you are my joy

Chapter 846 Complicated Emotions

Mrs. Lu didn't expect such a reason, she glanced at Lu Yuting calmly, and then smiled at the doctor.

"Then thank you doctor for making this trip, I'll have someone send you away.

Yu Xiao, take the doctor out. "

"The old lady is polite."

The doctor bent over and followed Lu Yuxiao out of the room.

"Okay, since Yuxi's body is fine, let's not stay here and disturb her rest, let's all go out."

Mrs. Lu had already spoken, so the other people in the room naturally didn't stay much.

The probing eyes moved between Ning Yuxi and Lu Yuting, and only then did Fang Yixuan notice the weirdness between the two of them.

The shrewd eyes rolled around in the eye sockets, and before leaving, he said:
"Yuxi, I asked Steward Wen to cook some white porridge just now. When are you hungry, when will this brat bring it to you? If you still want to eat something, just tell him and ask him to order the kitchen to bring it to you. Do.

Just in time, I think you don't have to worry about it tonight, just stay here, there are your clothes in the closet, if you need anything, go to Steward Wen to help you prepare it. "

Ning Yuxi pulled out a smile, her expression was obviously weak.

"Okay, thank you Mom."

Fang Yixuan cast an angry look at her.

"What's there to thank for that? You call me mom. Of course I have to take on the responsibility of being a mother. You have a good rest. I'll go out first."

She said, walked up to Lu Yuting's back and pushed him, then turned and left the room.

The noisy room suddenly fell into silence. Neither of the two people in the room spoke, and the atmosphere was condensed and scary.

Lu Yuting stood there like that, his straight waist was somewhat stiff, and the temperature flowing from his body could almost freeze a person into an ice cube.

After an unknown amount of time, Ning Yuxi, who was leaning on the bed, moved her eyes slightly, and suddenly opened her mouth.

"Lu Yuting, isn't such a big room enough for you to sit in?"

The cold voice drifted into Lu Yuting's ears, the man paused for a moment, then sat down beside her, and reached out to hold her hand.

"Xi'er..."

As soon as the man opened his mouth, his hoarse and thorough voice was exposed.

Ning Yuxi took a deep breath, but didn't shake off his hand, and interrupted him before he could speak.

"I'm not angry, and I don't want to have a cold war. I just wanted to calm myself down."

Her words were endless, but Lu Yuting could tell that she was answering his question just now, and even explaining why she didn't answer his question just now.

But it was also because she was suppressing her emotions that she tossed herself into what she is now?
Lu Yuting's hand that held her was suddenly tightened, strands of distress overflowed from the bottom of his heart, he turned his head, and stared at her with a pair of deep eyes.

"You don't need to be calm in front of me. You can vent your anger on me, make noise with me, or even shout hysterically, as long as you don't torment yourself like this."

She tossed herself like this, but he was the one who felt sorry for her in the end.

Sensing his gaze, Ning Yuxi didn't look at him, but turned her head to look at the dark night outside the window.

"Lu Yuting, the two of us have our own standpoints in this matter. Making noise is the most useless solution. It will only drag this matter on forever. What's more, it will make the cold war between us worse."

Words of anger hurt the most.

She always thought that both of them were sensible, so they would never quarrel.

But now, it's not because of a word, but because of the unhappiness caused by a few outsiders.

So she couldn't guarantee that she wouldn't blurt out any nasty words when she quarreled with him.

She doesn't quarrel with him, she doesn't quarrel with him, she just wants to avoid such things from happening.

"And I don't want to quarrel with you. I just want to solve this matter, so I went to see Meng Ruxin at night. I want to know exactly what she said that made you so wary of Dijiang and Lanhu."

As Ning Yuxi said, she turned her head to look at Lu Yuting, looking into his eyes with cold eyes, waiting for him to explain the ins and outs of the whole thing to her.

After a long time, Lu Yuting looked at her without blinking, but still didn't say a word.

Ning Yuxi sighed helplessly, and looked away. Lu Yuting suddenly felt flustered. He wrapped his hands around her waist, hugged her tightly, and lowered his head to kiss her forehead gently.

"Xi'er, I'm sorry, this matter is related to your safety. I will tell you everything when I find out the matter."

Ning Yuxi let him kiss her, her delicate face showed no expression, and the dark mist in her eyes blocked the complex emotions in her eyes.

"Lu Yuting, I know you did this to protect me. From last night to now, I have often wondered if I was being too unreasonable or not knowing what to do.

When I went to the dark prison at night, even the dark guards were persuading me to understand your painstaking efforts. At that moment, I felt even more like a woman who didn't know what to do. You were clearly doing it for my own good, but I kept forcing you to give it to me. Let me explain..."

Her voice trembled slightly, grievances, struggles, and self-doubt all accumulated in her heart.

While she insisted on her position, she was not introspecting herself.

His starting point is to keep her safe, so she won't be angry with him.

She even wanted to show her kindness to him, trying to break the deadlock between them.

She was trying to solve the problem, she was digesting her emotions all the time, but what did he do?
But he was using the cold war to force her to make a decision.

It even made her fall into endless self-blame.

Guilt welled up from the bottom of his heart, and there was dense pain at the tip of his heart. Lu Yuting's hand holding Ning Yuxi trembled slightly, he lowered his head and kissed her forehead, then kissed her eyes full of grievances, and finally fell on He touched her lips with pity and tenderness.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pushed you like this. You didn't make trouble out of reason, and you didn't know what to do. It was me, and I pushed you too hard."

Hearing her words broke his heart. No principle, no persistence, they were all vulnerable to her grievances.

It was because he was too nervous that he forced her into this state.

The man's gentleness made Ning Yuxi's nose sour, and the calmness she had been holding on to almost broke her strength. She took a deep breath, raised her eyes to meet Lu Yuting's, and spoke slowly again.

"Lu Yuting, I told you that Dijiang and Lanhu have different meanings to me. I want you to tell me the ins and outs of the matter. I don't want to find reasons to convince you, but that I might be able to combine my feelings for you. The understanding of Dijiang and Lanhu reveals some unexpected things.

Or, if Meng Ruxin directly tells you that the people behind me who are unfavorable to me are Di Jiang and Lanhu, then you tell me so that I can give up directly. "

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