Reboot the heyday

"I'm sensitive, and I will stop losses in time. I no longer have any illusions."

"I can't even trust my own family members, let alone others? I don't believe that anyone else likes me without reservation, including Wang Taika. But I also have reservations. I was secretly with him at the time , when I went to hint him, I really felt so cheap. I was afraid that I would be too sentimental, but I felt like he was completely mine."

Secretary Huang turned around and left, going back to his room to sleep.

The bad woman looked at the goldfish and said, "Do you have anything else to say? I just seemed to have scolded your beloved father."

Goldfish smiled: "It doesn't matter. At this time, if you are so anxious to ask about this kind of thing, I think there are other people who can't protect yourself. Relatively speaking, everything else is a trivial matter."

"What nonsense are you talking about!" The bad woman was poked into her heart.

The goldfish shook his head and went back to sleep.

The bad woman suddenly felt very boring and didn't know the purpose of her trip. It's like he's just looking for trouble for himself.

On the way back, the bad woman was always absent-minded.

In fact, sometimes, the more emotionally intelligent a person is, the more likely he is to feel empty. Then comes the nonsensical reflection, and then the loneliness sets in.

Whenever something happens, you should always reflect on whether you have gone too far. I like to have messages answered instantly by others, I like to be cared about subconsciously, and I hate other people's attitudes, whether they are hot or cold or excessively flattering. Obviously everything is fine, but as long as you feel that others are a little colder to you, you will immediately withdraw your tentacles. Become insecure.

Because even if I have never had a deep love, I have seen the love and being loved. So I suddenly realized that I didn't seem to be truly loved, so I began to comfort myself. Everyone loves others in different ways. Obviously I hate my random thoughts, I hate my over-sensitivity, and I hate that I always post copywriting to hint at others. I hate this messy world, I hate not being able to be my true self, and I will even question a relationship because of a few words with a bad tone.

I always habitually push others away, and even from that kind of determination, I can get a sense of pity for you, even if it is only temporary. But in this case, who will fall in love with the real and broken you?

The bad woman returned home and fell directly on the bed. After sleeping for an hour, she began to fall ill and have a fever.

But she actually felt a sense of relief, because she didn't have to go to the company tomorrow, so she could hide and ignore anyone. At the same time, because of my physical discomfort, I no longer have the mind to think wildly or do embarrassing things.

In fact, this is quite good.

In the company, everyone was a little surprised when they learned that the bad girl couldn't come because she was sick. Especially Secretary Huang, I saw it this morning.

"Reserve her place first. We can't delay the practice." Noona looked at the time and looked around. At this time, apart from the bad woman who couldn't come, there was also one person who didn't come.

Everyone knows who they are waiting for, but their mentality is different. To say how hostile they are, they are not. But there is still some grudge in my heart.

If a hateful guy hadn't appeared out of nowhere, the final result would have been that with the cooperation of the company, the public news was that eight people from SNSD collectively agreed to drive out the stupid kid.

It's just that it's a bit ridiculous to mention any company connection now. And if someone really objects to it, it won't be that easy. This matter sounds very complicated, but it has not been solved until now. It's like a wound that can't be healed, constantly bleeding and eroding trust.

It’s better to just leave in the first place!

But the person who regrets it the most is Noona. As the captain, her performance was indeed a bit too cowardly. Although she never considered herself to be a coward, Noona did have the idea of ​​going with the flow when dealing with the stupid card incident.

Walking next to Chong'er, Noona whispered: "Yuda should be at her place, right?"

Chong'er subconsciously looked at Xiuying and nodded: "Yes."

"Then I'm relieved. At least this guy is mediating and things won't be too ugly today." Noona breathed a sigh of relief: "Aren't you unhappy?"

Chong'er was amused and said: "Onie, I know my priorities clearly. In fact, I thought the same thing as you. I felt relieved when I saw him go over to deal with these things. If this guy can handle this matter well, don't worry. I won’t say anything about it. I understand what is more serious. If you are really jealous, you can’t bear it. It’s not that you can accept these nonsense, but you are too lazy to think about it. Ernie.”

The voice was lowered, not intentionally, but there was a deep emotion in Chong'er's voice: "I'm tired too. I only like Shiqi, and he can stop making trouble. It's a quiet and peaceful life like this. , please take a little longer." Noona pursed her lips, unable to express what was in her heart. What she wanted to say was that Wang Taika and Zuka were definitely fine. After all, although Wang Taika is shameless, he still has a bottom line. No matter what, he and Yan Jing still had to clarify some things, otherwise it would be impossible to do anything. I'm afraid stupid card won't agree either.

