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Chapter 133 If I Have Scars, Would You Dislike Me?

"Hmm." Director Guan glanced at her again, "Because this breast nodule is affected by estrogen and progesterone, if you are pregnant, the change in hormone levels may cause the nodule to grow rapidly. "

"That's it." Zheng Gege thought about the chest surgery, which would leave scars, and suddenly felt a sense of suffocation, but he still endured the pain in his heart and asked, "Director Guan, if this surgery is performed, will there be scars?"

Director Guan looked at the color Doppler ultrasound sheet again and said, "If the nodule is smaller than 10mm, you can operate on the edge of the anus. If it recovers well, you won't be able to see it at all. The nodule may leave some scarring. You have a 10mm nodule on your left breast."

After Zheng Gege heard this, his heartbeat suddenly increased, but he continued to comfort himself to be calm and calm again, and then pretended to be calm and asked: "Director Guan, if you have surgery, can you operate from the armpit?"

After hearing this, Director Guan frowned even deeper: "What do you mean? Afraid of leaving scars?"

"Yeah." Zheng Gege nodded.

Yeah, of course she's afraid of scars!
**, to her, is the most beautiful and mysterious body organ, how can she accept the doctor to scratch it with a scalpel?
What's more, I'm afraid only she knows how much she has put in to protect her body these years!

Director Guan seemed to have seen her thoughts, smiled lightly, and said: "There is no precedent for surgery from the armpit. If you really want to get pregnant, you have to go through this psychological hurdle. You have to Make a trade-off by yourself, is the child more important, or is beauty more important?"

"It's all important." Zheng Gege said without thinking.

Director Guan smiled again, and at the same time he felt that this Zheng Gege was a bit special: "But, what if you have to give up one?"

Zheng Gege did not answer.

Director Guan was silent for a while, and then said: "Now I have explained the pros and cons to you clearly, and I understand your current mood very well. So, you should think about it carefully, and discuss it with your family to see how it works." decide."

After Zheng Gege came out of the breast center, he felt very complicated.

Seeing her coming out, Han Xu quickly stood up from his seat in the corridor of the hospital, walked to her side and asked cautiously, "How's it going?"

Zheng Gege didn't speak, but felt that his throat was choked up badly, as if he might cry at any time, and it seemed that he couldn't even utter a single syllable.

Seeing Zheng Gege like this, Han Xu felt that something was wrong, she quickly took Zheng Gege's hand and comforted softly: "It's okay, it's okay. No matter what happens, I will face it with you .”

When Zheng Gege heard this, his mood became more complicated. The tears that he had endured for a long time suddenly flowed down his cheeks like water breaking a bank
But his throat was still choked and he couldn't speak a word.

Seeing her like this, Han Xu felt extremely heavy, and quickly pulled Zheng Gege into his arms, even his breathing and voice became heavy: "It's okay, don't worry, you will be fine. Now Medicine is so advanced, no matter what the problem is, there is a way to treat it. If Shencheng can’t do it, let’s go to BJ, I don’t believe it.”

When Han Xu said this, Zheng Gege suddenly spoke, with a heartbroken look, and because of the deep crying in his voice, the words he said seemed a little vague: "Han Xu, if there are scars on my body, you Will you despise me?"

After hearing this, Han Xu felt more and more that the situation was not good. He hugged Zheng Gege tightly and said, "As long as you are healthy and healthy, what is a little scar? Don't be afraid, I will never dislike you. "

"Really?" Zheng Gege couldn't help crying, "What if the scar is on the chest?"

Han Xu only felt his heart getting heavier and heavier. He didn't answer right away, but asked solemnly: "Zheng Gege, tell me, what's going on with you? What did the doctor tell you just now? Did you Tell me exactly, okay?"

Seeing that Han Xu's voice had changed, Zheng Gege raised his hand to wipe his tears, and said weepingly: "The doctor said that if I want to get pregnant, I have to remove the nodules first, and I need surgery if I remove them." "

After hearing this, Han Xu was slightly taken aback, and then asked, "Did the doctor tell you whether there is any problem with your nodules?"

Zheng Gege shook his head while sobbing: "No."

Han Xu was still not at ease, and immediately asked: "What does it mean? Is there no problem? Still not sure?"

"Not sure." Zheng Gege said, "But he also said that most of the third-grade nodules are benign."

When Han Xu heard this, a hanging heart finally fell to the ground: "Then don't be so sad."

"But I want a baby!" Zheng Gege said in a tearful voice, "If I want to have a baby, I must have an operation, otherwise the nodules will become very large during pregnancy."

When Han Xu heard this, he finally understood.

He thought for a while and said, "It's okay. If you don't want to have this operation, you can consider not having children. I will not force you on this issue, let alone make things difficult for you."

After Zheng Gege heard this, he was suddenly moved.

But after thinking for a moment, she suddenly shook her head and stopped her sobs: "No, I want to give birth."

Han Xu looked at Zheng Gege and said, "It's okay, we can consider and discuss this issue slowly, anyway, we are not in a hurry to make a decision, right?"

"No, I've already decided." Zheng Gege's voice suddenly carried an unprecedented firmness, "I want to give birth."

On the way home, Han Xu drove the car, looking at the road ahead through the front glass of the car, not knowing what he was thinking.

And Zheng Gege kept staring at the front, she was thinking: she refused to have a child so much before, even if there were no difficulties and obstacles.But now, obviously encountering a problem, he suddenly has the determination to become more frustrated and courageous.

After returning home, Han Xu called Zhang Min immediately and mentioned Zheng Gege's plan to have a baby.

When Zhang Min heard it, he couldn't believe it: "Han Xu, what you just said is true? Gege is planning to have a child?"

"Really." Han Xu said in a calm tone, "She just made this decision, and she probably hasn't considered it mature yet."

After Han Xu finished speaking, the other end of the phone was silent for a few seconds before asking, "Han Xu, did you put pressure on her?"

Han Xu smiled and explained: "I didn't put any pressure on her. She wanted to give birth suddenly. I was very surprised. So, I just talked to you today. If you think she is suitable for giving birth, you can try it. If you think it's inappropriate, let's persuade her together, what do you think?"

After Han Xu finished speaking, Zhang Min was silent for a long time, and finally asked: "Han Xu, don't you really want to have a child?"

Han Xu thought for a while before answering: "Yes, but I hope Gege is healthy and happy."

After Han Xu finished speaking, Zhang Min remained silent for a long time. Before hanging up the phone, she said very solemnly: "Okay, I see, I will talk to her about it."

(End of this chapter)