One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 78

It was late at night and the moon had long been covered by thick dark clouds, and the wind was howling. Tonight's night was extraordinarily cool.Close the windows and draw the curtains and lie down in bed, hoping that the night will pass quickly.

In a daze, she seemed to see someone waving to her in the distance, full of doubts, she walked over slowly.

Standing in front of a castle was a chubby little girl with two pigtails on her head, wearing a pink skirt, and looking at her angrily with her hands on her hips and her mouth pouting.

"You're here!"

"you are?"

"I'm your baby. I'm two years old. Today, the kindergarten principal said that I graduated and asked me to leave here, but I don't want to leave. I'm very angry."

She looked at the little girl who looked like a little angel in front of her, her heart was as soft as cotton, she slowly squatted in front of her, and asked softly, "Why are you angry?"

The little girl stared into her black grape-like eyes, and complained: "Why don't you want me? Let me stay here alone, and don't come to see me."

As soon as she heard that she blamed herself, she said helplessly: "Mom didn't want you, but mother can't make things difficult for Dad. I'm sorry baby."

The little girl turned her head and snorted softly, but she turned back quickly: "Forget it, I forgive you. It's a good thing you came today, otherwise I would regret it, and regret lending my life to you , but you will have to rely on yourself in the future, because I'm leaving..."

"Baby, don't worry, mom will come to accompany you in a short time. Mom misses you very much, but mom doesn't dare to miss you, because mom is sorry for you..."

"I've forgiven you, I love you, I'm leaving..."

"Baby, don't go...don't go..."

The little girl quickly came over and hugged her, then her body slowly became transparent, and finally disappeared in front of her eyes.She rushed to nothing and fell to sit on the lawn, with tears streaming down her face and her heart pierced like a knife.

I opened my eyes, the room was pitch black, and I dreamed, but the pillow was also wet.

She killed her own child, but she actually forgot about it.Having lost the most important thing in her life, she still lives in this world heartlessly, guarding an insignificant love.

It's a pity that I don't remember when I got pregnant. I really want to know Han Qingrui's reaction at that time, was he a little bit happy. .

But no matter how I recall it, I can't remember his expression at that time. After all, there is no way to make up for the regrets in this life. It's a pity for her child.Han Qingrui, do you still remember that you still have an unborn child?
Now I'm afraid that if I lose my child, I'm about to lose the person I love the most in my life.I wish she could give birth to that child, at least she still has a concern in her heart. .Life is so long, how can she live it without distractions?
In the darkness, the air was full of sadness, unstoppable tears, and the choked up voice was extremely desolate.

It wasn't until I was tired that I picked up the phone and made a call.

Mu Nan, who was playing a game, saw the caller ID and quickly picked it up. Although it was already two o'clock in the morning, he was thankful that he was still awake or else he would have missed her call.

"What's the matter Xixi?"

"Munan...I feel so uncomfortable."

"What happened?"

"Well...it's nothing, it's just uncomfortable." She kept choking.

Mu Nan was very worried: "Xixi, don't cry, why are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"Munan, let me tell you a secret."

"Okay, tell me and I'll listen."

"I feel like I'm hopeless. I close my eyes every day and think about how to hurt myself, and I have nightmares again and again at night. I have been taking medicine but I can't suppress my illness. I feel very uncomfortable."

"I'm waiting, waiting for an opportunity. Waiting for someone to hurt me, so that I have a reason to hurt myself. Touching my wrist lightly every day, with a smile on my face, I just want to watch my wrist being cut open by a knife, and see Seeing the blood slowly flow out, hehe, this makes my heart feel happy."

"Xixi, you can't think like that. You must not hurt yourself. No matter what you have, I will be with you."

"I don't know the meaning of living anymore. Do you know? Every time I think of him, my eyes seem to have flowers, and every time I see him, there seem to be stars shining in my eyes. But now my eyes There are only tears, only darkness. The light of my life seems to be gradually drifting away from me."

It's him again. .Who the hell is he? Hurting Xixi wantonly. .

"Do you know? I dreamed about my child today, and she blamed me for abandoning her. But I forgot such an important thing. I regret it so much, why didn't I keep that child."

"Xi Xi, don't think about the past anymore. Your life has just begun, why do you have to think about those bad things. That man can treat you like this, why do you still hold on to him? "

"Because of love.. I fell in love with you, how could I get out of my body. I also thought about giving up, but I really dare not think about how I will live the rest of my life after I gave up on him. He is my light, I I can't bear the days without light."

"In addition to your lover, you still have friends. Xixi, besides him, you still have me. I promise that I will be with you in this life, love you, and never leave. Xixi, let him go, I will walk with you In the most difficult days, I will be your sun to illuminate your life; I will be your umbrella to protect you from the wind and rain."

What a beautiful word, but why can't she listen to it?
"Thank you, Mu Nan. Only with you can I know that the road of life is not so difficult. Thank you for being with me all the time. But you still have your life, so don't waste time on me, it's not worth it!"

"Xixi, why don't you want to understand? My life is to protect you. Do you think I am happy to see you sad? I hope you can be well, and I hope that the person you love can always love you, but The reality is that the psychology of your love does not have you at all, and you are gradually decadent and despairing because of a vague relationship. I feel bad!"

"... But I just don't know what to do... Mu Nan, don't worry, I will be fine, because I still have you. I don't have nothing. Don't worry about me."

"How can I not worry..."

"Okay, I'll continue to sleep, and I'll be fine when I wake up. Good night, go to bed early." She hung up the phone, holding the doll in her hand and crying non-stop.

Mu Nan ruthlessly threw the phone on the table, clenched his hands together to expose the veins, his eyes were bloodshot for a while.He wished he could get that man out and beat him up.I really don't understand why Xixi fell in love with such a man.I kept praying in my heart that that man would not hurt Xixi, and that Xixi would not hurt herself because of him. .

(End of this chapter)