Qingteng's Mind - Middle School Era

Chapter 488 - The Most Romantic Thing - Let Go
Su Qianqian?
Liu Ruixuan was startled, and subconsciously blinked.

The girl from the class next door in my childhood memory?

Lai Lai stared at him every day and reminded him that the girl he looked at was so blurred that he almost lost his memory. He only remembered that the girl had a high ponytail and liked to walk by the window. She glanced at him inadvertently, and then smiled. After a while, he blushed and walked away.

His last impression of Su Qianqian was that she was admitted to the junior high school of Jingyun No. [-] Middle School, the place he even dreamed of going to.

"Do you remember her?"

Ouyang Fuqian pushed Liu Ruixuan lightly, and his originally soft voice became a little muffled.

"I have some impressions, but I don't remember clearly."

Liu Ruixuan raised his hand and wiped his face, exuding a cool feeling.

"Can not remember?"

Ouyang Fuqian repeated it, gently pushed Liu Ruixuan away, took two steps back, and turned his head away.

"I don't remember exactly."

Liu Ruixuan's heart trembled, he looked at Ouyang Fuqian who was retreating, and saw a shooting star flash on her face.

"Oh." Ouyang Fu nodded lightly, responded, bit his lips lightly, and glanced at Liu Ruixuan, "I don't remember clearly, what do you mean?"

"Ah?" Liu Ruixuan was startled, "What do you mean?"

I don’t remember clearly, it just means I don’t remember!

Cousin, what does this mean!
Suddenly asked what that Su Qianqian was doing here?

Liu Ruixuan looked at Ouyang Fuqian in astonishment, and met the questioning look she was looking at, did he have to say it?

Ahem, a thought suddenly flashed through my mind.

Could it be that my cousin is jealous?
Or, did you tell your cousin about Su Qianqian later?

However, he didn't seem to have any intersection with Su Qianqian, only occasionally when he raised his eyes, he saw her blushing walking past the window.

Liu Ruixuan thought about it seriously, and sighed slightly, the cousin is also a narrow-minded girl!

he likes!
"I have some impressions," Liu Ruixuan recalled very seriously. "In the second semester of the third grade, I saw her pass by my window, and then she smiled and left."

When I said that, I saw the expression on Ouyang Fuqian's face paused, is my cousin really jealous?
No, no, no, Liu Ruixuan immediately added, "I didn't notice it. I only found out when she came to remind me. I didn't go to see her on purpose."

Obviously I want my cousin to be jealous, but I sincerely hope that my cousin will not misunderstand!

After all, ten years passed between them.

Ten years does not change too much, but it can change too much!
"Anything else?"

Ouyang Fuqian asked again, and raised his hand to straighten his long hair blown by the wind.

"No more." Liu Ruixuan responded, and seeing the doubts flashing across Ouyang Fuqian's face, he added, "She seems to have good grades, and finally went to the junior high school of Jingyun No. [-] Middle School."

The junior high school of Jingyun No. [-] Middle School!
Liu Ruixuan's heart was slightly cold. It only took Su Qianqian a year to go to the junior high school of Jingyun No. [-] Middle School, the place where he wanted to go even when he was awake, crying and shouting!

Sometimes he would blame the unfairness of fate!
Why didn't I catch up!

This miss is ten years!
It took him nearly ten years to walk in front of his cousin.

Ten years, how many ten years can a person have in his life?
Liu Ruixuan's heart trembled slightly. In the next ten years, will my cousin walk with him?

A gust of warm wind blew up his long hair on his forehead, and Ouyang Fu's shallow long hair, fluttered in the wind for a while, and then fell down slowly, making her more beautiful. Just like the slender first-quarter moon hanging in the western sky, it is so near and far away!
Liu Ruixuan blinked slightly, and raised his hand to straighten the long hair blown by the wind on his forehead.

Why should they waste this precious time on insignificant people.

Who is Su Qianqian, and what does it have to do with him and his cousin?
"Su Qianqian only has these impressions in my memory." Liu Ruixuan stepped forward and held Ouyang Fuqian's weak shoulders, "But you made me walk for ten years before I reached yours." In front of you, long time no see."

Ouyang Fu raised his head slightly, looked at Liu Ruixuan fixedly, and did not make a sound.

Looking at Ouyang Fuqian's calm and smiling face, Liu Ruixuan suddenly felt a little panicked in his heart.

