What Should I Do If I was Forced to Marry the Elf Queen

My ears buzzed with Marguerite's words.

For an instant, I felt that I was possessed by countless souls, so that I had the urge to change my name.

You said, should I be called "Lin Yanran" or "Nalandengtu"?

and many more!

Anyway, this is not right!!!

(Ps. This is the second update yesterday, because this chapter was written too high and forgot the time. So I can only post it now.....Today is still two updates as usual)

160. Margaret's narrative (on)

(View from Margaret)

Surprise, sadness, anger...

At this moment, countless kinds of complex emotions are mixed in my thoughts, making it difficult for me to describe with accurate words.

But watching my beloved Atu being held in her arms like other women...

My heart is like being cut by a knife.

Why.... Why is this still happening?

Obviously I have prepared in advance...why did this happen in the end?

Atu...My good brother...

You should belong to me alone!

No... can't say that...

Because I guessed it a long time ago?

Children like Attu... are always liked by girls, aren't they?

I have already understood this....

But still too arrogant and too confident.I always have an inexplicable self-confidence. I feel that the girls Atu meets outside will never be better than me.So no matter how wonderful the colorful world outside... Atu will come back to me one day.

Because in my eyes, he will always be the kid who needs my care and the good brother who yells to marry me as his wife.

For this, I used to have inexplicable self-confidence and felt that I was the only destination for Attu in this world.

Just like when I was a kid...

No matter what kind of blue nose and swollen face Atu fell into when he was playing outside, or how funny he fell into the pit...my good brother would just cry his nose, and return home. Come to my side and act like a baby to my sister.

Then I can hold him in my arms as always, and let him rub on my chest.Then, like a big sister, she comforted him, boiled water and bathed, cooked and cooked for him.Finally coax him into sleep...

I think things will always be like this, and this kind of life will continue no matter how many years have passed.

But I was wrong... and too much wrong is too ridiculous...

Atutah has grown up after all.

Although it is the same in my eyes...

But Attu, he really grew up... and became a sound man...

And men... After all, they want to chase women's land, and they will always love the new and dislike the old...

So he will never indulge in my arms forever and be the child I expected to act like a baby to my sister...

As a man, what he yearns for is to conquer...maybe to conquer the body of a woman, but also to conquer wealth, land and power...but he will never be willing to imprison his life in the fence of his family Middle, indulge in the gentle homeland of women.

Because such a man is the most shameful coward.

This is the last word my grandma told me before I left the capital.

At that time, when I was young, I didn't fully understand the teachings of my grandma, but just recorded it in my heart ignorantly.

Knowing that later, from the words of my father and some elders, I learned about the hardships and hardships of my grandma's life.Only then finally understood the meaning of grandma's words.

In order to be the king of men in this world dominated by men.As a woman, her grandma gave up a lot and sacrificed a lot...including her love and marriage, everything was just a political bargaining chip, everything was only for the family crest, which was heavy and heavy. Another icy crown.

For my grandma's experience, I both admire and regret....I was also a little lucky.

In fact, just now, not long ago...I was still ecstatic about my luck. My betrothal partner was the younger brother of Attu, whom I knew and loved since I was a child...

In my imagination, Attu is a person of little fame and fortune, but also a person who has no desire for power.He is content to stay in the castle in the country, be a comfortable gentleman, and become a husband who loves me.Experience the ups and downs of life with me...

But the facts proved that I was wrong...I was wrong in thinking that I knew Attu well and that I knew this cute little brother well.

But in fact?

Atutah is a man after all, just like the grandfather who proposed to grandma for power, and my uncle who wanted to kill me to take the crown...like all the men in this world.

They all desire power, wealth and beauty.

Without exception...

And the illusions and hallucinations that I caused before are also here.

I always feel that even if Attu really needs the above three things... what others can give is far less than me...

But I was wrong, I was really wrong...

The person who fell in love with Attu would actually be such a legendary figure, the alien demon who slaughtered hundreds of thousands of crusaders and soldiers-Empress Frost!

In front of such a godlike woman...

I lost completely...

Except for his appearance, it was almost a mess.

But I am not reconciled...nor can I be reconciled...

Because from the look in Attu's eyes, I can see it, I can see it!

When the alien woman spoke to me and humiliated me, it was obvious that Attu wanted to speak several times and wanted to help me defend!Want to comfort me!

But in the end he didn't say anything.

Not because he changed his mind, but because he was afraid of that woman, afraid of that woman!

He was afraid that what he said would cause that woman to do anything unfavorable to me!

