We keep getting divorced

"Little regret, my mother is such a person. Don't pay attention to her. It doesn't matter if the child flows. Brother alkai can not have children. But my mother... Although she is sometimes confused, she raised me after all. She is kind to me and you. "

Li alkai choked on the phone. I could feel his anxiety.

But ignore the meaning of the word "You En"!

It's just a one-sided guess that Li Enkai has some "foolish filial piety". I don't know that Tian Rongjun finally promised Su Yue and Rao ningcan's life in Haicheng. It was Li Enkai's mother and son who played a role.

I don't know that the evil Tian Rongjun had the backing of the Chen family and the secret support of the deer neighing, but he had to be subject to Shi Dai and Li alkai.

The secret involved too many people, especially closely related to Su Xiaowan's kidnapping six years ago

At that time, Su Yue was avenging Su Xiaowan? Or save Ning can's life? Between the two, he resolutely chose the latter!

"Brother alkai, you think too much. My aunt and I have no conflict. You take good care of yourself in Seoul. Wait until you come back. My aunt and I will be fine. Don't worry. "

……

As soon as she hung up Li Enkai, Shi Dai came in and said she would pick me up and leave the hospital.

Forced to complain that the hospitalization fee is too expensive and that the money is too wronged. In their rural areas, women are born with babies and can work in the fields the next day, etc.

Without saying a word, I changed my clothes silently and went home with her.

As soon as I got home, I shut myself in my bedroom. I didn't cry, just

Nowhere to talk!

Sitting in an empty room, watching the scenery outside the window gradually entering the dusk, I heard the quack of hunger and smelled the fragrance of delicious food from the restaurant outside

I know it was Shidai who had a big dinner alone.

Half an hour ago, Shi Dai went to the kitchen to cook as usual, and deliberately hummed a tune loudly to show her inner ease, which I ignored;

When I was cooking dinner, I answered the phone of alkene armor, which seemed to be scolded by my son. She stopped humming songs and enjoyed dinner alone. She didn't ask me a question, but I still ignored it;

Five minutes later, because I didn't eat lunch, I was so hungry that I opened the door and went out of the bedroom to cook instant noodles in the kitchen. In front of me, Shi Dai recklessly poured the leftover food into the trash can and poured out all the hot rice in the rice cooker

I can still ignore it, but I can't help crying.

This bowl of instant noodles tastes bitter, but you have to eat it even if you bite your teeth. I silently told myself that I should learn to be strong in the future. I can't tell Li enokai, let alone Su Yue and swallow.

After eating, Shi Dai lay on her side on the sofa watching TV, and the sound was deliberately loud. I don't know if I think too much. I always think she's provoking.

But I won't conflict with her. After eating instant noodles, I silently return to my bedroom and close the door.

……

The night is getting cooler and sleepless.

Open the French window and go to the balcony to breathe. It's OK to see the moonlight.

At this time, in the second floor of the opposite building, a slender figure on the balcony came into my eyes

It's Lin Lu!

I was surprised and was about to turn back into the house when Lin Lu suddenly turned on the light on the balcony.

The carefully designed colorful lights illuminate his appearance. In the soft light, his suffocating beauty is so intoxicating

I couldn't help staring.

At this time, the distance from him is only one building, less than 30 meters. But his eyes became more and more hazy. In front of him, he was like a flower in the mirror and a moon in the water, an ethereal beauty. He wanted to reach out and touch, but he couldn't touch it.

We stared at each other like that, and slowly, warm smiles appeared at the corners of his mouth.

Focus your eyes, your eyes gradually clear, I gradually see his face

There was a clear ocean in his eyes!

Then, he raised his hand slowly, gestured in the air, and made a sign language gesture, which was

I love you!

what? He, he's confessing?

Stunned, stunned

His sign language kept repeating, saying "I love you", the rhythm was faster and faster, and his expression was more and more excited.

Until the facial muscles twitch slightly!

Until the two lines of tears are very clear!

Until he choked!

Until he was exhausted and couldn't do it anymore

Finally, he lost control and buried his head on the railing of the balcony to hide his face and cry.

Although I can't hear his cry, I can feel that he is crying very sad, even heartbroken

Unconsciously, he also washed his face with tears.

I don't know what happened to him. I don't know why he said this to me. I don't even know if he said this to me. I wonder if he regarded me as Ning can's shadow?

But anyway, at this moment, I want to hug him, warm him and give me warmth.

Just because in this lonely night, two heartbroken people, perhaps both "abandoned children" of the world, why can't they hug and warm each other?

He was lamenting. At this time, Lin Lu suddenly looked up, looked at me with tears on his face, and turned back to the house. After a while, he came out with his son, pointed to me opposite and said something to his son.