Then the conversation changed and Noona said: "I feel that I am not as brave as I was when I first debuted. This time, it really has nothing to do with Yuda. I didn't change because of him, at least not entirely. It seems to be random. As the time to become famous grows longer and longer, my thoughts become less and less. There is nothing I particularly like, and there is nothing I must do. My identity as a singer is insignificant. I was obviously fighting against the company desperately before. I hate being alone. But I enjoy being alone. Although I always want to be positive and optimistic, I always prepare for the worst when encountering anything. I rarely even contact my family now."

"Me too." Chong'er comforted: "Who isn't? We are just too busy. But it's better to be busy. If you are free and only Wang Taika is left in your life, it will be a disaster. .”

Noona said nothing, she could no longer bear the pressure. She felt that she was the culprit responsible for the current situation. Because as a captain, I really failed.

Then, I couldn't help but compare it with other groups in the company, and then compare the captains of other groups. Maybe it's really just a matter of riding a donkey and looking for a horse, beating around the bush, and insisting on competing with that woman.

Alas, that is the real and powerful captain. A foreigner has done it, but I can't do it myself. Noona was almost autistic. She had been under too much pressure for a long time, and the stupid card incident was actually just the last straw.

Chong'er and Noona know each other so well, and seeing her expression, one can tell that Noona is afraid that her heart will collapse now. But what happened this time really had nothing to do with Wang Taika. All I can say is that Noona's character is like this. She is really an awkward person who makes people feel angry but can't help but miss her. This concern is a kind of concern, regardless of gender.

So Chong'er was also worried about Noona's condition. She had always been eccentric, but now her bright black pupils turned, and a shameless but effective method appeared.

After all, they have been acquaintances for so many years, so there is no need to care about face. So Chong'er leaned into Noona's ear and whispered, "How about we go find Shi Qi together tonight and torture one of us?"

"Ah? What?" Noona is still innocent after all. Hehe, not necessarily. She just fell into sadness and couldn't react for a while.

Chong'er couldn't stop laughing. In fact, she only had the courage to say it once, and she was too shy to say it the second time. This was just to make Noona happy, otherwise she wouldn't have made such a joke even if I killed her.

Nuna reacted at this time, and her original sad aura was instantly shattered. While reaching out to pat Chong'er, she whispered softly: "You are not with me, you are with him. This is to give her an advantage. , you must have been brainwashed by him, let me wake you up!"

"That's wrong, Ernie, I'm just trying to make you happy." Chong'er said with a smile: "Onie and I were in the dormitory before, slept in the same bed, and even took a shower together. After so many years, how can we Are you so shy? But others can’t, I know. It’s just a joke, Ernie, don’t take it seriously.”

Noona originally refused firmly, but after hearing Chong'er's words, she suddenly felt that it didn't matter.

Of course, this indifference is conditional, that is, it is limited to facing Chong'er. Because the relationship between the two is really good, and Chong'er really doesn't give people any sense of pressure or threat. But it wouldn't work if it were someone else. It would be awkward, even disgusting, no matter how you think about it.

"It's not impossible." Noona completely forgot about her sadness just now, and instead said this out of nowhere.

"Ah?" Chong'er thought he heard wrongly.

To be honest, Noona is quite difficult sometimes. When she was with Wang Taika, although she enjoyed life and went crazy for a while, she gradually became calmer.

Because in terms of personality, Noona is not very obsessed with this kind of thing, and is even slightly indifferent. She only thinks that it is enough to eat and will not ask for more.

But Wang Taika is a very shameless person who is greedy and takes advantage of every inch of his life. Noona was forced to have no choice but to say these words.

But Nuna's character is impossible to accept that Wang Taika will make trouble in front of her again. This is something that can't be helped. But now it has given Noona an inspiration.

Otherwise, how can we say that Sesel is the primary productive force? Even the God of Sadism forgot about his sadness when he thought of this topic, and began to think wildly and become dirty.

Noona looked at Chong'er's stunned look and asked with a smile: "You said this, why are you still so stunned?"

"I, I." Chong'er was dumbfounded. She seemed to have saved Taeyeon, but at the expense of herself.

But think about it, it’s quite exciting, hehe. (End of chapter)