All living beings in hell

Chapter 178 - Racer Julie

The lotus lights came on, and the office welcomed the 130th client No. [-].

There was a screeching sound of braking at the door, and the smell of scalding rubber worn out drifted in through the crack of the door.

The door opened, and it was a female racing driver.She was wearing a heavy red and white racing suit, with a racing helmet on her arm.Big purple-pink curly hair hanging on her shoulders, tall fluorescent yellow eyeliner, dark purple lip gloss, and fine and dense small freckles on her nose.

"Good night, good night, I'm here to disturb you so late." The racer was chewing gum while talking.

"It's okay, there's only night in hell."

"Jolie, just call me Jolie."

"Are you a professional racing driver?"

"Miss Gumball Julie, that's me."

"Why Miss Gumball?"

Julie smiled triumphantly: "The car in front of me stuck to it is like chewing gum sticking to the underside of the classroom table. You can't shake it off. If you accidentally hit it, you will rub the chewing gum on your pants."

"Miss Gumball, what do you want me to do here?"

"Guess how old I am?"

"You look young, 28, 29?"

"Haha, I'm 43." After speaking, Julie blew a gum bubble, which burst with a bang, and put the broken gum back into her mouth to chew again.

"You were 43 when you died?"

"Yeah, I'm getting older, and I do feel that my reaction is worse than when I was young. In a motorcycle rally accident, I stuck to the competitor in front for half the distance. When I was about to overtake, who knew that the opponent's wheel suddenly blew out. The car was directly on the ground. Ruo flew out, I wanted to turn, but because I was about to overtake, I followed too closely. The tires also slipped under the tires, and the handlebars came off my hands directly, and I hit it like this.

The car was overturned by inertia, and I was also thrown out.After turning over several times on the ground, I lost consciousness. "

"What were you thinking before you lost consciousness?"

"My boys, George and Roy, have spent their whole lives in cars and are not afraid of anything. Just my two sons, well, it hurts to say it."

"Heartache?"

"George, Roy is 15 years old. Although he is not young anymore, he always wants to spend more time with them."

"What do they think of your profession?"

"It's tiring for me to help them grow up alone. I have to prepare for the competition and take care of the children. But children, when you are an asshole, you are an asshole. When you understand you, you really understand you very well.

Before George, I was the Texas Moto Rally champion for three years, and I got paid every year for bonuses and endorsements.

The recovery period of having a baby took a lot longer than I expected.

I originally thought that after giving birth to George, I would be able to come back in half a year.First of all, I can't keep up with my physical fitness. Many times my body is not as flexible as before, and sometimes my mind can't move.My pelvis is always sore and I leak urine.

I hired a postpartum therapist and a nanny to help me get my life back on track quickly.But then one day, I suddenly had a severe chest pain, and it was so painful that I couldn't breathe. Fortunately, the nanny was at home that day and sent me to the hospital.

An examination in the hospital revealed myocarditis.

I had a physical examination every year before, and my health was very good. I didn't know why I got this disease!

It is impossible to come back in half a year. I also took George to the hospital. While receiving treatment, I also had to take care of the children.Every day, I use that breast pump to prepare George's food before I dare to take medicine and go to sleep.

It's true to have a baby and shed your skin. "

"and after?"

"When George was about three years old, I was pregnant again. There were several men around at that time, and I didn't even know who the father was."

"Have you ever considered finding a partner to take care of the children together?"

"I have thought about it, but I feel that men are just for fun. If I really want to live with another person, I can't do it no matter what.

To share a bed, to share utensils, to share food, to throw dirty laundry in the same washing machine.

My goodness, what if his feet stink?What if he snores every night and keeps me awake?
I already need to accommodate my child, do I still need to accommodate a man!

I was a serious clean freak in my life. If the coffee cup I used was drunk by others, I would throw away the cup I like no matter how much I like.Just thinking about having an extra living person in my life who doesn't matter at all makes my scalp numb. "

"How was your experience with Roy?"

"Both children were born naturally, and the second child did not have much trouble with the eldest child, and I have gained some experience after giving birth to the first child.

After Roy was born, I had a period of postpartum depression.I feel that it is impossible for one person to take care of two children, and it is too tiring.

The eldest cried in the middle of the night, waking up the second, and the two children cried together.I had to breastfeed my second child and put my eldest child to sleep, and I almost fainted.

At that time, the previous endorsements also expired, and the income decreased a lot.Because there is no competition for a long time, and there is no prize money.In order to save money, I had to dismiss the nanny and try to do more by myself.

I don't remember ever having a good night's sleep until Roy was three years old.I woke up as soon as the baby cried and ran over to see what was going on.

I have always thought that one day I will be able to return to the game, and I still do basic physical training to ensure that my physical fitness and responsiveness will not drop too much.

Difficult, too difficult, I don't even know how I got here at that time.Sometimes I cry when I look at the two of them, and feel that my life is gone, and there is no way to compete again after that.

