Your majesty, Empress Xianyu doesn't want to leave the cold palace

Chapter 483

“It hurts to think about it now.

Every time my mother hit me, it was very hard.

This makes me always think that the reason why my mother treats me hard is because she doesn't like me, and because I'm too stupid to practice Gu well.

However, I later learned that, in fact, the reason does not stop there. "

"Sister, there is one thing you don't know, and I only knew it before my father died.

I was puzzled before why there is such a big difference between my mother and you.

But after my father's words, I finally understood.

Because, unlike you, I am not a mother's child.

I'm just a child born to a maid when my father was drunk.

I have never met my biological mother, and I don't know her identity. I only heard that she was executed by our queen mother after I was born.

That is, from then on, I suddenly understood.

It turns out that my mother doesn't like me, not because I can't learn Gu, nor because I'm stupid,
It's because I'm not like my sister, I'm not my mother's child.

My sister's mother is the noble king of Namwon,

But my mother is a maid who is so humble that she can be executed at will. "

With a smile on her face, she clasped her hands together and bowed again. What she wanted to say didn't stop.
"I know, my mother never liked me,
If it weren't for my sister's care, I'm afraid I wouldn't live long.

For that, I really appreciate you.

It is sincere. "

He sighed softly, and when he opened his eyes, he slowly let go of his clasped hands and fell to his sides, his eyes couldn't help but be filled with regret.
"It would be nice if what happened next didn't happen."

She took a deep breath and let it out slowly, muttering to herself,

"Actually, it's okay if my mother doesn't like me.

She wants to give you the throne, and I can accept it.

Maybe it's really because of bloodlines,
What flows in my bones is the humble blood of my unknown mother,
I always fail to learn Gu skills, I know better than anyone else that I am not qualified,

At that time, I was content with the status quo,

even thinking,

With the sisterhood we have been with for many years, even if you become the new king of Nanyuan, you will always treat me kindly.

I thought well at first, but there are always so many surprises.

Who would have thought that being as smart as you would make a wrong decision. "

"Tell me, there are so many good boys in Nanyuan Country, why is Fu Xin the one you fancy?"

Forget the past.

When I think about it, I can't help but sigh.

It seems that only in this way can those heavy dark clouds be removed from the top of the head.

"You thought your encounter with him was a destined marriage,

But, do you know that he came to look for me outside the temple that afternoon?
Did you know that he already had his own heart? "

Slowly shaking his head with a bitter smile,
"You do not know,
You just fell in love with the man you fell in love with at first sight.

Then, I went to my mother and gave you a marriage.

I still remember that you came to tell me about your joy, but at that time...but I didn't dare to say anything.

Yes, I just dare not.

Because there is a world of difference between us.

Our mother, no, to be precise, your mother, if she finds out, she will not allow it.

Your mother has a heart that wants to give the best to her children as a mother,
Her status as a king endows her with absolute supremacy,
As her daughter, you deserve everything you can get.

But what about me?
what am i "

(End of this chapter)