you are my joy

Chapter 847 It's me... I'm afraid
Lu Yuting didn't expect her to think things through so clearly. For a moment, the guilt in his heart made him a little helpless.

It seemed like there was nothing he could do to make up for what he had done to her except to apologize.

"Xi'er..."

Ning Yuxi put her hand against his lips, and looked at him seriously.

"Listen to what I have to say."

"The reason why I insist on not severing ties with Dijiang and Lanhu is not because I don't believe what you said.

I told you before that all my abilities were taught by Di Jiang, he is more like my teacher to me, if not for his cruel and harsh training back then, maybe I would have died half a year ago . "

So many things happened half a year ago, if she is really an idiot, the Ning family will definitely fall into Ning Ying's hands.

And if she was less able to bear it, she might not continue to live in this world at all.

Lu Yuting's pupils shrank suddenly, and his mind shook violently. He wrapped his arms around her waist tightly, betraying his panic and fear.

He could see that she didn't look like she was joking.

I also understand that what she said may not happen.

So in a sense, that man also contributed to the encounter between him and Xi'er.

Sensing his uneasiness, Ning Yuxi put her arms around his waist, took the initiative to lean into his arms, and continued:

"And Blue Fox has treated me as a younger sister for so many years, didn't you always want to know if I was injured in the previous mission?
If I tell you that I have never been injured, I am afraid that even you will find it hard to believe it, but every time I go out on a mission, Blue Fox is there, and he is trying to protect my safety as much as possible, so in fact, I have not been injured many times. It was the blue fox who blocked many dangers for me. "

Hearing so much from her, how could Lu Yuting fail to guess her intentions, but still couldn't help asking:

"So, you still don't want to doubt them?"

Ning Yuxi, who was lying in Lu Yuting's arms, shook her head, straightened up from his arms, and looked straight at Lu Yuting.

"It's not that I don't want to doubt. Have you ever thought that if they want to harm me, since I entered the organization, Dijiang University doesn't have to arrange the most rigorous training for me, and the blue fox doesn't have to protect me. They just need to Send me out on a mission, and if they do something during the mission, they can easily let me die in the process of carrying out the mission."

A hunter, perhaps out of kindness, saves a tiger cub in danger.

But he will never train his ability to hunt prey, and then let the tiger go back to the mountain, and then take a lot of trouble to catch it back.

Because then, the results will be biased.

The same is true for Dijiang and Lanhu.

If they really had any hatred for her, there were too many opportunities for them to do it in the past eight years, and they didn't have to wait until now to make such a big game.

Hearing this, Lu Yuting's eyes flickered for a moment, thinking of something, his thin lips were tightly pressed into a straight line, and the color of his eyes gradually sank.

Ning Yuxi didn't notice his strangeness, there was too much depression in her heart, she let out a breath slowly, and continued:
"I just think there are too many unreasonable things in it, and it's not that I don't believe you.

If you must make me choose between you and Dijiang Lanhu, then my choice must be you! "

Lu Yuting's body shook violently, a shock flashed in his pitch-black eyes, and then it was not joy, but guilt.

She has been calmly analyzing and trying to solve the problems between them.

Even in the end, if the problem between them is still unresolved, she has already decided how to choose.

In the name of protecting her, he used the cold war to force her to make a decision.

And his indifference made her doubt herself constantly, and fell into her own emotions.

He said that he would love her well, but in the end it was him who caused her harm.

He didn't know what to do to make it up, he could only hug her tightly, wishing to melt her into his bones, his thin lips trembled slightly, and fell on the top of her hair.

"No, I won't force you to make a choice anymore, I... respect your decision."

With deep guilt in his deep voice, Ning Yuxi suddenly raised his eyes, caught the self-blame in his eyes, and felt pain in his heart.

"Lu Yuting..."

"You're right. If the two of them really wanted to harm you, they wouldn't wait until now. I forgot. Those bodyguards said that the reason why the people behind you will save your life is because you made them a The illusion of the idiot is that I... am too stubborn."

His voice was completely hoarse, Ning Yuxi reached out to hold his cheek, pressed against his forehead, raised her chin and kissed his lips.

"Lu Yuting, I know you're doing it for my own good. Neither of us is at fault for this matter. The fault lies with us. There are still some things that haven't been made clear.

If I didn't deliberately hide the mission from you, if I had told you more about the organization, maybe you wouldn't have misunderstood the two of them. "

Lu Yuting sighed faintly, and there was a trace of fear on his usually strong and confident face.

"Xi'er, it's not a misunderstanding, it's because I... I'm scared."

Ning Yuxi's cold eyes trembled suddenly, and a soreness surged up suddenly, choking her throat.

He was born to be the favored one of heaven, he strategized, every step of the way, almost everything was under his control, he had never been afraid.

But it was such a man, because of her, he was afraid.

No wonder he is so stubborn on this matter, no wonder this man who has always held her in his hands would rather hurt her with a cold war than force her to make a decision.

With the word "fear", there is no grievance in her heart.

Some only have endless distress.

"Ting, what did they tell you?" That made him so scared?
Lu Yuting pursed his lips, and the coldness gathered in his ebony eyes again. He paused for a few seconds, and then opened his mouth.

"Yehua Entertainment exists to target Guangsheng Entertainment, and the Ning family has long been a thorn in that person's side.

After Feng Xuan came to Yuncheng, he investigated you first, but your idiot image was disguised so well that he didn't notice anything unusual, so for so many years, that person had no intention of killing you at all, but..."

"But in fact I'm not an idiot at all, and now I'm your wife again, so you're worried that he will kill me?"

Lu Yuting shook his head, his rough fingertips gently stroking her soft cheeks.

"The reason why he spared your life is because you will not pose any threat to him."

The implication is that now that she is no longer that useless idiot, and even put Yehua Entertainment in crisis, the person behind that will definitely not keep her life.

　I... double-click on Kawen again, the dialogue in this chapter has been changed back and forth, so I only wrote this chapter, sorry(︿)
　　
　
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