Cousin must have misunderstood!
"Su Qianqian just passed by my window, but you, cousin," Liu Ruixuan stared at Ouyang Fuqian intently, "you, cousin, passed by my heart."

Did he make it clear?

Liu Ruixuan clearly remembered that when he finished speaking, Ouyang Fu's pale face changed, and in an instant, he returned to his previous appearance, looked at him with a slight smile, and raised his hand to press his heart.

"Is it here?"

Ok?Looking at Ouyang Fu's protruding hand, Liu Ruixuan only felt that his mind was blank.

The sky is blue and wild, and the wind blows the grass and sees cattle and sheep...

"Is it here?" Ouyang Fu's shallow voice came again.

Liu Ruixuan lowered his head and saw that Ouyang Fuqian had taken out his student ID card from his jacket pocket at some point, and was patting his heart lightly.

He suddenly thought of a sentence or a song he didn't know where he heard: "Put love in the left pocket of your chest,
I don't want to use words to drag me, so I choose not to blame. Feelings are like someone leaving and someone coming on the waiting platform. My heart is a stop sign that says wait. "

Ouyang Fu stopped clapping his hands lightly, and looked towards Liu Ruixuan: "What did you say?"

Liu Ruixuan held the student ID card and Ouyang Fuqian's hand, pressed it tightly to his heart, and repeated: "Put love in the left pocket of my chest, my heart is like a station." The sign says wait, waiting for Ouyang Fuqian to come and give me an explanation."

"Heh." Ouyang Fu nodded slightly and laughed lowly, "Let go of your hands."

"Ah?" Liu Ruixuan was stunned for a moment, let go of his hand?

He won't let it go!

He wants to hold his cousin's hand like this for the rest of his life!

"Don't let go." Liu Ruixuan smiled lowly, stretched out his hand to pull Ou Fuqian over, and whispered, "I don't let go, as you said, for the rest of my life, hold your hand and enjoy the moonlight in the city together."

"Oh," Ouyang Fu turned his head away slightly, chuckled, then turned around again, "Let go of your hands."

"Don't let go." Liu Ruixuan responded with a smile, holding the student ID card on his left pocket with both hands, as well as Ouyang Fuqian's weak and boneless slender hands, "I won't let go."

Ouyang Fu glanced at the hand being held, then glanced at Liu Ruixuan, took a deep breath, and hummed softly:

"When it gets dark, I open the window and stare at the night in a daze/Looking at the past scenes/Showing you and my love again/I turn on the TV and listen to other people's dialogue/Maybe those stories can give me an explanation."

Liu Ruixuan was taken aback, the cousin's singing voice was really nice!

The memory of many years ago came back to life in an instant. At that time, they played together in the forest and on the grass, listening to their cousin singing about their childhood and breaking waves.

And he, Lai Lai, Xiuxiu, and Che Che listened quietly, and then clapped so hard that their hands were almost red.

Cousin, is this singing?
Liu Ruixuan and Ouyang Fuyang looked and looked, looked and looked, and met the bright eyes she looked at, but was surprised to find that the eyes that were originally shining with stars seemed a little dim.

Liu Ruixuan blinked, he must have read it wrong.

Perhaps, the lights here are too dim!
Liu Ruixuan looked up at the street lamp above, but heard his cousin's worrying voice came again:
"I can't learn the love you want/I can't learn the love you want/I can't help but watch the situation turn bad/I can't give you the future I will pay you back/The quiet end is another kind of treatment/When the tears flow down the injury is already overloaded/Separation is another kind of understanding /The last love I give you is to let go of your hands."

Liu Ruixuan stared at Ouyang Fuqian intently, only to feel that there was a layer of sadness on her face, which was a bit different from the cousin in memory.

Maybe it's because of the singing.

singing?

Liu Ruixuan suddenly remembered that the lyrics seemed a little familiar!

Inadvertently glanced behind Ouyang Fuqian, and saw Luo Yan standing four or five meters away.

I go!Such a big girl doesn't know how to avoid it?
She was staring at someone else on a date!
Suddenly remembered that it was the song Luo Yan hummed before parting - "Hands Let Go".

But, what does it mean that my cousin sings this song at this moment?
"Let go." Ouyang Fu's shallow voice sounded again.

Liu Ruixuan quickly looked away, and replied: "I see, the title of this song is Let go of your hands."

"Yeah." Ouyang Fu nodded lightly, and looked at the hands that were being held, "Can you let go of your hands now?"

"No." Liu Ruixuan laughed, with a bit of coquettishness and willfulness in his tone.

