We keep getting divorced

"But in fact, it may be more than..." Chen Yifan continued. "You also know that Yu curl has only money and vanity in her eyes. So I don't know which bosses she has hooked up with outside. "

I'm speechless!

Guess Xiao sining's father should still be him? Otherwise he won't take the child with him.

But at the same time, I wonder why there is Su Yue? Didn't Lu Jinyu say that Yu curl was naked that day, and Su Yue didn't look at it?

For Mao's many things now, what song Xiaobao and Lu Jinyu say are different?

"You and Lu Jinyu were in the old villa that night..." Chen Yifan smiled bitterly for several times until tears came out of the corners of his eyes. "The next story is so common. The two people in the house fell in love at first sight and were passionate; The two losers outside the house used wine to relieve their worries, and finally they were unwilling to be lonely... "

I was speechless and my heart sank like lead.

"Maybe she and I were taking revenge at that time, but we didn't know who we were taking revenge on!" Chen Yifan said with red eyes, desperately blinked back his tears, smiled bitterly and said, "but then again, no matter what kind of woman curly is, I thank her. Thank you... Thank her for giving me a warm rain on such a night, even if this man is a Quasimodo, a ghost who everyone is afraid of... "

"Stop talking!! Stop talking! " I can no longer restrain the flood peak from rushing out of my eyes and remorseful remorse, "it's all my fault! Xiaobao, I'm sorry for you! "

"No one's fault. I made it." A line of tears fell from the corner of his eyes. Chen Yifan still didn't look at me. He stared at the front and drove the car calmly, "I personally brought Lu Jinyu to you! Now, I have no reason to blame anyone. On the contrary, it is Xiaobao who is sorry for sister cancan that makes you have this unhappy marriage. "

"No, no, no!" I almost lost control and burst into tears. "It's Ning can't be worth... It's not worth you..."

I wanted to say it's not worth your love, but the word love can't be said for some reason.

"Love is not worth it, only willing or not... Just like before, now and in the future... As long as it is for you, I am willing!"

"..." my tears flowed into a river, heavy, and my heart was imprisoned by that invisible shackle.

"You know what? Losing is more terrible than not getting, because it has a process called... Once! "

"Once, I couldn't help crying.

Chen Yifan was also in tears. He had to stop the car, open the sunroof, light a cigarette, look out of the window in silence, and wait for each other's emotions to calm down.

He snuffed out the cigarette halfway. Chen Yifan handed me a stack of paper towels, patted my hand and comforted me: "don't tangle, will you? Everything starts from scratch. As long as sister cancan is happy, Xiaobao can do anything. "

I was speechless, choking helplessly, and a thousand words stuck in my throat.

I've wanted to say several times that for you, I'm willing to take the blame, go to jail, carry everything, and settle disputes

But I just don't have the courage to say it. Maybe I can't give up Lu Jinyu, or maybe I'm not so great at all.

Or, not so stupid

A moment of silence, dignified.

At this time, Chen Yining said, "start the car again! According to Lu Jinyu, you want to be a mother to your children, don't you? "

I dried my tears, took a deep breath, calmed down, reluctantly leaned back in my chair and nodded.

"Even if the child is not born to you, you don't care?"

Chen Yifan's tone showed a trace of reluctance and no gratifying excitement.

"The child is innocent..." I said weakly.

Suddenly I felt that Xiao sining was very similar to me. They all had a real mother with only money in their eyes. They all didn't know who their father was.

The difference is that Tian Manman raised me after all, but Yu curl

"Have you managed your children in the past two years?"

I turned to look at him. At this time, I found that Chen Yifan's face was very dignified, as if with boundless regret, just after I said that the child was innocent.

I can't guess where his remorse came from. Who knows

I just feel that since the fire, Ning can has lived in a bottle and been moved around. She can't see the world outside the bottle at all!

Chen Yifan took a deep breath, tried to calm himself down, shook his head and said, "curly is about the same time as you were pregnant, but she can't figure out who the child's father is. The men who had a relationship don't admit it and don't want to be responsible, including Lu Jinyu and Gao Qiang. Finally, she found me reluctantly... "

"So... Is the child yours?" I asked weakly.

Chen Yifan shook his head, "no! At the beginning, Yu curl didn't want to kill the child, because she knew that no matter who the child's biological father was, everyone was valuable, including me. But after the child was born, I recognized it, although the child is not mine. "

I gradually calmed down and asked weakly, "what about later? Has she checked the children's DNA one by one? "

"I don't know..." Chen Yifan shook his head blankly. "Maybe he did it, maybe he didn't. But she was very desperate after childbirth, just like all the men she had a relationship with disappeared as soon as the child was born... So in the end, she left the child to me to raise, and she almost ignored it for two years. Fortunately, with Xiao sining, I have not been so lonely in the past two years. With a companion and a thought, you have the courage to live, right? "

I think I understand. He recognized Xiao sining only after thanking Yu curl's tenderness of "charity" that night.

