gold medal actress

Chapter 233 Out of Control
Here, Sheng Fan, who had returned to the studio, had completely forgotten about the messy MV and the unknown director. Walking back and forth in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror, his expression changed.

When the girl in the mirror walked back and forth No. 15 back and forth, she finally stopped, staring at herself in the mirror as if cheering herself up, and stared at the girl for a long time, as if she had made up her mind He clenched his fists.

She took out her mobile phone, and the beeping sound in the receiver was long and slow as if deliberately torturing people.

"Hello, Shengfan?"

The voice in the earpiece was a bit suspicious, and there were many noisy voices in the background, as if they were performing or something.

Sheng Fan bit his lip, "Teacher, I have something to ask you."

"Huh?" Zha Yidian was a little surprised, as if he also sensed the noise in the background, he said in a low voice, wait a minute, and the sound of rubbing clothes and footsteps while walking slightly reached Shengfan's ears .

After the surrounding area became a little quieter, Zha Yidian asked, "What's wrong?"

Ever since Shengfan grew up, she has gradually seldom needed to ask for advice. This time, she called to ask so solemnly, the question must be unusual.

Sheng Fan seemed a little hard to say, "Teacher, I filmed a MV earlier, and then I seemed to be... into the drama."

Zha Yidian's breathing was stagnant.

"When filming the MV?"

He seemed a little unbelievable, and Sheng Fan also thought it was a little funny, "Yes, I didn't know why at the time, I was thinking about something in my mind, and it seemed to sink in. It took me a long time to recover afterward, but I always feel as if I haven’t completely escaped from the role…”

In fact, Shengfan still has the feeling of lingering fear after riding the roller coaster. The deep sense of hopelessness and hopelessness of dying has always left traces in her body. No matter how she removes it, It can't be completely removed, which makes Shengfan feel very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, as if his body is out of his control.

She didn't know why, at that time, she wanted to try to immerse herself in the role by accident - this is exactly the teaching of the experience school - maybe Shengfan also felt subconsciously at the time that the methods of the method school were not enough To get the director's chattering voice out of your ears.

After listening to Shengfan's words, Zha Yidian pondered slightly, "In this way, you can tell me in detail what happened and how you felt at that time."

Sheng Fan immediately told him the general story obediently, and when he talked about his novelty and tried to experience the emotions and characters of the character, Sheng Fan was a little embarrassed—after all, he firmly refused to look up a classic and asked her to change her course. The person who suggested it was herself...

Shengfan heard his own slap in the face clearly.

"Do you feel that you can't act now?" Zha Yidian asked.

"Correct."

"I get it, in fact, it's a very normal thing...almost everyone who is new to this path will encounter some of these problems, but most of them are a fake state, it only takes a period of time to re-adapt and adjust your lifestyle and personality to be able to play, and you..."

Shengfan held his breath involuntarily.

She intuited that she was not in the state of pretending to be in the drama, but really felt the existence of another personality in her body.

"Have you heard of the allusion that it will happen when things come together?" Zha Yidian didn't rush to explain, but asked himself a question and answered it.

"You are not among the people who are suitable for the method school. Your talents go that way. Except for the advantage of being fast, the rest are all burying your strengths. Because you have been suppressing your own needs for high matching of roles. , Obstinately playing roles by playing tricks will cause your talent and experience to increase slowly, but there is no role that allows you to truly display your full strength. It’s like the principle that a pool can’t just go in and out, you today After a little bit of experience-style feeling, the water that had been accumulated in the pool for a long time finally found the outlet and burst out almost like an explosion. It is reasonable to have such a big impact on you now."

Sheng Fan asked slightly worried, "Then what should I do now?"

Like a deer that can't find its way, she anxiously looks for a way to Zha Yidian. She feels like a broken dam that was broken by the high tide flood. Her whole body is in a state of confusion, and her emotions are completely Not as calm as before, and there is a sense of anxiety that is beyond my control.

This is definitely not an emotion that she would have produced by herself.

Shengfan suddenly thought of the example of the upper body of a ghost - in order to play a good role, she invited a desperate girl to get on her body, but after the play was over, the girl clung to her body and refused to leave ...

Thinking of this, Shengfan felt the anxiety of breaking down and wanting to cut her body apart, forcefully pulling the girl out of it. Once this kind of anxiety arose, she felt a bad feeling, and took a deep breath quickly to remove the girl. Emotions were suppressed hard.

Now she finally understands why in the early years of the movie industry, there were often actors who couldn't make a show and had a nervous breakdown... This feeling is really uncomfortable!
Zha Yidian seemed to understand her feelings very well, and he quickly comforted him, "Don't be in a hurry, calm down... Then, you can go to Ke Ming, he is an excellent actor of the generation of experience school, he will definitely be able to There is a good way for you."