But the little guy tooted his mouth, looked at me suspiciously and shook his head at Lin Lu.

I was curious. I stared at their mouths with wide eyes and tried to understand their lips. Unfortunately, Lin Lu's mouth didn't face me. I only understood the little baby's sentence "I don't want to".

The baby said "no" to him at least three times.

The first time: "no"

The second time: "I don't want it"

The third time: "Dad, I don't want it! I don't want it! "

After that, xiaobaobei came down from his arms angrily and ran back to the living room to play with the nanny, leaving Lin Lu alone

Slowly, Lin Lu turned and smiled at me, but I couldn't understand it.

Then he rubbed his tearful face and tried to calm himself down.

I guess he must want Ning can!

At this time, the black cat is not around him. I guess he may not be a ghost. The name of the black cat is just his missing for a woman.

Maybe Ning can is his son's mother!

What kind of woman is that?

I'm curious.

At this time, Lin Lu on the opposite balcony began to compete again.

I saw him holding a cell phone in his right hand and pointing to my bedroom in his left hand. He said something to me anxiously, like asking me to go back to my room to see my cell phone.

I'll do it. Turn on your mobile phone and there is a friend application in wechat. It's Lin Lu!

How does he know my micro signal? I guess AVA said it, so I didn't care.

After clicking agree, he couldn't wait to send a greeting, "are you okay? How does your body feel? "

Me: "you know I had a miscarriage?"

He said, "well. Is it sad that the child is gone? "

Sometimes the words are always so pale. It's difficult to guess the other party's real psychology because they don't have emotion, tone and expression. Just like now, is Lin Lu's sentence concerned about me or a sarcasm after revenge?

I'm not sure, despite the confession just now

Therefore, I am in a kind of "nowhere to talk desolate" and write this line on wechat pessimistically:

"Do you think I'm sad? Is cancan sad that the child is gone? "

"If I said that cancan was not sad and left me and the child ruthlessly, do you agree?"

I was stunned and couldn't understand him at all.

So he wrote on his mobile phone: "if cancan is not sad, why don't you let me go?"

"Yes, I admit that cat is very sad, but he has let go. I told him a lot outside your ward last night that you didn't mean it. You want to compensate and take him to play. So he forgave you and sang you a lullaby. "

I realized that last night in the hospital, cat barking was not an illusion.

Because the cat didn't call me, so I didn't thank him very much

"No! It's not as bad as you think. Whether it's the cancan in the past or the cat now, it's the kindest in the world. "

After he sent this sentence, I seemed to understand something.

Me: "in the past, cancan was the woman you loved and your son's mother, right?"

He said, "Well!"

Me: "she left and left you, so you named the cat cancan, right?"

He: "... HMM!"

Me: "why did she leave?"

He: "yes, why did she leave? Why not wait for me? Why are you willing to give up Xiao sining... "

Me: "your son's name is Lin sining, not Xiao can, right?"

After typing this sentence, he didn't hear from him again.

Somehow, a picture instinctively appeared in my mind: at this time, he was out of control and crying with his son. There were thousands of words in his heart to talk to others, but he couldn't find an object. He had to cry with an unwitting child

Unknowingly, I also burst into tears, wanted to send him a voice, invited him out to find a place to sit, and wanted to tell him my heart.

Just pressed the "speak" button of wechat, and before I could speak, I received several comics from him

The story is called cat spirit entanglement, written by Lin Lu. Although the painting skill is average, it is lifelike and sincere!

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The general plot is: his cancan committed suicide. He went to the hospital to collect her body in tears, but many people around him were holding him and preventing him from entering the door of the morgue.

Especially a woman who was painted by him like a witch desperately hugged his waist and comforted him with tears. The woman was also named by him: fat, pickle（ Forgive me for thinking of Chen Zhiyan)

At this time, a black cat rushed over from nowhere and bit hard on the "fat pickled" hand, so Lin Lu got away and kicked open the door of the morgue

But he didn't find his cancan. After pulling open the freezers, he didn't see his lover.

He turned angrily and shouted at the crowd, "where's my wife? Where did you take her?! "

No one answered.

Only after the black cat got away from the "fat pickle", he took an arrow step to his feet and bit his trouser legs, which implied something.

Then, he walked with the black cat, and everyone hurried to follow.

Cat and cat led him to stop at a trash can outside the hospital. Lin Lu suddenly realized something and kicked the trash can over with one foot. He was not too excited to turn over the garbage

Until I found a string of Buddha chains from the garbage: can and deer!

The final picture is that he refused everyone's persuasion and cried all night with cat and Buddha chain by the path of the hospital

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