Quickly cross the palm of the crazy criticizing gods

Chapter 300 My Daoist Master 13
After a class is over.

Su Yuzhong never played the complete piece again.

As long as she made a slight mistake, she would stop immediately, worrying that her wrong sound would affect the sound of other senior brothers.

Her uneasiness and fear all fell into Gui Kong's eyes.

She is too cautious, she suppresses her true colors, worrying that if she makes mistakes, she will be disgusted and disgusted by others.

Guikong sat on the front cushion, rubbed the beads in his hands, and observed Su Yu's every state deeply.

Even, he empathized with her emotions.

How does that feel?
Uneasy and insecure, she is like a leaf floating on the river, torn and torn, any wave can submerge her, making her life worse than death.

And is this because she is fragile?

Is it because she is vulnerable?

Yes, but also no.

The reason she has become like this is because she has been taking criticism, because she has felt vulnerable.

When she made a conclusion for herself, felt that she was not good, not perfect, did not accept her own imperfection, and worried about what others thought of her, as time went by, she no longer dared to be herself.

Maybe.

What she needs is fault tolerance, not the pursuit of high standards.

After a class is over.

Gui Kong asked Su Yu to stay: "Yuming, come here."

The rest of the senior brothers looked at Su Yu with gossiping eyes, and secretly discussed: "Look, I said that after Senior Brother Gui Kong accepted his apprentice, he has an incomparable preference for Yuming, and even chatted with her alone."

After Su Yu heard their voices, he lowered his head deeply, and walked carefully in front of Gui Kong.

She was very afraid of being discussed by others, and at the same time, she was also afraid that Master would seek her out for the purpose of educating and criticizing herself.

Her embarrassment will be unearthed again.

She is terrified.

Gui Kong expelled all the little Taoist priests: "Are you all free? If you are free, then clean out the garden."

They have been writing about Su Yu's affairs, as if blaming Su Yu can show their strength.

Don't they feel that their appearance is extremely shameful?
When all the brothers have left.

There are only Su Yu and Guikong in Huazhai.

Su Yu knelt and sat in front of Gui Kong, looking pitiful and cowering, as if waiting to be taught a lesson and criticized.

Gui Kong asked her, "You really want to be good, don't you?"

The expected criticism, again, never came.

But just Gui Kong's words made Su Yu's nervous heart completely broken, and tears burst out instantly.

Her lips trembled, tears welled up in her eyes, and she desperately didn't want them to fall.

She said: "I, I tried very hard to change myself...but I couldn't."

Reason told her that she should change.

She knew she should be perfect and should learn more.

But she couldn't control herself.

Whenever she learns these things by herself, she will feel incomparable suffering and pain, as if there are countless voices criticizing herself, reprimanding and despising her uselessness.

So, she subconsciously wanted to escape.

She could have trained more and used her evening time to learn more about piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but she couldn't.

She has been criticizing and abusing herself, even loathing herself.

As a result... every time she arrived at night, she would be too exhausted to do anything.

(End of this chapter)