As soon as he heard Ke Ming's name, Sheng Fan couldn't express his resistance. He couldn't even suppress the anxiety, so he raised his voice and refused sharply, "No!"

However, as soon as the words came out, she regretted a bit. She seldom spoke to Zha Yidian in this tone, but today her situation was not quite right, and she couldn't control herself.

Shengfan hated this feeling.

Zha Yidian understood Shengfan, and didn't care too much about it, but when it came to finding Ke Ming, he was very persistent, "Ke Ming is more helpful to your situation than I am, you can ask him, he Will definitely give good advice.”

"But……"

"But what, don't you want to solve your current situation?"

Shengfan finally gave in, "Okay, okay..."

Hanging up the phone feebly, Shengfan fell into a deeper level of anxiety, looking for?Still not looking?
Why Ke Ming!
However, deep in her heart, there was also a voice asking her.

[Yeah, why is it Ke Ming? 】

【Why are you so fussy about Ke Ming when you don't avoid others like a tiger? 】

Sheng Fan didn't have time to think about it, so he immediately retorted to that voice, because I don't know him well!

However, the voice sounded again, 【Do you really still think that the two of you are unfamiliar? 】

Many details that were deliberately ignored by Shengfan gradually emerged, from buying gifts for Ke Ming, to watching movies with him, from participating in many joint activities in the same play with him, to buying breakfast and sending greeting messages to him, and sending greetings to Ke Ming on Weibo. She stood up for it.

Sheng Fan wailed and hugged her head, feeling that her head was in a terribly messy state, and perhaps it was because her mentality was not as calm and hard as a rock in the past, her emotions were in a mess right now, and she was easily overwhelmed by the noises in her heart. Occupied all thoughts.

That voice sounded again indomitably, 【Do you really not know what Ke Ming means to you?And you?How do you feel about Komin? 】

Sheng Fan was like a cat that had been scratched in an itching hole, and it instantly rose three feet high.

What do I know!
How would I know!
【you sure?You don't like Ke Ming? 】

Sheng Fan was so electrified by the word "Like", her whole body was numb, her face was flushed a little, she stood up excitedly and yelled out.

Of course not!I am sure!
After shouting, her world finally quieted down. She panted slightly as if she had exhausted her strength and sat on the ground, even sweating a little on her forehead.

The door of the dance room was suddenly opened by someone from the outside, and Wei Rui poked his head in suspiciously.

"You were the one talking just now? What's not to like?"

Shengfan: "..."

Five seconds later, Wei Rui was thrown out of the dance room by a bench, and he was so frightened that he slammed the door behind him instantly. The girl's combat power from embarrassment was definitely not something to be underestimated.

As if to prove something, Sheng Fan sat on the wooden floor for a few minutes, and then dialed Ke Ming's phone pretending to be calm.

It took only a second for the call to be picked up. Although the male voice on the other end seemed as calm and deep as before, if you listen carefully, you can tell the joy that the owner is suppressing forcefully.

"Shengfan, are you looking for me?"

Ke Ming was a little flattered and asked a little cautiously, his voice was deliberately lowered a little, like a thin feather passing across Shengfan's cheeks, making her blush quickly.

In the eyes of people with ghosts in their hearts, the world is full of strangeness and weirdness everywhere.In the past, when Shengfan deliberately ignored Ke Ming, she didn't take Ke Ming to heart at all, but today she is not guarded, and she finds it strange to hear what Ke Ming says, and there are obvious clues everywhere.

She is going crazy...

"It's like this..." Sheng Fanqing coughed, "The teacher asked me to come to you."

She also deliberately emphasized that it was Cha Yidian who asked her to come, as if this could cover up her guilty conscience and unnaturalness.

Fortunately, Ke Ming didn't notice it, he just asked, "Well, what's the matter?"

In the past, Shengfan really didn't realize how seductive Ke Ming's voice was, but today she couldn't ignore every word Ke Ming said, every tone of voice, and even his "um" could feel some unspeakable hooks. human taste.

She couldn't help hissing softly, and forcibly suppressed the messy thoughts in her mind, "It's just... I seem to have entered the drama, and now I can't get out..."

"Entering the show?" Ke Ming's voice became serious in an instant, "When, today?"

"Ah."

When it came to the business, Shengfan's thoughts flying all over the sky finally calmed down a little. She repeated what she said to Zha Yidian to Ke Ming again, and Ke Ming told her almost the same reaction as Zha Yidian.

"There are probably some problems with the path you took before. I suggest you reconsider the genre of acting, but you can save this matter and think about it later. The most important thing now is to solve the problem of your current acting."

He paused, as if hesitating, "Where are you? I'm coming to you now."

(End of this chapter)