"Xiao Rui." Ouyang Fu blinked slightly, turned his head away, and said quietly, "Actually, I..."

"I know." Liu Ruixuan grabbed the words and looked deeply at Ouyang Fuqian, "I understand."

"What do you know?" Ouyang Fu turned his head slightly, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, revealing two small dimples, "You don't understand."

"No, I understand." Liu Ruixuan blurted out, "You're jealous."

Ouyang Fu was stunned for a moment, then smiled lowly, nodded, raised his left hand and gently put it on Liu Ruixuan's: "You're right, I'm jealous."

Hey! Liu Ruixuan's eyes widened unconsciously, and there was a pleasant harmony in his heart.

Cousin is jealous!
He knew he was right!

He has a very heavy weight in his cousin's heart, just like his cousin's weight in his heart.

"Why are you jealous?" Liu Ruixuan couldn't help asking.

After finishing speaking, I suddenly wanted to slap myself.

This question is too mentally retarded, of course the jealousy is because my cousin cares about him!

"Because I care." Ouyang Fu blinked slightly, and said quietly, "I'm even a little jealous."

"Jealous?" Liu Ruixuan smiled lowly, took Ouyang Difuqian's left hand with his backhand, and put them in his left pocket together, "Listen, this is the most real existence. Su Qianqian, only from time to time I passed by the window, but you are always here."

Ouyang Fu nodded slightly and smiled lowly. After a long while, he replied, "I know."

After that, she bowed her head in silence.

Liu Ruixuan held Ouyang Fuqian's hand quietly like that, quietly looked at her with her eyebrows lowered, even though she couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, her heart was still jumping with joy.

Now, after many years, finally, goodbye!

But now, he is really holding his cousin's hand, and he is dating her cousin!

After being silent for a while, Ouyang Fuqian suddenly turned her head and looked at the slender first-quarter moon on the right. The orange light enveloped her, covering her whole body with a layer of clear beauty.

Maybe you have a similar feeling: this moment in our lives happened exactly at a certain moment, and we can't remember it at all, so familiar and involuntary that we can't distinguish the past from the present from the future.

The moment Ouyang Fuqian turned his head, Liu Ruixuan's heart trembled slightly again, and he saw a shooting star flash on her face, and suspected that it was the tear, so he was startled again.

"Cousin." Liu Ruixuan called softly.

Ouyang Fuqian didn't look back, nor did he respond.

A wind blew, blowing her long hair.

Liu Ruixuan raised his hand and gently smoothed and straightened his fluttering long hair, and suddenly remembered that sentence, I don't know where I heard it, young man, wait for my long hair to reach my waist, will you marry me?

He has grown into a tall and handsome boy.

As for my cousin, her long hair is almost waist-length.

Liu Ruixuan's heart flashed with a sense of embarrassment, a little joy and a little sad, and he called again softly: "Cousin."

Ouyang Fuqian turned his head.

According to gossip, if your attitude is strong enough, girls will always accommodate you, he laughed dumbfounded.

Just like that, Ouyang Fu turned his head and looked at him quietly without making a sound.

The same is true for him, just watching Ouyang Fuqian quietly like that, time, instant, stillness, freeze frame.

Such a beautiful night and beautiful woman, why do you have the courage to speak loudly, to destroy this rare beauty and tranquility?

However, Liu Ruixuan suddenly discovered that Ouyang Fuqian's originally calm and smiling face had become very melancholy, like a big stone that you watched inch by inch pressing on your heart, it was hard to resist.

Maybe there really was a fatal exception error?
He thought catastrophe.

He forced himself to be calm, pointed to the full frame of roses on the left and said with a smile: "Remember when we were young, Lailai and I sneaked up to the yard of Old Man Wang in Lijia Village next door to pick flowers? We almost fell off the wall. , I was educated by you, I..."

He couldn't go on.

Ouyang Fuqian raised his head and looked at him, his eyes and face were full of tears.

"Let go, Xiao Rui," the voice was so calm amidst so many tears.

"If you definitely need a reason," Ouyang Fuqian pulled out the student ID card, "maybe, this can be counted as one."

He stopped all movements and thoughts, looked at Ouyang Fuqian, but heard the voice that he didn't want to hear in his life.

Ouyang Fu said: "Let go, Xiao Rui, I'm not Ouyang Fuqian, I'm Su Qianqian, the Su Qianqian who occasionally passed by your window."

(End of this chapter)