you are my joy

Chapter 1615 Retreat

Ning Yuxi lifted the corner of her lips, smiled lightly and said:
"No need to explain, maybe I didn't understand your intentions before, but now, I can understand."

At the beginning, she didn't know what Dijiang was carrying, and only regarded him as her boss, so she didn't like him and Lanhu intervening too much in her life.

Now that everything is revealed, she understands his hard work for so many years, and why he always finds someone to pay attention to her every move for so many years, so she won't reject her in her heart.

Song Jianghuai couldn't help but glance at Ning Yuxi next to him, seeing that she was smiling, but there was a cloud of unresolved sadness in her eyes, and she slowly pursed her lips.

"Haven't figured it out yet?"

Ning Yuxi shook her head lightly, staring at the distant flower garden in a daze.

"If I figured it out I wouldn't be on vacation."

Song Jianghuai pursed his lips, the muscles on his cheeks were tense, and the depths of his eyes were filled with indelible frost.

"Are you so afraid of him being hurt? Are you so afraid that you will shrink back after being hurt once?"

The smile on Ning Yuxi's face froze, her eyelashes trembled slightly, she looked away, and lowered her eyes.

She thought that she hid her shrinking thoughts deeply, but she didn't expect that Di Jiang would guess it.

No longer intending to hide it from him, he sighed lightly.

"Every time I was injured before, Lu Yuting would worry and blame himself. I would always tell him 'I'm fine' and 'It's none of your business', but when the roles of the two of us were reversed, I understood his worry. And where does self-blame come from."

"Everyone thought that during this time I was calm enough to solve everything in an orderly manner, but this time, I was really scared."

From the fear when she knew he was in a car accident at the beginning, to the rejoicing and anger when she guessed that he was still alive, to the self-blame when she saw him covered in injuries, every emotion was constantly tormenting her.

She thought over and over again that it would be great if Lu Yuting didn't meet her, so that he wouldn't get into a car accident, let alone get injured all over his body trying to save her mother.

Such thoughts appeared more and more frequently in her mind, and gradually, she began to shrink back.

She deliberately kept a distance from Lu Yuting, she pretended to be indifferent to him, just wondering if this would make him safer.

Even she herself thought such a thought was ridiculous, but she still couldn't control herself.

Every time she gets close to Lu Yuting, there is always a voice in her heart reminding her that Lu Yuting gets hurt because of her.

So, she dared not approach him again.

So she realized that her mentality was wrong, so she wanted to escape here temporarily.

Maybe after leaving Lu Yuting, she will be more transparent about many things.

Seeing her showing her fragility in front of him for the first time, Song Jianghuai's lips turned pale.

"Once injured, it makes you afraid to back down, Xi, you were not so fragile before."

At that time, even if she was covered in bruises, she still wanted to win the first place in the assessment.

He had never looked so timid before.

Ning Yuxi smiled calmly and looked up at him.

"Stay less in the office and go out for a walk more. After you have tasted the taste of love, see if you can still say it so easily."

All fragility and fear come from a single "love".

He has never tasted love, so he naturally said it easily.

As Ning Yuxi spoke, she looked away, not noticing the suddenly clenched hand beside Song Jianghuai, and the flashing gaze of unknown meaning.

"This time my parents will ask you to take care of me when they return to Ning's house."

Ning Yuxi's voice continued to come, Song Jianghuai's eyes calmed down, and he spoke lightly.

"They're my parents too."

Ning Yuxi raised her eyebrows in surprise, and joked with a smile:
"I thought you didn't intend to recognize me as your sister."

Song Jianghuai sighed in distress.

"I don't really think about it, training you before was enough to cause headaches, but I didn't expect that I couldn't get rid of it anymore.

But thinking about the Song family property that can be inherited, two more sisters are completely acceptable. "

It was rare for Song Jianghuai to joke with her, Ning Yuxi chuckled lightly and gave him a sideways look.

"Shouldn't it be your pride to have such an excellent student like me? It's An An who should be your headache."

Song Jianghuai seemed to think about it seriously, "Thinking about it this way, I have a headache.

In case she knows the hardships you suffered in the base, she must join the organization, and I have to make another training plan myself, then I will be busy. "

"It's fine to join the organization, An'an is not suitable, but you really can't escape the training."

That girl likes fighting so much, if she knew that Song Jianghuai trained her skills, she would definitely go to him.

He can't escape.

When Song Jianghuai saw her talking about Ning Yu'an, the haze between her brows and eyes finally dissipated a bit, and she curled the corners of her mouth in relief, and then suppressed it in the next second, and said in a serious tone:

"There is no need to go to the base in the future, and it is not suitable for you."

Ning Yuxi paused, turned around and looked at him seriously.

"When I wanted to quit before, you didn't agree with anything I said, but now you just ask me to quit? Isn't it too authoritarian?"

Song Jianghuai lowered his brows and eyes, and his tone became more serious.

"You know how dangerous the tasks in the organization are, and you are not suitable for these tasks now."

It was to better protect her before, so she had no choice but to keep her in the organization.

Now that the danger around her is completely removed, he doesn't need to keep her here any longer.

To keep her here is another danger to her.

"Isn't there other tasks? I can participate in the programming and design of many new technologies. You can't completely drive me out of the organization just because I'm pregnant now."

Song Jianghuai frowned, "Xi..."

Ning Yuxi raised his hand to interrupt him, "Don't persuade me anymore, you know, no one can change what I have decided."

Keep her out of dangerous missions, but there are plenty of projects she can work on herself.

Since he refused to let her leave when she wanted to leave, he can't interfere with her decision now.

Song Jianghuai still wanted to say something, but seeing her firm gaze, he had no choice but to give up. He paused, took out a key from his pocket and put it in her hand.

"This is my villa in Haicheng. If you want to live in Haicheng for a while, you can live in my villa. I have had someone clean it. There are servants in the villa. I have already told them about your situation. You can rest easy."

Ning Yuxi glanced at the key in his hand, and it seemed hypocritical to be polite, so he accepted the key graciously.

"Then I'm welcome!"

The two walked back side by side, and Ning Yuxi saw Lu Yuting standing at the door of the villa from a distance.

The footsteps quickened a little unconsciously, but Ning Yuxi didn't show any emotion on her face, she stood still in front of Lu Yuting, and asked suspiciously:

"How did you get out?"

(End of this chapter)