When I cry, the children cry too, and I have to comfort them in the end.

Tell the truth, my lord.After coming to hell, I think hell is nothing more than that.That is to say, everyone has more personality and is more noisy.Compared with when I brought my children at that time, this place is nothing. "

"It's a good thing you made it through."

"The two children became more sensible when they grew up. I told them about my profession. As a race car driver, I need to return to the race to bring income to the family, and the income can buy food and toys. They also understood very well.

Especially the older brother George, who looks like an older brother.When I'm not around, he will help me with housework and arrange my brother's affairs properly.When I am very tired, he will also cook nutritious meals for me.Roy would tell jokes and try to make me laugh.

Sometimes watching George and Roy, I think it's good to live with other people.It's incredible that I, who can't bear other people so much, put up with their shit, urine, nose, and saliva, and raised two real people. "

"When did you come back to play?"

"When Roy was six years old, I was preparing to come back to the race, and I had to do a lot of special training every day. I was hit head-on when I just came back. Today, all the young drivers are dressed like anime characters, in various colors. Hair, super personality.

Sponsors also like this, and they like to find this kind of girl to sponsor.

An old driver like me, because I don't know how to package myself, even if I get a good ranking, no one cares about it.

There is no way, and I have been separated from the racing circle for so long, so I have to learn new rules again.Find a PR team, locate the driver's style and route, find selling points, and find sponsors.Social media has to be played, and you have to create your own personality, which is a bunch of things.

I used to take George with me at that time and let him watch what I was doing with the PR team.He is also very interested in these things, and the little notebook is written by the side, which looks good and is very cute.

During the summer vacation when George was 16, he came to work as my agent's assistant.He is not as mature as a 16-year-old child, and he can basically handle the things that are entrusted to him, which is very reassuring. "

"What about Roy?"

"There's a slang saying that the younger son is always the spoiled one.

I don't think I've spoiled Roy much, but he does look spoiled. "

"How spoiled?"

"This kid, with blond hair and blue eyes, just looks like a playboy.

Indeed, also a playboy.Since the age of 14, the girlfriend has not stopped.I think he may not know how to get along with girls and wants to be recognized, so he expresses himself in this way.Those girls who were hurt by her would sometimes come to me and cry, and the little girls are quite pitiful. "

"What will George and Roy do after you leave the world?"

Julie sighed: "I've thought about this day for a long time. The suicide note has been written long ago and left to the agent. The distribution of property and so on is clearly written. The money is enough for them to complete it smoothly." University, and no tuition debt, of course, if they want to go to college.

As for other things, to be honest, I am worried, very worried. "

"Then what should we do?"

"Actually, after I died, I was quite surprised. It turns out that human beings really have souls, and there really is a place like hell. I was still thinking, can I stay in the world for a while in the state of a soul, looking at my boy The boys grew up. But then I thought about it, and there was nothing I could do just to watch.

What if they realize I'm still in the house and scare them?
George is a tough kid and Roy should grow up too.

Maybe, this is my fate.It is always necessary to suffer heavy losses when the career has just developed to flourish.I was pregnant before, but now I have a car accident. "

"Then what do you think is the reason for such an arrangement of fate?"

"For what?" Julie blew a bubble, "How would I know what God meant? Anyway, I'm dead anyway, and I didn't go to heaven, so that's it."

"So what are you going to do next?"

"My motorcycle went to hell with me, haha, it's really good. The feel and foot feel are exactly the same as in the world, and there is no need to refuel or change tires. It's amazing!
There are many places in hell where you can ride a bike, let me play around first!After working so hard in the world for so many years, I finally have time to be alone with myself again, it's so rare! "

"It should be fun to ride a bicycle on the sea of ​​blood, and go all the way up the winding road on Suicide Cliff."

"It may be a bit irresponsible to say this, but I still want to say that my celibate life has begun again!"

"Then I wish you a good time."

Julie put the helmet back on her head and stretched her waist: "This body feels like I'm in my early 20s."

"Maybe your soul age is in your early 20s."

"That would be great, haha, who doesn't love youth (Who doesn't love youth?)"

"Enjoy your celibacy."

"Thank you for the conversation today, spit it out, it's like doing some kind of farewell ceremony."

"It's a pleasure to hear your story, too."

"A new life begins."

"Yes, your life begins."

"A new life can start anywhere."

Julie opened the door of the office, and the bloody wind from hell blew in.A fluorescent-colored motorcycle was parked at the door, and its lights were bright like submarine searchlights.

"Goodbye, Mr. Writer."

"Goodbye."

The engine roared, and the smell of gasoline rushed into the office with the wind of hell.Julie turned the accelerator and jumped off the branch, the sound of the motorcycle getting farther and farther away.

The smell in the office slowly dissipated from the doors and windows.The stories left here, perhaps one day, will start a new journey after a short stop like the smell of gasoline.

(End of this chapter)