When will I be the queen

Jiang Yue is very tall, but very thin, with a face that is wide at the top and narrow at the bottom, with big eyes. He smiles brightly, but when he is silent, he looks like a villain.

Cai Cai had an impression of him because of his image as a villain, "When I was in school, the teacher showed a stage play called Deng Gao. You played a murderer in it, right?"

Jiang Yue didn't expect that the stage play he was recommended to participate in by his teacher at school would actually be played by Cai Cai's school. You know Cai Cai's school is so famous. "Yes, yes. It's just a small role." He didn't even have a name. , three lines and four movements ended, and the whole cast came back to take their final bow.

Cai Cai waved his hand, "No, you were beaten to death during the performance. When you fell, your arms were pulled in. This is a great and strong self-control ability. When the teacher asked me to talk about my reflections, I said This is the performance of your character. You must know that as a living person, the body's self-protection mechanism is difficult to suppress. When you fall, you will unconsciously and subconsciously use your hands to prop it up, so when you look at people who fall, Both hands and arms will be injured. But when you perform, your arms don’t make any supporting movements, and you don’t even have any intention.”

How should I put it, Cai Cai has also performed this kind of performance. Only when you have actually performed it can you know how difficult and painful it is.

"You must have practiced very hard. Did you check your arm afterward? It's better not to have any hidden injuries." Cai Cai glanced at Jiang Yue's arm. He has done this kind of performance too much. If he doesn't pay attention to the maintenance afterward, it will really hurt. The wounds that remain hidden will be healed over time.

Jiang Yue tried hard to keep a smile on his face, but everyone could tell that his smile was uglier than crying, and even stiffened on his face. After a few breaths, Jiang Yue couldn't hold it back anymore, lowered his head and covered his face with tears streaming down his face. He comes from a single-parent family, and his mother is an artist. She has trained him since he was a child and wants him to pursue acting. He went from liking to resisting to accepting and being obsessed. Outsiders can't imagine how painful this process is. Including his mother. In the eyes of his mother, the injuries he suffered and the hardships he suffered were all because he was not working hard enough or being good enough.

"Hand hurts? Injured? Why is it injured? It's not because you didn't do your movements properly!"

"You can't bear this little hardship, so what else can you do? When I was your age, I danced during the day and studied at night, and I couldn't wait to open my eyes when I went to sleep. Your life is so good now, where is the hardship!"

Jiang Yue cried so hard that he couldn't stand and squatted down directly. He did have a hidden injury on his arm, and the doctor said he needed to recuperate, so he didn't look for work everywhere. But I didn’t want to continue being told by my mother that I couldn’t make progress, so I took the plunge and joined this variety show. The show requires labor, which is much more intense than he thought. His arms are not well taken care of, but people around him know that he has injuries on his hands, so they take good care of him. Therefore, although the injury did not recover well, it did not worsen.

Cai Cai was dumbfounded by Jiang Yue's painful look. Oh, she made people cry! ! ! ah! ! ! what to do? ! He suddenly turned his head and looked at Si Chen, "Come on, come on, you can solve it!" ! !

Si Chen patted her and told her not to panic, but didn't say anything.

How can I put it, the care and sincerity from strangers are the easiest to break people's defenses. Jiang Yue was not made to cry by Cai Cai, he was just finally understood, acknowledged, cared for and exposed.

Meng Ning was actually a little jealous in her heart. Being known and cared for by Cai Cai, everyone could see that Cai Cai was sincere. She was indeed as innocent and sincere as the rumors said. But seeing Jiang Yue in such pain, he felt a little sad. He can understand Jiang Yue's pain, and even more understand his collapse at this time.

Zuo Qianqian had no choice but to signal Meng Ning again to comfort Jiang Yue. But Meng Ning didn't move just now, and he didn't want to move now. It was better to let Jiang Yue cry than to keep it in his heart. Seeing Meng Ning not moving, Huang Rong was a little eager to try, but in front of Cai Cai, he couldn't come up with any calculations, so he didn't move in the end. Xia Mingxuan made up his mind to follow Meng Ning's actions, so he didn't think about it at first. In the end, Zhou Weiwei held Jiang Yue up as the boss, blocked the camera for him, and took him to wash his face.

Cai Cai was a little afraid to speak. Mainly because I feel that these farmers are so full of emotions.

Zuo Qianqian motioned to Meng Ning to speak quickly. Meng Ning also noticed Cai Cai's discomfort and called Cai Cai into the room. In this weather, it's still quite cold outside.

