Your majesty, Empress Xianyu doesn't want to leave the cold palace

Chapter 484
"Even if I met Fu Xinxian, so what if we know each other?
If I let her know that the person Fu Xin likes is me, I will be the one who dies first.

So, I can only endure it.

To this day, I don't know if I should be grateful for the endurance that I have been trained to far surpass others since I was a child.

If it weren't for my patience day after day, I probably wouldn't be alive now. "

Speaking of this, she unconsciously smiled,
"Sorry sister, I forgot,

I say this, you may not understand,

Because the gap between us is too much. "

The eyes slowly turned cold from smiling, losing the temperature they should have,
"Your nobility, how can you understand my lingering days?"

Shrugging, she continued to wear a smile on her face, with a slight smile,

"But there's no way,
In order to survive, all I can do is endure.

Do you think I'm not sad?

I want to watch the man I love marry you who is better than me in everything,

I still want to watch helplessly as your husband and wife are happy and have a pair of children one after another.

Although my heart is bleeding, but I can only have blessings and smiles on my face.

What else can I do? "

She can't do anything.

She was born with a low head, and she fell behind in every aspect.

A stone stirs up a thousand waves, and the depression in the past will inevitably start to rise and fall when talking.

She closed her eyes, suppressed the struggle that was welling up in her eyes, and finally there was an obvious fluctuation in her soothing tone.
"Obviously you have so much, obviously you have so much! But you still want to fight with me! You still want to grab mine!

You know, I was really angry at the time.

However, during that time I had to make myself laugh,

Smile at you, smile at mother, smile at Fu Xin, smile at everyone,
You, do you know, whenever I think of me at that time, I feel like a joke.

I feel that the smiles on your faces every day I see are ridicules at me.

you're laughing, watching,

They are all laughing at my weakness, my incompetence, my humbleness, my helplessness,
Day after day, year after year! "

After the hasty words, she was finally able to take a breath, and she was slowly calming down emotionally.
"It wasn't until later, when my mother died and you became the king of Nanyuan, that I could finally take a breather in my life.

However, people have to pay the price for their choices.

I remember when you looked at me with resentful eyes,
However, it is obvious that you have forced a relationship that does not belong to you from the beginning,

Fu Xin never loved you, he loved me,
That's why he can learn your Gu skills and do things that I can't do because of me being by your side for seven years.

Therefore, when you reveal all the Gu techniques, there is no value for using them. "

"Sister, you have to be clear that the man you love abandoned you not because he changed his heart later, but because his heart was never on you.

You don't have to complain, because he never belonged to you.

The person he loves is only me from beginning to end.

As for your sons and daughters...

In fact, what I originally wanted to stay was to degrade them as slaves and let them go far away.

But Fu Xin disagreed.

It was he who said that to cut the weeds is to get rid of the roots.

I think he doesn't want to see him and your daughter, because you are so alike,

It is even more so when it comes to the talent of learning Gu, but unfortunately, you will never see it again. "

(End of this chapter)