One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 77

His phone rang non-stop during mealtime, slightly annoyed.She was sure they were fighting again.

Back in the dormitory, he didn't send a WeChat message.

Recalling that at the beginning, he would make videos with her whenever he was free, and later she found out that he had applied for another WeChat account to give her videos when he had time, but it didn't last long, and there were no more videos.After he left, he would come to accompany her once in a few months, and she was really happy.Later, when they went to work in the same place, they had more chances to meet each other, and they were able to stay together often.But one day he knew that even the deleted chat records could be retrieved, so he found a mobile phone to contact her again.

This relationship is really difficult, but every time she is very sad, she is so distressed that she is going crazy, but at the same time she is very moved.She was even more obsessed with his trivial things, unable to extricate herself.But before, she would feel at ease, always believing that he would not abandon herself by doing so, but now she was really afraid.

Every time they were arguing, she would hide away and be mad because she would be afraid that he would not be able to bear the pressure and just give up on her.

After waiting for a long time, he still didn't send a WeChat message.Maybe it was because he was very impatient. He was not afraid of anything before, but now he has a weakness because of her.

In Han Qingrui's dormitory, he was leaning on the bed and lighting a cigarette in his hand. The whole room was filled with smoke, and he seemed to be a bit haggard.

This kind of quarrel probably lasted most of his life, and he was fearless before, but with Xiao Yu, he became more and more guilty.He never thought of giving up Little Feather before, but now he seems to be really tired.

On balance he seemed to know what to do, and he didn't know what to do.

So what exactly should he do.

The choice of life, has he really reached this point?
Everything is because of him, so now it will end because of him.But what should he do so as not to hurt Xiaoyu.

Xiaoyu has followed him for five years without a name, without crying or making trouble, but how could she not be sad?It's just a person hiding and licking the wound.

But he was always so powerless.

He likes to watch her laugh and act like a baby, but he doesn't dare to watch her make trouble.Because he didn't know how to coax her, he couldn't give her what she wanted.

But her little feather has never dared to ask for too much, just want him to accompany her once in a while.Such a sensible and cute little girl, how could he be so determined to hurt her?

No matter how he chooses, he will regret it for the rest of his life.

This is not a question, but an affirmation.

Cigarettes one after another can't solve his worries.

Just leaning on the bed like this, motionless until it was time to go to work.

He stood in the lounge pouring hot water, watched Yu Xi walk up and smiled at him.

"Brother Rui."

Her smile is so sweet, her voice is so soft every time she calls him Brother Rui, and she is so bright and pleasant even in the most ordinary work clothes.

But he was really afraid that his little sun would lose its warmth and light because of him.How could he accept it when it became dim like this?

"I'm in a good mood today," he said.

"It's good to see you in good spirits."

"Silly girl!"

But your troubles are still there, and you are all haggard.This is all because of me, how can I comfort you to be useful?
"But your spirit is not good, are you still arguing?"

"It's not that you don't know that my family is in this situation. They are arguing all the time. There's nothing we can do about it."

"But I don't want to see you sad." She muttered to herself in a low voice, and she didn't know if Han Qingrui heard what she said.

"What did you say?"

"It's nothing."

She used to naively thought that with love, everything would be possible, but later she realized that she had grown up, and she shouldn't have such naive thoughts.

With love, their respective troubles also increased.Han Qingrui is such a sunny person. .

She really didn't want them to fight.She never seemed to dare to think that Han Qingrui would divorce her and marry her.Because she dared to say that Han Qingrui would never go anywhere, because she valued her family very much.He was afraid that they would have a quarrel, because she would only be the victim.

In the end she became that poor little girl.He could only touch his wound secretly.

She had that premonition again, she was really not far away from this day.Be prepared in advance.

The two of them went to work, and they didn't say anything along the way, and they didn't know what to say.But both of them were equally distraught.

Five years, a girl's youth was spent on it.These five years are not a short number, how can he be worthy of Xiao Yu's company for five years?

"Will you leave me?" she asked calmly.

"I don't know," he replied.

This light cat's understated answer, how should she answer?
I remembered a saying 'If it's important, you'll always find a way; if it's not important, you'll always find a reason. '

But you don't even have the strength to fool me.

The two of them were tacitly absent-minded all night.

Brother Rui, in fact, I think as much as you do. I know that we have many impossibilities, but I always choose to hold your hand tightly.

But I was wondering if I had overestimated my position in your heart, I was afraid that nothing would happen to me in the end.

But in many cases, you can actually tell me in another way, you are always understating like that, sometimes I can't feel a trace of your desire to like me.

Is there a moment when you feel distressed and persistent, understand my humbleness, see through my helplessness, have you thought about being with me forever for a moment.

It's rare to meet the most special you in the best time of life, but we can't be together forever.Sooner or later, you have to give up. The saddest thing is that you can't forget it if you don't get it.

Does it hurt to bite down?But I hurt more than you!Have you ever asked me if I was afraid?I have never been afraid, because I can give up everything for you!
I know you must have the answer in your heart, but you are just afraid of hurting me.If you can't pass that hurdle, don't worry, I won't make you so irritable every day, because I really don't want you to be irritable because of me.

You used to have confidence, but now you have no confidence at all.

Brother Rui, don't worry, if you really can't get over that hurdle, just let me do it. .

At night, she looked at Han Qingrui who was silent in the opposite pavilion through the window through everything, as if she could really see him.He could already see his irritated and tired appearance.

This injury has long been doomed, and I can bear it a day earlier.

Brother Rui, come on.

I can take it!
(End of this chapter)