"It's much colder than the imperial capital here." The cold in the north is really different from the cold in the south. If you wear the same clothes and stand outside for an hour in the north, your hands and feet will get colder at most, but if you stand outside for an hour in the south, the person may be gone.

Cai Cai is an anti-freeze type and has a good physique, but it must be said that the winter in the south is really more uncomfortable. It is cold and damp, and it feels like a wet and cold blanket is wrapped around her body.

After serving hot tea, Jiang Yue also came back. Because of what Cai Cai said before, Meng Ning asked Jiang Yue to sit in his seat, and he just had to squeeze in one person away from him. But Shake suddenly squeezed over and sat down next to him, holding an orange in his hand. Jiang Yue was squeezed away and subconsciously sat next to Si Chen. Si Chen was eating oranges next to Cai Cai, pretending not to see the lawsuit between the three people.

In fact, it is obvious that among the three benches, everyone wants to sit closest to Cai Cai, but there are three benches that can easily accommodate twenty-two people, but ten people squeezed into one, and Cai Cai and Si Chen only occupied one. .

What a coward! The closest place to Cai Cai is actually another stool.

Si Chen really wanted to laugh. But I understand. Even now, they are still in a state of disorientation. Cai Cai's appearance really shocked them.

The invisible Cai Cai appears in front of a group of people who are just struggling in the circle. The point is that it is obvious that there are really fans of Cai Cai among them.

Meng Ning was asked to speak again, but he really couldn't think of what to say, "Um, have you seen our fields?" He must have seen it.

"I've seen it, it's very good, I learned a lot."

"."Why is it like the reply between the teacher and the student.

Shaking is indeed a fan, so he couldn't help it. He raised his hand first and saw Cai Cai looking over. His face turned red and he plucked up the courage to speak, "Will there be a third season of The Mist?"

"." Are you really polite to ask?

Cai Cai laughed, "Yes, the remake is a real remake. There will be adjustments to the characters and scripts, but generally it will continue the suspenseful style of the previous one."

Shake grinned, "I really like watching The Mist, I watched it over and over again."

Si Chen asked him, "Isn't the empire good-looking?"

Shaking and scratching his head, "It's also good-looking, but I often just catch up on a character's plot, and the character gets messed up."

Hahahahaha. Cai Cai burst out laughing, "Jarvis should really listen to what you said."

Some people follow the show for the plot, some follow the actors, and some follow the characters. The various perspectives are also different.

Cai Cai was curious, "Do you follow the drama from the character plot? Is it easy to connect the overall plot?" The overall plot of Empire is still very huge.

He shook his head and nodded, "I took notes and put them together."

It’s true that many people who looked at Empire took notes, as well as those who drew maps and conducted various analyses. But Cai Cai looks nothing like Jarvis's script and original drawings.

After Shake said this to Cai Cai, he was not so nervous, and then he wondered, what virtue and ability could their program have? They could invite Cai Cai.

"The company asked me to come," Cai Cai said more directly, "Have you signed a long-term contract with the company? Are you not an actor?"

Shaking was surprised, "How can you tell? Am I not good-looking?"

Cai Cai quickly waved his hand, no, no, "I have observed that actors, or many artists, have an uncontrollable desire to perform. Especially in front of the camera, they will act unconsciously. The muscles on the human face There is a difference between the natural state and the performance state. But you didn't act. If you hadn't been sitting here, I would have thought you were someone's kid from nearby who came to play."

Shake is even more surprised, can he even tell his family background? His home is indeed nearby. "I want to make music and create music. I have listened to all your music. I can play and sing. Many of your soundtracks are very nice. I played all your assignments that were published on your school website." "I'm such a good fan."

Cai Cai's face heated up as he expressed his gratitude, "The soundtrack and songs in the homework are really just for completing the homework. In fact, many of them are not for the pictures."

Shaking asked, "Then where does the inspiration for your music come from? I can never find anything like that inspiration. The music I make doesn't even sound good to me. When many of your soundtracks are played, that kind of feeling comes from my head. The magic of automatically playing pictures is something I can’t do at all.”

Inspiration.

Several of the twenty people are also musicians. They have all heard Cai Cai's music and really want to know how she creates it. There are rumors on the Internet that she plagiarized or hired a gunman, but the school is touting Cai Cai's musical talent, which is something that cannot be questioned at all.

Cai Cai is a genius. So, how do geniuses find inspiration?

"I haven't looked for inspiration." Cai Cai has never understood what inspiration is. Many creators will look for inspiration, walking around, or retreating, and some will do stupid things because they are looking for inspiration, but Cai Cai really has no idea what inspiration is.

