You Are My Nightmare

The white moonlight sprayed down from the window. The whole room was bright. Shen Yin wrapped her clothes a little tighter, then walked to the window and looked up at the direction in the distance.

It's really quiet here. There's no sound or movement at all, but Shen Yin doesn't know how long such a day can last. Now Shen Yin looks up at the distant location. There's nothing here.

"Shen Yin, what exactly do you want?"

She seemed to be wrapped in the dark. Sometimes even Shen Yin didn't know what she wanted, but after she really touched it, she might have the answer. Shen Yin looked at the distant place. From this point of view, the distance between heaven and earth was so close.

Shen Yin didn't sleep all night. When she woke up in the morning, the dark circles under her eyes were like giant pandas.

Today, Shen Yin was not going to come out of the hotel, but the person in charge of the hotel asked Shen Yin to participate in his own program.

At first, Shen Yin looked at each other and asked, "why did you invite me to your program?"

The person in charge of the hotel looked at Shen Yin with a smile and said, "we chose a Chinese girl, an American girl and a Korean girl. Then today's activity is very important for our hotel."

Shen Yin looked at each other suspiciously. The man begged Shen Yin and said, "trust me, do me a favor. We can halve the cost of your hotel."

This is a good temptation for Shen Yin, so Shen Yin agreed. When Shen Yin stood in the middle of the stage, she looked at the group of people under the stage. There were no American girls and Korean girls, just herself.

Just when Shen Yin looked suspicious and wanted to find the person in charge of the hotel, Tang Shengrui suddenly appeared in front of her in a straight black suit with a bunch of flowers in her hand.

Tang Shengrui knelt in front of Shen Yin on one knee and said to Shen Yin, "Shen Yin, will you marry me?"

Shen Yin frowned. For a moment, she didn't know what to say. She just looked at the man opposite in great pain. After that, she finally said, "what's the matter?"

I don't know how long it took Shen Yincai to finally react. It turned out that Tang Shengrui was proposing to himself.

Shen Yin has fantasized about such scenes countless times, fantasizing that Tang Shengrui proposes to him, that Tang Shengrui will love himself, and that the two will live a fairy tale of Prince and Cinderella, but now Shen Yin is completely awake. Those beautiful stories can only be seen in the storybook.

Shen Yin took the flowers in Tang Shengrui's hand, then looked down at Tang Shengrui and asked, "Tang Shengrui, can you tell me what you think in your heart?"

"What?"

"I mean, what do you think in your heart?"

Tang Shengrui shook his head, then looked at Shen Yin, and finally said, "I love you."

Perhaps this sentence is just said at this time. Everything looks so perfect. The perfect groom and the perfect wedding. Although there are no relatives present, there are some Malaysians and some people invited by Tang Shengrui, Shen Yin still feels a sense of wedding happiness.

But Shen Yin didn't dare. Shen Yin didn't dare to take that step. As long as she took this step, it means that she and Tang Shengrui should be completely tied together. Shen Yin doesn't have the courage now.

Tang Shengrui still knelt on one knee in front of the crowd, waiting for Shen Yin to give him an answer.

This place is really a beautiful place. There are seagull calls everywhere, white gauze curtains everywhere, so beautiful everywhere. In the distance is the blue sky, the lawn, and the person you love standing in the distance.

Shen Yin even fantasized that she would stretch out her hand and give it to each other, and then give it to each other completely. Then she said very gently to Tang Shengrui, "I love you, we're married."

But a moment later, the beautiful fantasy had disappeared. Shen Yin stared at the distant position and took back her sight. She looked a little out of her mind. All people were waiting for this crucial moment. All people were shouting: "marry him, marry him."

Shen Yin looks back at Tang Shengrui, the man who is high above, the man who has always been respected in the mall. Now she is kneeling in front of her, looking up at herself like a child.

This should be the dream of all women in the world, but now Shen Yin can't say a word. Shen Yin just looks at the man opposite in a trance, and her eyes seem to be full of too many things.

"Marry him, marry him."

Tang Shengrui's legs are numb. Tang Shengrui doesn't even remember how long he has been kneeling, but all this doesn't matter. Tang Shengrui doesn't care at all. Tang Shengrui even thinks that all this will get better and everything will get better.

Now Tang Shengrui looked at the woman opposite and said, "Shen Yin, why don't you talk?"

Shen Yin reacted. She was probably quiet in her happiness. For a moment, she forgot what she said.

"Tang Shengrui, thank you for proposing to me. To be honest, I have been looking forward to such a romantic wedding for a long time. I even think that even if the wedding is a little simpler, even if it is a little romantic, even if we wear simple clothes, as long as you stand by my side, I don't care about anything."

Hearing Shen Yin's words, Tang Shengrui suddenly trembled in a soft place in his heart. Now Tang Shengrui looked at Shen Yin and said, "Shen Yin, actually I?"

"Don't say it first. Listen to me. I know you're in pain. I've been in pain for so long. Why do we have to make each other suffer? Why can't we give up everything?"

Shen Yin knows that maybe this is the best way to save Tang Shengrui. Sometimes Shen Yin really doesn't want to admit it, but tears fall involuntarily. Drop by drop, totally out of your control.

"Tang Shengrui, why, why do you make me suffer so much? Why do you keep making me suffer so much?"