The story of a cook

Chapter 119 Lin Yan's Night Talk
It is not easy to go out to work outside the home, and there are no people who come out to work while the family is taking advantage of it.

I came out to work because my family was poor.

There are also those who are not poor, but they are still a minority.

No matter what the reason is, they are asking for a life for themselves.

After beating Sister Jin's ex-husband, she rode her bicycle home. When she got home, Lin Yan was still awake and was arranging her clothes.

Seeing me come back, he said: "I didn't drink with anyone today, I came back so early."

"I still drink every day." I hugged her and asked, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Lin Yan said: "Wang Hao and Wang Jing had a quarrel, and after persuasion for a long time, they went out to eat, and I couldn't sleep, so I packed up my clothes." Then she looked at me and said, "It's time to buy you a shirt."

I said, "No, the one I'm wearing is fine." Then I asked her, "Why are they arguing?"

Lin Yan said: "Wang Hao quarreled because Wang Jing didn't go to work and didn't cook at home."

I said "Oh" and said, "It's purely idle."

Then go to wash.

After washing up, Lin Yan had packed her clothes and was lying on the bed.

I lay down on the bed and stretched out my arms. Lin Yan rested her head on my arms as usual and asked me, "Old Tan, why do you think we can quarrel?"

I said, "No, I won't speak when I see you are angry. If not, I will hide out and come back when you are no longer angry. I will never confront you head-on."

She said, "I won't be more angry if you hide out."

I said, "Wouldn't you have to quarrel at home? The most taboo thing between husband and wife is to quarrel, and the quarrel will kill the relationship."

She said, "That's right, let's try not to quarrel."

I said: "Okay, don't quarrel, listen to you."

I told Lin Yan what happened in the store, and she said to me after listening, "Old Tan, don't hit people when something like this happens in the future. What if it breaks? We can't afford the medicine." fee."

I said, "Yes, don't do anything in the future, this is the last time."

She said: "You, how many times have you fought with your words? You are not allowed to fight in the future."

I said: "Don't do it, I promise not to do it."

Lin Yan asked: "Is that sister Jin in your family the one who pays the food?"

I said, "Yes, that's her."

Lin Yan said: "She looks pretty enough. When I went to your house to look for you, I thought she was your waiter."

I said, "Well, she looks pretty."

Lin Yan said: "Tell you, Old Tan, you should be more honest when working there, and you are not allowed to fall in love with beautiful women."

I said: "Definitely not, how strict my family education is."

Lin Yan hit me with her hand and said, "That's right, she and her ex-husband are divorced, what kind of money will you give him back? If you want to give it to a man, you can give it to a woman. If I don't give you a penny, then the man If you dare to do it, you will fight him, and when he is not paying attention, you will stab his leg with a knife, making him unable to walk for the rest of his life, let's see if he dares to come over and ask for money."

I said, "Girl, I'm chilled to hear what you said."

She laughed and said, "Don't worry, I won't stab you. If we get divorced, you won't ask me for money. If you really dare to ask me for money, hehe——
Lin Yan sneered a little.

I asked, "What would you do if I did that?"

Lin Yan said, "I'll kill you—"

I know that Lin Yan has stubbornness and ruthlessness in her bones.The reasons for her childhood family and her growth experience have created her stubbornness and ruthlessness. To put it bluntly, she refuses to admit defeat and has her own opinions.My family and my upbringing have created me to have a strong sense of self-esteem and a sensitive inferiority complex. Sometimes I am very concerned about what other people think of me, and I don’t want others to look down on me.Strong self-esteem leads to toughness in character, which is an advantage, and sensitive inferiority complex is a weakness, easy to be impulsive and emotional, knowing that I have such a weakness, I have been overcoming and controlling it, otherwise it will affect my mentality and manner.

Lin Yan put the hand on my chest and said, "Old Tan, I went to my eldest sister's today, and my eldest sister said that her business is not very good."

Lin Yan was talking about Sister Zhang, who was washing dishes at the Rose Hotel.I rarely went to the Rose Hotel since it was leased to the couple who changed the gas tank. I went there on the opening day and sent two flower baskets for Huang Ping.Sister Zhang was still washing the dishes there, and when she went there, she chatted with Sister Zhang for a while and then came back.When Lin Yan mentioned Sister Zhang and Rose Hotel, she couldn't help but think of Yanhua. Yanhua hadn't returned home for more than two months, so she was a little worried.

I asked Lin Yan: "How is the eldest sister doing there?"

Lin Yan said: "The eldest sister said that she didn't like what she was doing there, and she didn't want to do it anymore."

I said, "When I have time, I'll go over and see if the people in the kitchen are bullying her?"

Lin Yan; said: "Impossible, how honest is Eldest Sister and someone bullies her?"

I said, "Only when I'm honest can someone bully me. If I'm strong, no one will bully me."

Lin Yan said: "Eldest sister is pitiful enough, no one cares about her---"

I said, "I can't help it. Even honest people have a bad life. It depends on what happens to her in the future."

I want to say that in the future, if the eldest sister and the two sons have the heart, they will take good care of the eldest sister, and the eldest sister will be considered a blessing when she grows old.But no one can tell what will happen in the future. Who knows what her two sons will be like when they grow up?It would be in vain if he was like his father.

