20 years of restarting life

Chapter 3129 Liu Yihui's White Moonlight

As for Ai Qiuqiu, the person Liu Yihui initially liked was Sui Xuemeng.

It’s not that he loved her, but in the despair and coldness that Liu Yihui felt at that time, compared with the indifference of Zuo Hualan, his fellow villager, high school classmate, and college classmate who was watching him coldly not far away, she seemed particularly precious.

I think she is a kind girl and would rather be close to her and be friends with her.

In fact, this is also human nature. We always unconsciously move towards warmth in the cold.

However, to his disappointment, although Sui Xuemeng was kind, she was too sensitive. She was like a frightened bird at Liu Yihui's kindness. She turned pale with fear and kept away from Liu Yihui.

This made Liu Yihui feel inferior and boring, and he felt very aggrieved.

'I really didn't think anything of you. I just think you're very nice, kind and compassionate, and I just want to be friends with you and get closer to you.'

This was what Liu Yihui was really thinking, but he simply couldn't tell Sui Xuemeng about it, because he couldn't say these kinds of words to a girl openly. They could only be understood by the other person or conveyed by someone else. He couldn't say them to a girl himself.

If she told him, Sui Xuemeng would definitely be even more scared and think he was a psychopath.

Three and a half years ago, at the south gate of Bishagang Park in Zhengzhou City, Sui Xuemeng saw him with a pillow and quilt rolled up in a floral cloth bed sheet, a bulging old and tattered snakeskin bag filled with clothes, and a plastic basin filled with toothpaste, toothbrush, cup, soap and face towel on the ground. He was sitting on the curb with a decadent look on his face, and his nose and face were bruised, with purple bruises on his cheeks. He was obviously a homeless man who had not eaten breakfast.

Sui Xuemeng was kind-hearted and gave Liu Yihui a dollar, hoping that he could buy breakfast so that he wouldn't go hungry.

However, on that cold morning, Sui Xuemeng's misunderstanding did not damage Liu Yihui's self-esteem, and he did not show anger and irritability after being insulted. "I am not a beggar, I don't need the dollar you think is charity!" Instead, he cared more about the kindness and warmth expressed by her action.

Liu Yihui was deeply moved.

If this kind of emotion turned into fear and trouble that Sui Xuemeng wanted to avoid, that would be completely wrong for Liu Yihui.

So Liu Yihui could only hide the regret in his heart, and his relationship with Sui Xuemeng became as dull as water.

But this made her feel at ease, but she still maintained a sufficient distance from Liu Yihui until the end, neither enthusiastic nor close.

On the contrary, Ai Qiuqiu was getting closer and closer to Liu Yihui day by day, until one day Ai Qiuqiu invited Liu Yihui to drink alone, and somehow the conversation turned to his background and family. After Liu Yihui talked a little, he wanted to drink, and after drinking, he talked more, and the more he talked, the more he wanted to drink. As a result, he drank more than a pound of wine and got drunk.

When I woke up, I was horrified to find that I was sleeping with Ai Qiuqiu, and there was a pink color on the bed sheets.

Although Liu Yihui had never eaten pork, he had seen pigs running, so he naturally guessed what it was.

That represents a girl's chastity!

Ai Qiuqiu said calmly that she was also drunk last night. We are all adults and no one needs to be responsible for anyone else. We can just treat it as a dream and we can still be good friends.

Ai Qiuqiu said these words while she was getting dressed under the quilt. When she lifted the quilt and got up, Liu Yihui, with a face full of shame, noticed that Ai Qiuqiu's eyes were a little swollen and a little red, obviously because she had cried out of grievance.

However, Liu Yihui is not such a casual person. He believes that he has to be responsible for his behavior after being drunk. So naturally, Liu Yihui had a girlfriend who was a college student in a big city, beautiful, thin and in good shape, her family was in business and had good conditions, she was well-educated, chaste, and it was her first time.

These adjectives describe Ai Qiuqiu's personality when he faced his mother's serious questioning.

The reason why the saying "fallen petals are not heartless, but turn into spring mud to protect flowers" is really unimportant to Liu Yihui is because his mother forced him to ask whether he had done it with Ai Qiuqiu.

Did you ever have any bleeding after doing it?

If not, she would never agree to this woman to be her daughter-in-law, and would never allow her to step into her home!

As for Ai Qiuqiu, Liu Yihui actually had a very strange and contradictory feeling in his heart, which he couldn't even explain.

He knew that Ai Qiuqiu had pursued Boss An at first, but Boss An was not interested in him - this was understandable, of course. Although Ai Qiuqiu was very beautiful and had all the qualities, personality, IQ and character that Liu Yihui thought were good, to be fair, she was actually very ordinary in Boss An's eyes.

Not even as good as Sui Xuemeng.

Moreover, Ai Qiuqiu had clearly expressed her interest in Boss An before. As far as Liu Yihui knew at the time, Boss An had flirted with Liu Cui, Zeng Xiaoxiao, Jing Xiu and many other girls and had even slept with them.

However, Boss An has always been a gentleman and kept his distance from Ai Qiuqiu.

and so--

The following words are a bit unpleasant to hear, but Liu Yihui is not a fool. There are many things that he does not say out loud and he does not even think about them carefully, but that does not mean that he does not understand and is a fool.

It’s not that he loves Ai Qiuqiu so much, nor is it that he doesn’t like Ai Qiuqiu, it’s just that he is in a very strange and chaotic state.

Just like what Boss An said, loving a rose does not mean loving this rose itself, but that this rose happens to be in your hand, and you love roses, so you love roses.

Liu Yihui's Chinese is not good, so he can't come up with such philosophical words as Boss An's. Even if he could come up with an idea by chance, he simply doesn't have the ability to organize the language to express the meaning of the idea clearly.

When I was confused about the indescribable and strange feeling I had towards Ai Qiuqiu, I humbly asked Boss An for help, and it was Boss An who cleared my eyes and answered my questions.

Then Boss An said angrily, "The one you really like is Zhang Xiaoxue! You bastard, you never listened to me, and now you let Zhang Xiaoxue become someone else's girlfriend! Bah, I get so angry when I talk about your brother."

Boss An's words were like a bolt of lightning, striking Liu Yihui's soul fiercely, causing him to shiver violently all over.

To this day, he still remembers the feeling clearly. He cannot think about it too much, or he will tremble all over.

He knew clearly in his heart that what Boss An said was right.

It couldn't be more right!

Ever since I followed Boss An to Mingzhu three and a half years ago, Boss An has always asked me to find Zhang Xiaoxue.

For this reason, I analyzed it to him many times, "You, Lao Liu, are no worse than anyone else. Is Shangcai so great? In my opinion, it's not great at all! Believe me, brother, as long as Zhang Xiaoxue is not blind to a thousand degrees of myopia, she will know that you, Lao Liu, are definitely one in a million, and it is hard to find even if you shoot a rocket. Even if she is temporarily blind, or has been blind forever, it doesn't matter. Just chase her and beat her relentlessly. If anyone dares to argue with you, I will blow his head off. Adjective, just beat him until he is convinced. Haha, we have to convince people with virtue, right? We don't advocate and try not to use violence."