Under One Person: I am a lay Buddhist with a salary of 9 to 5

"You know everything?"

Although she had guessed, Xia He still asked.

"Yeah."

Zhou Fengliu nodded, and then said: "I know everything I should know and shouldn't know... You're pretty good, really."

When he said "pretty good", he really thought Xia He had something.

First, she gave birth to the child because of a disagreement, and then hid it from everyone and gave the child to Zhang Lingyu to raise, while he was waiting in the waiting room...

This set of silky little combos made Zhou Dong think of a sentence: You have to get pregnant secretly, and then surprise everyone...

Hearing the answer given by Zhou Fengliu, Xia He sighed slightly:

"It seems... the tight-lipped Lingyu Zhenren is not so tight-lipped..."

Seeing that Xia He was still blaming Zhang Lingyu, Zhou Fengliu was a little unhappy. She was very happy to see him speak frankly:

"Giving your own flesh and blood to Zhang Lingyu, a young boy, not to mention whether it will damage Zhang Lingyu's reputation, the key is that you are not responsible at all!"

"No... What are you thinking?"

"If you don't want it, don't give birth to it in the first place..."

Facing Zhou Fengliu's mouth like a machine gun, scolding her as a mother for being irresponsible, Xia He, who was being scolded, didn't know why, tears rolled in her eyes under Zhou Fengliu's scolding, and then quietly slid down her cheeks.

She explained herself with a little cry:

"I...I want her...I don't want to abandon her...She is the flesh that fell from my body, she is everything for the rest of my life, how can I not want her..."

"I'm just...I'm just afraid of getting you into trouble, I'm tired of hiding from place to place...I want to face my past head-on...I want to give Tuantuan a clean future..."

"But I have no other choice, I'm a full-blooded demon, no one will help me, I can only use this method, not to get you into trouble, and to use Nadutong to whitewash my identity..."

Xia He said with tears in her eyes Then, she wiped the tears from her cheeks with a little stubbornness, and then said:

"Lingyu Zhenren is a good person. Regardless of his identity in the Tianshi Mansion or his relationship with you, I believe he will not hurt Tuan Tuan..."

"Although this is very irresponsible for a mother...but I...but I really have no other choice."

Xia He said so much, and the words between the lines revealed a meaning, that is, she wanted to wash her face and get ashore, but she had no connections and no money, so she could only take a different approach...

One day is a Quanxing person, and a lifetime. It is easy to join Quanxing, but it is difficult to quit Quanxing.

In history, those old people who wanted to quit Quanxing all found a remote corner, then hid their names, lived the rest of their lives honestly, and did not ask about the affairs of strangers...

This kind of landing is simple, but it is not what she wants.

What she wants to get ashore is to be able to stand in the sun with her daughter, so that her daughter can be like a normal person and have a childhood like other children...

This kind of whitewashing, in this era, only Nadutong can do it.

Listening to Xia He talking about her difficulties, Zhou Fengliu was not very moved. He did not hear the difficulties of a mother from Xia He's mouth, but heard a bit of... evasion.

"You are just moving yourself..."

Zhou Fengliu hit Xia He's heart with a sharp point.

It's the same sentence, what the hell were you doing earlier?

You didn't go ashore before, and now you feel the pain? Wiping tears, empathizing...

"Are you facing it head-on? You just changed the way to escape."

Zhou Fengliu slowly stood up, looking down at Xia He, and continued to speak in a calm tone:

"You keep saying that you are facing it head-on, but you are still escaping, escaping responsibility, escaping me..."

He glanced at the small interrogation room and said: "Hiding in this small single room, you don't have to bear the responsibility of raising a child, and you can move yourself, clean yourself up, and don't implicate me..."

"You are noble, you are great, you don't want to implicate me, then why did you give birth to this child before? You want to clean yourself up, then why do you make mistakes again and again, and go so far on the road of Quanxing?"

"You are inconsistent, just like before, you haven't changed at all."

"Do you know why I dislike you?" Zhou Fengliu looked at Xia He and questioned word by word.

Seeing that Xia He didn't answer, he said:

"You live in yourself, always forcing yourself to make up for something..."

"Just like our previous relationship, we have been together, so how can we talk about owing something? I am a dog licker, that's what I deserve, it has nothing to do with you..."

"Since you are separated, just admit it openly, maybe you can still be friends. Forcing yourself to be moved again and again, forcing yourself to make up, and finding excuses for yourself will only make me feel that you are not sincere enough, even... a little hypocritical."

Listening to Zhou Fengliu's heart-piercing words, Xia He felt even more heartbroken. She looked at Zhou Fengliu and then comforted herself:

"It's not like that... I just can't help myself..."

"Can't help myself?"

Hearing that Xia He was still evasive, Zhou Fengliu shook his head: "Don't talk about being unable to help yourself. If you can't help yourself, how can you control your body?"

"Before you say you can't help yourself, question your heart first. Is your heart upright enough?"

"If your heart is really upright and you don't want to implicate me, then you won't give birth to this child. If you really want to face it or even let it go, then the first person you look for will never be Zhang Lingyu, but me..."

This sentence is undoubtedly sharp, like a sharp knife, cutting through the fig leaf in front of Xia He, exposing the improper heart nakedly in front of Zhou Fengliu.

...

Yes.

Zhou Fengliu is not wrong.

Xia He and Zhang Lingyu have the same problem.

In a way, Xia He's problem is more serious. The reason of being helpless has excused her too many times... so that she is now habitually avoiding it.

Contradictions filled her heart. Between getting and letting go, she really implemented the idea of ​​wanting everything.

Wash your hands and get ashore? Standing in the sun...

This is not a difficult task for Zhou Fengliu, a director who knows everything, but she did not make the right choice...

She didn't look for Jay Chou when she should have, and she looked for him blindly when she shouldn't have... In the end, she had to move herself and say: I just couldn't help myself.

She is not as good as Zhang Lingyu.

Even worse than Zhou Fengliu.

Although Zhou Fengliu is so unreliable and so greedy for money, when facing the truth and his own flesh and blood, his reaction is to choose to take responsibility instead of avoiding it all.

This is the choice that parents should make when they choose to give birth to a child...

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