So... in order to protect me, he can only say nothing... standing here with a blue complexion.Stiffly held in her arms by the alien woman.

When I noticed these places, I immediately understood.

Attu.... My brother, he is forced!He was forced by that alien woman!

He was very reluctant, very reluctant to be manipulated by that woman, and even more unwilling to be her marionette!

I can feel my brother... my good brother he wants to come back, he wants to come back to me... he wants freedom, he doesn't want to be bound by that woman!

Seeing Attu's depressed and depressed expression, I suddenly became angry.

Not because of myself... but because the elf in front of me dared to treat Atu like this, and treated like this to the good brother I have taken care of for so many years.

Attu is a good boy!He is a good boy!

What right do you have to treat him cruelly?What right do you have to restrict his freedom?

Why?

Do you know that in the past five years.In order to fight for freedom, Attu, what kind of training has he been in the castle, and what has he been making?

I see all these in my eyes...I have been cheering and cheering on Atu in various ways...

Finally he was able to walk out of the castle gate freely!

How much do you know about Al Mesa?

You only met Xiaotu for a few days!Why deny all his previous efforts like this and nail his life to you!

Why?

Thinking of this, I couldn't restrain the anger in my chest, and my blood surged.

I just want to kill the wicked elf in front of me, tear her to pieces, and shred her body into pieces!

Only then uttered those words just now...

But bold words, after all, are bold words.

Even if it is not reconciled, even if it is humiliating.

Now I must also admit that in front of this barbaric alien, I have no resistance.I can only watch her humiliate me, humiliate my father, and humiliate my family... and watch her take away my love...

But this is only now...

I swear, this is only now!

Because, the women of our Tudor family are not the vases of some nobles who only drink tea and dance...

If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight.

In order to hold this country firmly, some shady and shameful means are required, and conspiracy and blood are indispensable.

In the past, I was reluctant to show these, just because I didn't think it was necessary.In addition, it was also because of the fear of scaring Attu...

Now, it's time to let them see the light again!

161. Margaret's narrative (middle)

I didn't know Attu since I was a kid, nor did I live in the Principality of Wales from the beginning.

In fact, I was born in the palace of the royal capital.

Not long after I was born, my mother died.

So my impression of her is very vague, I can hardly remember what she looks like.Only through the portrait and the description of others, did she vaguely know that she is a gentle and beautiful woman.

Because I am a child without a mother, and my father has no other older children.Therefore, I have always lived with my grandmother and been personally taken care of by her as the queen.

Of course, grandma has everything she can do as a king.Naturally, there is not so much time to look after the children in person.Therefore, in more time, the people who take care of me and me day and night are all servants of the palace.

Maybe it's because of their awe of the king's power, or maybe it's because they really like me.The servants treated me very well. They carefully waited on me when I was young. No matter eating, dressing, changing clothes and bathing, there are special people to serve me.Even when I was upset, the maids would find the court jesters and make me laugh in funny ways.Please me.

All in all, I was at that time.It's generally carefree.And this is also the life of a princess and the children of most noble families.

If this kind of life continues, then, not surprisingly, I will be the same as the ladies who wear corset skirts all day long.A canary turned into a carved cage, waiting for a price among the carved beams and paintings of the palace, waiting for a man who can pay enough price...or that can bring benefits to the Tudor family’s rule to marry me , Become my husband.

He will help the family rule firmly, and I will bring him the crown.

Since ancient times, this has been the fate of the royal daughter.

But... no matter what it is, there will always be some variables.

Even if the destiny of being a prince is to be concealed in hypocrisy... But even with such a hypocritical life, some people do not want me to have the opportunity to experience it...

Because in their view, I, the girl who may give birth to a male heir for the royal family in the future, is undoubtedly a stumbling block on their road to power.

So in order to win the crown belonging to the Tudor family, they must get rid of me.

Of course.... I didn't know these complicated schemes when I was young.

But I still clearly felt the instinctive... fear of death from the depths of biological souls.

At first, I was just weird.

For some reason, serving servants often change. Almost every month, I see some different faces.Then they will disappear again next month.

Initially, I didn't care about this.

Because of the child's nature, it is difficult to remember these attendants who wear uniform uniforms and come and go.

Until one day, I suddenly discovered that the maid who was waiting for me to dress had changed to a strange face.

I was very surprised.

Because this job has always been done by the maid chief Kate.

She is a sturdy woman who is about thirty years old. Since I can remember, Kate has been a nanny to take care of me.She is kind to me and very considerate.Therefore I have always liked her very much, trustingly.

But from that day on, Kate disappeared, she disappeared.