But he didn't understand that since he was not the child's father, why did Mao want the child to go back to Singapore deer's house to recognize "grandparents"?

Is it

Is the child from Lu Jinyu?

stand a good chance!!

At the thought of the picture of "loving father and loving son" by Lu Jinyu and Xiao sining in the hot spring villa, my heart ignited anger!

Several times I wanted to ask him if the child belonged to Lu Jinyu? But when the words come to my mouth, I can't say it. I'm afraid to hear the answer I don't want to accept.

Along the way, we didn't touch on this topic again.

……

In the dress shop, Chen Yifan went to the fitting room to try on a suit dress. I sat alone on the sofa in the reception hall and looked at the string of Buddha chains in my coat pocket. It was heavy. I didn't know whether to give it to Lu Jinyu

The two furthest Buddha beads on the Buddha chain were engraved with two small characters by me: can and deer!

I don't know why I chose these two Buddha beads when I was in Daocheng. At that time, there was only an episode of the old TV series "two faces each other".

"Every inch of vision is interlaced into wordless fragments; In the bottom of my heart, there is an unsolvable sadness in this life; Just because they met in a hurry, they exiled that time with their youth; Look at the water and mountains outside the city, you have forgotten; The sight of that encounter completely cooled me; The so-called end of time is like a teenager... "

Ning can's end of time, stay on the first young man!

Is it the modest and shy song Xiaobao? Or the playful and cynical little cute?

At this time, I don't understand myself.

Sigh and silently put the Buddha chain back into my pocket. At this time, my eyes swept through the gate and saw a familiar figure across the road

It's Fang Xiaoqian!!

Oh! Another deer dregs child fucking!

Why did she come to Haicheng? Lie down for the scum deer's birthday?

Without hesitation, I immediately followed up!

……

Xiaoqian entered the "coffee with you" at the gate of Cade square opposite, sat down and lit a cigarette, as if waiting for someone.

I walked over without saying a word and put out the cigarette in her hand. "You can't smoke during pregnancy. It's bad for your child."

She was stunned and then sneered, "Oh! Finally thought of caring for children? "

"I'm for you! If the child has any problems, does the deer still charge you? "

"All right, kid, don't worry! As for me, let alone you. " She said, leaning back and asked, "come on, what can I do for you?"

I was stunned, "how did you know I was looking for you?"

"Follow me all the way and say you don't have something to do with me. Can you play tracking?" Xiaoqian said arrogantly and sarcastically.

I was a little embarrassed, "Oh, that... Well, that's it..."

"I want to ask Lu Jinyu why she didn't invite you to her birthday party, didn't she?" Xiaoqian laughed confidently.

"..." I was stunned.

"It's hard for me to say. You'd better ask him face to face!"

I sighed and shook my head. "Don't ask. I'm divorced from him. It's reasonable not to invite me to my birthday party."

"Anyway, he used to be nice to you. You have to give a birthday present anyway?"

I looked down at the bulging Buddha chain in my pocket, smiled bitterly and shook my head, "no, it's not necessary."

Xiaoqian blinked at my expression, "are you ready? What gift? Can you show me? "

I looked back, smiled perfunctorily and lied, "no! I'm looking at my cell phone. He hasn't called me yet. So, I'd better not join in the fun! "

Xiaoqian wiped a trace of disappointment on her face, "in fact, you can not go. When the gift arrives, it will be. or I'll go around with you and buy a gift first? "

I was stunned. I felt that she was a little strange. What does it matter to her whether I give gifts or not? When did Fang Xiaoqian become so enthusiastic?

Since I entered the police station and separated from Lu Jinyu, everything began to be unimaginable. The whole person was in a trance and couldn't figure out the clue at all.

Xiaoqian's face opposite was still full of smiles. It was so mysterious that I couldn't understand it.

I didn't find myself at all. After sitting down, the conversation between them has always been dominated by her. I seem to be led by her.

Then her cell phone rang

"Well, I found her! Cade square in Shahekou District, come here! "

Who called? Who's looking for me?

Chen Yifan or Lu Jinyu?

He didn't know I was at Chen Yifan's house these two days?

God, it's too complicated! What the hell is going on?

"OK, I'll go shopping with her first. Come here as soon as possible."

Xiao Qian hung up the phone, picked up her bag and sneered at me, "let's go, yellow faced woman! I've been ordered to accompany you today. I'll buy you any dress I want! "

"Oh, no... no, I don't want anything." I subconsciously refused and my mind was in chaos.