I know, the su fan in my memory. I' ve never forgotten him. So, don' t forget you, okay, su fan? "

Su fan was stunned and sat there in a daze.

Yes, this was the su fan in his memory. He had never forgotten su fan. That su fan was not his sister, but his most beautiful memory. Now ...

Memory, is to be sealed up, memory, after all, just memory, and reality, is reality! His reality was the marriage he had to face with fang xihu, their thoughts.

No matter when, don' t give up on yourself, su fan said zeng quan.

This was the last time he called her that!

In life, there are always many people we can't forget, those people, who represent a certain period of their own, or young frivolous themselves, or the happiest of their own, or the most sad themselves, the most depressed themselves, the craziest of their own, the most shy of their own, the most cowardly of their own, the most stupid of their own. Just because she could no longer come back, even the one she hated, she couldn' t come back, so she kept thinking about the past and the past.

However, no matter when, one had to find a way to face reality. After all, every breath of air you breathe now is real. The pain and sweetness you feel now are all what you have now. The past, whether it is good or gray, is all in the past.

As the lyrics say, you never understand that every real present is once your fantasy future. And the future is always coming, isn't it? If you can't do it right now, how can the future be good?

The night was getting darker and darker.