Lin Yan didn't know that I was thinking about Sister Zhang's son. She said, "Today, Sister told me about Yanhua."

When I mentioned Yanhua, I felt a little guilty. Although I had nothing to do with Yanhua, I knew that Yanhua liked me after all, so I felt guilty.

I said, "Really? Isn't Yanhua at home now?"

Lin Yan said: "Elder Sister said she is at home now, it seems that Eldest Sister misses Yanhua a little bit, Yanhua is pretty good and looks pretty, old Tan, don't you think?"

I was a little uncomfortable and said, "What do I think she is doing, it's not my wife."

Lin Yan asked: "You don't want to be so beautiful? I don't believe it."

I said, "It's much more beautiful, if you even think about it, you can't think about it."

Lin Yan said: "You'd better not think about it, you know, if you think about it, the consequences will be very serious."

Her words were full of threats, which made my back feel a little chilled.

I said, "Don't worry, I won't think about it."

Lin Yan said: "Actually, I don't care about you. We are in a relationship and haven't married yet. Don't look at living together. I can't control you in some things. I just want to live a good life with you. We don't want to fight. Don't be angry, it's better to be healthy than anything else."

I looked at her, a little moved, and hugged her tightly.

She said, "Actually, I know Yanhua likes you very much, she is prettier than me."

I said: "Silly girl, you are the most beautiful."

She didn't speak for a long time, very quiet.

Lin Yan is indeed not as beautiful as Yanhua, but I am looking for a wife who will spend my whole life with me, not a beautiful woman.There are many beautiful women, but there is only one woman who can live with me through ups and downs for a lifetime, and I believe that woman is Lin Yan.

Lin Yan and I do not have any romantic nights, nor are we romantically involved. It is the same fate that binds us together. This is fate.

People often say that contentment is always happy, and cherish the people in front of you.Now that the person in front of you is by your side, you should cherish it and have no other thoughts.

Lin Yan raised her head, looked at me, and asked, "Will you not want me in the future?"

I seriously replied: "No, unless you don't want me."

She said: "Then we will never quarrel, discuss everything and live a good life."

I said, "Okay, you have to live a lifetime."

She said: "You drink less alcohol and smoke less in the future. It is not good for your health. I don't want to be like my mother. After finding two of them, both of them are sick. In the end, I will lead the children by myself. The two of us Don't be sick."

I said: "Listen to you, smoke less and drink less in the future."

She said: "You actually fooled me. Every time you told me to cut down on smoking and drinking, but in fact you didn't lose anything, and it was still the same."

I said, "This time, seriously, it must be done."

She said: "You can figure it out. Anyway, if you don't quit smoking and drinking, I won't have children. I don't want my children to grow up to be alcoholics or smokers."

I said, "For the sake of our children, I have to quit too, but you have to give me time."

She looked at me, turned around, turned her back to me and said, "You still don't want to quit, you're fooling me, don't talk, go to sleep."

I laughed and hugged her, she pushed my hand away, and hugged her again, she got into my arms like a kitten.

Lin Yan is a good girl, I must cherish it.

She fell asleep, but I didn't fall asleep, thinking about a lot of things.

It’s been almost five years since I came out to work, and I didn’t start cooking as a chef in the true sense. I set myself the ideal of earning a minimum of 2000 yuan as a chef when I first came out. I didn’t realize my dream. Now my salary is 500 yuan. I don’t know what will happen in the future. Sample?Will it be like those chefs in small restaurants who can only earn 500 yuan?I don’t think I can, and I know that I won’t be cooking in a barbecue restaurant all the time. If I find a good job outside, I will still go to a Chinese restaurant, after all, that is my old job.

Now there is no good job outside, so I worked in the barbecue restaurant first, and learned a lot in the barbecue restaurant. At the same time, I got in touch with real Korean food in the barbecue restaurant, which gave me a new understanding of the chef—not in China. Cooking in a restaurant is a chef, and cooking Korean food is also a chef, and there is no need for Chinese food chefs to earn less.

Lin Yan said that she actually knew that Yanhua liked me. This reminded me that in the future, don’t think that if you are out with women outside, Lin Yan doesn’t know anything if you can’t see it. Women have a natural sixth sense, even if she doesn’t look at it. feel.Although I have nothing to do with other women, it is also a kind of harm to Lin Yan invisibly.Comparing people's hearts to my own, if it were Lin Yan and me who were dating other men outside, even if it was a normal relationship, I wouldn't be happy if I knew it, and I would be cautious.

Sometimes men are narrower than women.

Now that Lin Yan and Lin Yan have completely confirmed their relationship, and the two of them have lived together, she is the woman who has lived with me all my life, she is my wife, I must treat her well and not let her suffer Wronged.

Lin Yan is my woman, that is to say, Lao Tan already has a wife. Although he is not married yet, he still has a wife.Now that I have a daughter-in-law, I should not think about anything else to live a good life. No matter how many beautiful women there are out there, I have nothing to do with it. What I want to do is to cook well, improve my skills, and earn more money to support my family.

Working hard is what I should do.

(End of this chapter)