Your majesty, Empress Xianyu doesn't want to leave the cold palace

Chapter 702 Extra Story: Liu Wanrou (1)

[Friendly reminder: mainly based on Liu Wanrou's personal perspective, if you don't like this character, you can skip it by yourself]

As the daughter of the Minister of the Ministry of Officials, I would have had a good life.

However, my life ended in a miserable and dismal end.

My mother died when I was very young,
I heard about her from other people.

When I remember, Qian is my mother and Liu Wanwan is my sister.

Later I found out that the nanny who stayed by my side to serve was my own mother's close attendant,
She told me that Qian is not my biological mother,
My biological mother died before I was two years old.

As for the cause of death, Mammy did not explain, I only vaguely remember mentioning my father,
Then Mammy just sighed.

I still remember Mammy's face at that time, and the helplessness in her sigh.

It was only after I grew up that I often recalled it that I had a little understanding.

But the nanny who served me didn't stay for long, because Mrs. Qian said she was stealing and wanted to drive me out of the house.

Everyone in the house was silent, but I knew it wasn't Mammy, Mammy wouldn't steal.

I was the first to speak up.

But everyone watched coldly, and no one believed me.

I didn't want Mammy to leave, so I cried and went to my father to intercede,

Qian Shi also persuaded from the side.

But in the end my father pushed me away, saying that I was ignorant with a look of boredom.

I cried more and more, and I didn't understand why my father didn't want to believe me.

Later, I gradually realized that everyone in the house listened to Mrs. Qian.

including father.

I somehow felt that everything was changing silently.

And this change, I can do nothing.

The more Liu Wanwan grows up, the more she grows up, the more I can sense her dislike for me.

She would come to snatch my things, splash dirt on me, break my calligraphy brush, and let people catch bugs and sneak them into my book.
would cut through the doll my mama sewed for me, the only thing my mama left for me after she left,

He would also push me into the pool from behind while I was by the pool.

At this time, Qian would stand up and make peace like a mother.

Every time, she would blame Liu Wanwan for being ignorant, and then she would turn her head and tell me with a kind smile, saying that I am a sister who should set an example, be sensible and understand, and warn me not to really care about my sister,
Facing Mrs. Qian's smile, I felt unspeakable grievances in my heart.

But under her gaze, I can only nod,
And at this moment, Liu Wanwan, who was hiding behind Qian, would smile triumphantly over me.

During the many years of living in the Liu Mansion, I can often see Qian's kindness to Liu Wanwan,
I also gradually realized that there is a difference between good and good.

For example, Mrs. Qian was only considerate and polite to me. She was a decent mistress, a kind mother, and a virtuous wife in front of everyone.

But she is really kind to Liu Wanwan,
She will take care of Liu Wanwan all night and all night when Liu Wanwan is sick, will sew new clothes for Liu Wanwan, prepare her favorite gadgets for Liu Wanwan, and help Liu Wanwan talk to her father,

Although Qian sometimes said harsh words to Liu Wanwan,
But I can feel that Qian Shi loves Liu Wanwan.

I have never had this feeling.

At that time, I didn't understand why a person can give two different kinds of love.

As I grew up, gradually, I was able to perceive my father's kindness to me,
But you can also feel that it is not so good.

There is always an indescribable feeling.

I don't know which is more important in my father's eyes, Liu Wanwan or I,

But I know that my father doesn't like things that bother me too much, and I don't want to be called ignorant by my father.

So, in front of my father, I just wanted to be a well-behaved daughter.

Liu Wanwan's making things difficult, I can bear it,

I can tolerate Qian's hypocrisy and injustice,
I just stay at home as an insignificant young lady.

Fortunately, this kind of me can indeed get my father's affirmation and satisfaction.

Day after day, year after year.

My life is like a heavy winter sky,

There is a faint light on the head, but you can never see the blue sky or the sun.

Sometimes, I am also confused, not knowing when such years will come to an end.

Finally, when I was 15 years old, I encountered a light that shined in my life.

I met him in the Study Pavilion.

That day, I took Yunlan to buy an inkstone, and I fell in love with a She inkstone.

The owner of the study pavilion said embarrassingly that there was only one piece of inkstone, and the one I had in mind was the young master.

When I was wondering if I should fight for it, he gave me the She inkstone.

When he left, I followed him and only saw the corner of his clothes.

Later, from the owner of Study Pavilion, I learned that he is the second son of Prime Minister Qi's family, Qi Huanyu.

For some reason, when I came back that day, I just felt a lot lighter after being rectified.

He didn't smile at me, but I felt a lot of joy in my heart.

At that time, as long as I think of him, it is the most relaxed time in my life.

I think, I finally got a piece of joy, and I don't want to bother with those unhappy things anymore.

Until one day, Liu Wanwan came to my room, broke the inkstone, pointed at my nose and called me wishful thinking.

I don't know why she did it all of a sudden, but my life was literally shattered that day.

On the surface, Qian came to persuade her to make peace, and she made peace properly, but the contempt in her eyes showed contempt,

Although it was only for a moment, it was still captured by me.

I know, I can't be angry, only a loved child has the right to lose his temper,

I can't do things casually, I can't be ignorant,

So, I put the broken inkstone back together again.

It's as if I pieced together a dream that I was caught off guard and shattered.

I carefully harbored unspeakable thoughts and panic all day long.

I have been physically weak since I was a child. When the seasons change in a year, I always get sick from time to time.

When I was ill this year, I heard rumors in the capital that I became ill because of infatuated love.

I don't know why there are such rumors, but at this time the queen, who was also the noble concubine at the time, came to visit me.

I heard the chanting and knew he was there.

Although I couldn't see him through an inner room wall, I knew he was there.

When the queen asked about my illness, I only said that everything was my own and had nothing to do with him.

Only I know that even if infatuated love is true and lovesickness is true, but I can't say it out, I can't implicate him,
I have been plagued by rumors, how can I involve him in it again.

And what he said to me before he left, "Take care", gave me even more confidence in my birth.

I think, even if it's for his word 'take care', I have to live on.

Because I know that only if I live well will all the rumors be self-defeating and he will be free from trouble.

However, I didn't expect him to go to Yangzhou.

What's more, he didn't expect that all of this was a scheme of his father and Qian's.

(End of this chapter)