Siheyuan starts with silly pillar his uncle

Hearing what his sister said, Li Qiuyang smiled and nodded,
Qiu Yu looked at Li Dongsheng again and said, "You child, what are you doing standing there? Come in and sit down. You father and son haven't seen each other for so long. Let's sit together and have a good chat. Auntie is going to buy vegetables. I'll give you lunch at noon." You are delicious."

After talking about Qiu Yu, she took Mrs. Yun to the vegetable market to buy vegetables.
Seeing this, Li Qiuyang led his son into the living room, and poured him another cup of tea. The father and son sat quietly on the sofa, just looking at each other without speaking, and the atmosphere suddenly became awkward.

Li Qiuyang looked at his son, he hadn't seen him for five years, his son looked more mature, he had grown up, vaguely had the shadow of himself when he was young,

The chicks grew up and flew out of the nest, and no longer needed the care of the old birds. Thinking of what his son thought of him when he was a child, Li Qiuyang felt a little lost in his heart for a moment.

The most sorry thing in my life is my children, and I am also sorry for my wife Xu Wenmei. In those years, for work and missions, I seldom accompanied their mother and son.
When my daughter-in-law was sick in the hospital, I couldn’t make it back because of a mission. I only saw Xu Wenmei for the last time. Since then, the relationship between father and son has become worse and worse. Until now, thinking of these, Li Qiuyang took a puff of cigarettes, frowning together,
When my son is not in front of me, I will think about it in my heart. Now that I am back, I don’t know what to say anyway, but it’s not a problem to sit like this all the time.
Li Qiuyang took the initiative and said, "Son, have you been doing well over the past few years?"

Li Dongsheng: "Dad, I have a good life over there,"

Li Qiuyang nodded and said: "That's good, then I don't worry, come back and rest for a few more days, make up for it, see how thin you are, and ask your aunt to cook you more delicious food."

Li Dongsheng: "Well,"

After the simple conversation between father and son, they continued to remain silent. Seeing this, Li Qiuyang silently took out a cigarette and lit it. After thinking about it, he handed another one to Li Dongsheng.
Li Dongsheng took the cigarette, looked at the cigarette in his hand, and suddenly felt an indescribable complex emotion in his heart, thinking that in order to fulfill his ambition and ideal,
A few years after his mother died, he went to the border alone. During the five years at the border, he understood many things,

Thinking of leaving his father at home alone for five years, Li Dongsheng felt more and more guilty. He lit the cigarette and took a deep breath.
Only then looked at Li Qiuyang and said, "Dad, how have you been doing these past few years?"

Hearing his son's words, Li Qiuyang said in relief: "Hehe, Dad is fine, isn't this living with your aunt and uncle now? It's good to have food and drink. Son, don't worry about me. Your aunt and uncle will take care of you in [-],"

Hearing his father's words, Li Dongsheng looked at his father's old face, and his thoughts couldn't help but go back to the past, and the past when he was a child came to mind one by one.

I remember that when I was young, my father was often busy with his work, rarely stayed at home, and sometimes even stayed away for a few days. When I was young, I can say that I had very few impressions of my father.
Every day when he goes to and from school, his mother picks him up alone. His father is either not at home, but only at home. Every time he comes home, he always has a straight face. At that time, Li Dongsheng felt that his mother was really hard, and he had to take care of himself and do things. housework,
And every time his father came home, he just lay down on the sofa and didn't care about anything. At that time, Li Dongsheng couldn't understand why his mother could tolerate his father, and he didn't like his father very much.

I remember one time, when I failed an exam, my dad beat me up when he came back from get off work and found out. At that time, Li Dongsheng felt very uncomfortable, and even hated him a little bit. To manage so much?
Li Dongsheng remembered that he asked his mother, who kept telling him that his father had his own job, that his father was doing meaningful things, and that he was defending his family and the country, so he told him to understand, but at that time, he couldn’t understand at all. ,

Why is my classmate's father able to accompany him to the park and go shopping with him, but my father has never done it before. He only has strict discipline and a serious expression on himself.

After entering junior high school, my father became more and more strict with himself, often telling himself that he must study hard and serve the motherland when he grows up, and he has always taught himself this way.

At that time, I gradually began to understand what my father did, why he came back so late every day, and why he was so serious to him, maybe because he was a soldier,

It's just that I still don't like my father's way of doing things. The memory of my father's rigid and serious impression lingers in my mind when I was a child.

Because of these reasons, in the years to come, I didn't get so close to my father, and even faintly rejected getting along with him.

Later, after entering high school, Li Dongsheng had his own thoughts and opinions, and became more and more impatient with his father's discipline, and would often get angry with his father over small things,

Later, when he went to university, his mother fell ill and was in the hospital. Li Dongsheng remembered that during that time, his mother was dying of illness, and his father did not know what task he was carrying out, so he never came to the hospital to visit his mother.
It wasn't until his mother passed away that his father rushed back to see him for the last time. Since then, the relationship between father and son has dropped to a freezing point. Li Dongsheng also resented his father very much in his heart. How could he ignore his family for work?Is there anything more important than family?

So later, because of the prejudice in his heart, Li Dongsheng didn't want to be alone with his father, didn't want to face him, and often stayed at school and didn't go home. At that time, his father would often visit him at school, but he would always talk coldly at each other.

After graduating from university, because of his father's arrangement, Li Dongsheng joined the army as a soldier. He served for several years. During the years of army training, he fell in love with the life of the army and gradually understood his father's thoughts. ,
After he regarded the army as his own home, he almost never went home. Li Dongsheng didn't know how his father came here in those few years.
At that time, I was all focused on serving the motherland, and I rarely saw my father. Sometimes I heard from my comrades-in-arms that someone often came to the army to visit me, and left after giving me a lot of things.
Li Dongsheng knew that it was his father who came, but he didn't take the initiative to find his father.

Later, because of his outstanding performance, he took the initiative to apply to be on duty at the border. In order to fulfill his revenge and ideals,
On the day before leaving, he just greeted his father casually. That day, he remembered that his father's face was very lonely, and he just watched him get in the car and go away.