One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 9 The Only Friend

After a day, I returned to the house I rented, feeling clean and at ease.Time passed for a long time, and Lin Yuxi and Xu Yi hardly contacted each other again. He took out his mobile phone and wanted to send him a WeChat message, but when he clicked on the dialog box, he found that there seemed to be no reason to find him.Once there is a gap in my heart, it will only get deeper and deeper.

Flipping through the few address books, the only one at the top was Xiang Wan, her partner from junior high school and now her best friend.

It's a pity that she can't come back often because she is working in other places, and there are not many opportunities for the two to meet.

Every time she was blaming her for not contacting her, every time Lin Yuxi just smiled and said nothing.Many times she just wanted to hide herself, and every time she missed her, she didn't know what to say after looking for her, and finally gave up this idea.In the end, it was Xiang Wan who was contacting her, and lost a lot of friends because of it, but she really couldn't help it.

Mustered up the courage to send that WeChat message: "Wan Wan, how are you doing recently?"

After sending, I sat on the bay window and refreshed WeChat over and over again, hoping that she would reply to WeChat soon, but afraid that she would not reply.

She couldn't imagine what would happen if Xiang Wan ignored her, then she was really alone.

Fortunately, it didn't take long for wechat to ring. It was Xiang Wan, and she directly played the video.

She picked up the video with full of joy, and greeted affectionately: "Wanwan!"

On the opposite side of the video, she has exquisite makeup and short blonde hair. When she opened her mouth, she was full of resentment: "Why did it take you so long to send me a WeChat message? I thought I was wrong!"

"Hey, I don't read WeChat very much, and I'm afraid you're busy, so I dare not look for you."

Xiang Wan rolled his eyes directly, and retorted bluntly: "What else can I do besides going to work? I will find reasons."

"It's been a long time since I've been back? I miss you so much."

Hearing these words, Xiang Wan's brows gradually relaxed, and he just teased her sternly: "Oh, yes, you still know you miss me."

"I must miss you. Even if I don't contact you often, you are always in my heart." This is an unchanging fact. Xiang Wan's arrival is like a ray of light suddenly ushering in her who has been in the dark for a long time. Bit by bit healed her.

She never had any friends in the class, because she was not good at words, and some were just teasing and bullying among classmates.Only she took the initiative to make friends with her, because of Wan Wan, she had the courage to gradually get rid of the bullying in the class.

Many times, under the oppression of various things, she felt that she was really going to die, but under her leadership, she made other friends. Knowing that she was unhappy, she took her shopping and having fun to get rid of the pain caused by her family.It also gave her someone to confide in, and she no longer enjoyed loneliness and loneliness alone, but felt the warmth brought by her friends.

But just such a girl almost lost her friend when her parents broke up. After a short conversation, they decided that Xiang Wan was just a person who just flattered others with smooth words.The family ordered not to contact her anymore, but this is her only friend!

This time she is no longer that good girl, she doesn't want to lose her only friend, the only light in the darkness.

"I miss you too, but I won't be back in a few months, and I'll play with you when I come back." It's never too late to meet each other, because in her opinion, the relationship is always there.

Sometimes she also finds it unbelievable that the two of them have very different personalities, one is still and the other is moving, and Yuxi is the embodiment of gentleness and elegance. She is careless and sometimes she doesn't look like a girl, but they have become best friends .

There are many friends around her, and she has made many friends one after another, but Lin Yuxi will always be the most special and important person in her heart.

The two looked at each other and smiled: "Okay, then I'll wait for you to come back."

After chatting for a while, he hung up the video. Lin Yuxi put down his phone and leaned against the window sill, listening to the noise of the world and enjoying the world alone.

She took a bottle of beer from the table, opened it deftly, and poured it into her stomach. She just frowned slightly when she felt uncomfortable in her stomach.Alcohol has been an essential part of her life since she started working.

I often rely on alcohol to numb myself, and drink to celebrate when I am happy; I drink even more when I am unhappy, and my troubles disappear when I am drunk, although I know that my troubles are still there after I wake up.In short, it has become a habit.

After drinking cup after cup of beer, she seemed to be more sober, but this time she couldn't control it, and the tears flowed down crazily.

No one knew her pain.

Perhaps it is insignificant compared with her mother's experience, but to her, it is a kind of injury that hits the soul directly.Little by little blows tormented her mind.

But she is not as strong as her mother. The most common thing she did in her childhood was to hide in the room and hide in the toilet and cry secretly. Why did she secretly because her parents would beat and scold her.

Returning from her aunt's house to her so-called home was not warm at all. She had only seen her once in 7 years and still had a hateful look. With shadows, they were just strangers to her, with no emotion but a blood relationship.And a child who is just sensible needs more love from his parents.

How can she grow up healthily in an environment without love? Even if she grows up safely, there must be flaws in her heart.

They ordered her not to be in contact with her aunt and mother, and not to call her parents anymore. She simply stopped talking, and she didn't say a word for a year.

Finally, my aunt said: "My aunt is also a mother!" This sentence hit her young heart directly.

She gradually learned to speak, and she was able to have a simple conversation with people, but you asked her to answer.But in my aunt's eyes, it was really a good sign. My aunt really shed a lot of tears for her, and had countless quarrels with her own sister Li Mei.

Although she didn't say these things, she saw them all. She couldn't express them, so she could only shed tears secretly.When they go out to eat, they hide in places where no one is around.

But that lively and smiling girl is gone!
"Now, I've grown up, I've learned to drink and I've learned to refute, and I'm no longer that obedient girl."

"But now I have learned to be happy!"

"I can stop caring about your eyes."

After drinking a glass of wine, she couldn't help laughing: "So what if I don't have an excellent education, at least I made the right choice, because I saved my life."

Maybe no one can understand the deep meaning of this sentence, but this is what reality should say.

Life is full of trials and tribulations, and most of the elders will only encourage you to muster up the courage to move forward, as if happiness is right in front of you.But they didn't know how painful it would be to walk the road full of thorns. They didn't give her enough confidence, care and love, how could she overcome the obstacles!

(End of this chapter)