Qiming 1158

Chapter 973 He must be the omnipotent [God] in the eyes of everyone

Su Yonglin felt a little funny about Xiao Cui's preparation.

Could it be that Xiao Cui thinks that she is a terrible guy, and has a terrible cleanliness?
Otherwise, why can't you see even a little bit of daily necessities?

Hehe, interesting.

When he saw Xiao Cui, Su Yonglin looked at Xiao Cui and this strange woman.

Her appearance is average, with a thin body and two thick braids, which is quite rustic, giving people a simple and reliable feeling.

On the contrary, the two big eyes were bright and bright, which was different from the people at the bottom that Su Yonglin had seen before.

There was no numbness in her eyes, only hope.

This is good.

But looking at her nervous appearance, Su Yonglin felt the need to calm her down, so he laughed, sat on a chair, and opened the chat box.

"I'm not some man-eating monster, why are you so nervous?"

Xiao Cui stared at Su Yonglin for a while, then moved her lips, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't say it.

"Am I scary?"

Su Yonglin didn't care and asked with a smile.

Now Xiao Cui spoke.

"No, no, no, it's just... it's just that I'm not as young as the chairman, and I look good..."

Su Yonglin was stunned for a moment when he was suddenly told that he was young and good-looking, and then he burst into laughter.

It's not that he finds it very interesting, but he suddenly remembered that he was a young man after all, and he really hadn't realized that he was a young man for a long time.

Perhaps it was because he carried the burden of a country on his body too early, so that he did not dare to have any slack, so he unknowingly ignored this point.

He spends every day carefully, formulates every policy carefully, and plans a long-term road for the development of the Ming Dynasty.

He is fighting against the inertia of human nature and history every day, challenging this era, and doing his best to bring people out of the whirlpool of history and the pull of reincarnation...

So much so that he gradually forgot that he was only a 26-year-old young man after all.

If he changed his identity, if he had never rebelled in Shandong in the future, never started this great revolution, but just wanted to be an ordinary official, follow the trend, and continue to degenerate in the environment of the Southern Song Dynasty, then he must be very comfortable now.

If he lived in the Southern Song Dynasty, he should have been admitted to the imperial examinations, become an official, already have a wife, have a few more concubines, drink and drink with literati and poets all day long, fight with officials and colleagues, and have wives and concubines. They are having fun.

He may become a young writer in the Southern Song Dynasty, or he may do some good deeds for the benefit of the people with his only conscience, leave a good reputation, and then expand his wealth, do business with white gloves, and make a little money overseas...

Anyway, he must be very happy, he must be able to enjoy himself and indulge.

Rather than shouldering the heavy responsibility of leading a country to jump out of the historical cycle like it is now, so much so that they dare not slack at all.

He felt that he seemed to gradually lose Su Yonglin himself, and became more like a symbol, a symbol of trying his best to get this country out of the cyclical laws of history.

He knew that he was conducting an unprecedented experiment, unprecedented intensity, unprecedented danger, and unprecedented difficulty.

So he can hardly see himself as a person.

Thinking about it this way, is he Su Yonglin or something else?

When was the last time someone judged themselves simply as a person?
Thinking back a little, it seems that when I was still a little younger, when my grandfather and father were both there, when guests came to the house on the New Year's Day, I evaluated myself like that.

Saying that he is smart, he will definitely be admitted to fame in the future, become famous, and honor his ancestors.

At that time, Su Yonglin was just Su Yonglin.

As for now...

Forget it, he is still not himself. If he wants to be himself, he will have no time to govern the country. He has a lot of things he wants to do.

Sitting in this position, he is destined to completely restrain his desires and not indulge himself. Once indulged, the entire revolutionary situation will experience huge twists and turns.

He can't handle such twists and turns.

The cost of the previous investment was too high, and he was completely reluctant to bear it. He had to restrain himself and make himself the leader, not Su Yonglin.

Perhaps, when he steps down from the throne, he can be himself again, but for now, he must be the omnipotent [God] in the eyes of everyone.

Perhaps in the eyes of many people, he is the omnipotent god, so he has never heard anyone commenting on him like Xiao Cui.

Kind of fun.

Laughing and smiling, Su Yonglin sighed deeply.

"The last time someone said this to me, it seemed to be when I was eleven or twelve years old. At that time, my father and mother were still there, and my grandfather was still there. The family was happy and there were always endless happy things.

Later, my father died at sea, and my mother died in depression. I seemed to be an orphan overnight, and only my grandfather was left with a relative. Later, my grandfather also passed away, and I was left alone. I never saw myself as a person again. "

Xiao Cui blinked her eyes.

"Not a person?"

"Uh... Hahahaha, let's put it this way, don't look at yourself as a person, so you have today."

"What did it do?"

"As... what? Thinking about it carefully, I don't know very well. I only know that I am not alone. I have too many people's lives and expectations on my shoulders. From the moment my grandfather died, I have been burdened with The lives of hundreds of people in the entire Su family.

I can't stop for a moment, not even a moment. If I stop a little, I will feel a strong sense of guilt, I feel that I am committing a crime, I feel that I have done something wrong, and I have to keep moving forward, even to the point of forward. "

Su Yonglin clenched his fists involuntarily.

This feeling is still there to this day. He always feels that his time is not enough. He doesn't know how long he can live. He only hopes to take this country forward while he is alive, and let this country go a little further.

The farther you go, the harder it will be to go back. When you get to a certain point, you can only keep going and can't go back.

So he is pressing.

However, when Su Yonglin saw Xiao Cui's half-understood look, he burst into laughter again.

"Why did I tell you about this kind of thing? You shouldn't understand, right?"

"I don't quite understand it, but it seems that I can understand it... Officer... No, Chairman, the Chairman looks tired."

Xiao Cui changed his tune in time and did not call out "Official Family". Su Yonglin was very happy because he did not like the term "Official Family".

However, can Xiao Cui actually see that he is tired?

"Can you see I'm tired?"

"Well, I'm very tired, but I don't want to be seen by others. My mother is like this. Every time I ask her if she's tired or hungry, she always says she's not tired or hungry..."

Saying this, Xiao Cui's voice was a little choked, and she couldn't continue.

Su Yonglin was silent for a while, then patted her hand.

"I know all about your experience, so I hope you can come to Zhongdu."

"Well, so here I am."

Xiao Cui nodded: "I saw a lot of different things, and a lot of things I didn't dare to think about. It turns out that Daming is so big, and the city can be that big."

"That's right. If you go out more, gain knowledge and broaden your horizons, people will be different from the past."

Su Yonglin smiled and said, "A woman like you has always been trapped in one-third of an acre of land at home, let alone a woman, even a man, who is trapped in one-third of an acre of land, how can you have any insight? No? Going out, seeing less of the world, reading more books, after all, it is impossible to accomplish anything.

So I hope that women like you can go out more, see the world more, and do more things within my power. So I set up a workshop and recruited women to work. I want you to leave your family like a man and get away from your family. opportunity to divide land.

In the workshop, you can live a very different life, be more literate with the men in the workshop, receive some enlightenment education, and then discover your own worth, work with your own hands, and support yourself without relying on anyone. "

(End of this chapter)