"In my understanding, music is a kind of expression, just like words, it is expressing. So, when I express, I have feelings that I want to express. This feeling is my feelings for everything in this world, and my feelings for everything in this world. The world gives me all kinds of feedback. Seeing beautiful scenery, eating delicious food, getting happiness, feeling happy, frustrated, angry, wanting to cry, and wanting to hit people are all my emotional behaviors. I have feelings, so I Can express.”

Cai Cai felt the curiosity these people conveyed to her, and wanted to share her thoughts, "But this is my understanding, and it is not universal. Because people's emotions and perception of the world are completely different." So I don’t know what inspiration is, but maybe my daily life is my inspiration. I have feelings for the world, and the world gives me everything.”

This sounds a bit pretentious, but seeing Cai Cai trying hard to share her experience and methods, you know that this is her true thought.

Yao Huan touched his heart, feeling affection for the world

"I used to suspect that I was young and had little experience, so I couldn't write good works. But after I listened to your music, you were younger than me, but you could write so much good music, and I let go of myself again. Doubtful." Yao Huan looked directly at Cai Cai, "I really like you. It was you who kept me from giving up on myself."

Cai Cai's face became even redder, "You are already very good. Experience is really important. The music I have is all because of the characters I play. My emotions are all in the characters. As a character, I am writing This is also a kind of accumulation. But when it comes to accumulation, people live twenty-four hours a day, eight hours to sleep, three hours to eat, and more than ten hours left. They may not be doing accumulated things all the time. Many times , just in a trance and in a daze. As for expression, more often than not, it is the discovery of the big from the small."

"I've been flying around a lot during this time, and I've been sitting on the plane for a long time. When I look out the window, I see the same picture, and I can't feel the passage of time. But if you look inside the cabin, you'll find a lot of things. Agents While staring and playing with their mobile phones, the flight attendants changed their lipstick to three different shades, the captain’s perfume became thicker and thicker, and there were more and more notification sounds. These are all discoveries that can be infinitely extended. The agents stared at their mobile phones, It must be another news about me on the Internet. They love me, so they care and pay attention. And they love me so much, how should I love them?"

Cai Cai smiled and looked at Mei Zhang, "Of course I tell them that I love them very much."

Yao Huan felt warm in his heart. This was a very rich emotion. Moreover, Cai Cai seemed to have no negative thoughts or feelings.

"Thank you, I will feel it and give it a try."

Cai Cai said he was welcome, "It's good to have help. You can ask other people and learn from hundreds of experts, and you will always find a music path that suits you. Because I am an actor, even if I am a waste, but I can live other people's lives and have other people's emotions through characters. I will write down the notes that flash in my mind and turn them over if necessary. Even a few notes will be of great help."

Yao Huan nodded seriously, I will, I will definitely do it. How can you be a waste? You are a great musician! ! !

Si Chen handed water to Cai Cai, "You don't want to come here to see the crops. Many people who sell online courses here have your name on them. As soon as this program is broadcast, watch it. It will definitely be another time. It's time for new courseware to come out." He paused and said, "Have Director Fang ever talked to you about those scammers who lost money by selling courses?"

This is a reminder to the program team not to leave opportunities for others to take advantage of.

Cai Cai couldn't hear it, but he knew what Si Chen was saying, "As I said, he regretted not being sentenced and said that those who bought the course are now scolding me and made a joint name online to avenge those scammers. "

Si Chen laughed. Director Fang must have said more than that, "Your company has received a lot of letters from lawyers. There are also many people criticizing you online. They say that you don't sell your courses yourself, so you let others sell them. As a result, If you don't sell your courses now and don't let others sell them, you are simply cutting off their path to success."

"..." Cai Cai looked in disbelief, "How can it be more magical than what the Immortal Lord said? If I have the ability to be a teacher, it would be a smoke coming out of my family's ancestral grave. I really don't think these things of mine are worth learning. ah"

"Indeed, tell anyone who asks you, and then share it with others to encourage others to ask more questions. I'm afraid you will deceive others."

Cai Cai nodded, that's for sure, "What suits me may not be suitable for others, and it will definitely not be universal." Then he said to Yao Huan, "I said this, if you think it is helpful, it is best. If it is not helpful, just ignore it. Don't turn a deaf ear to death. All roads lead to Rome, and there are many roads you can walk on. If you can't go to Rome, you can go to the toilet, and you can wash your hands. Even if it doesn't lead anywhere, then go back and go back if you don't want to go. If you want to, stop and settle down, have a bowl of rice and braised pork, sleep soundly and be healthy, it’s all very good." Living is considered a good thing.

Everyone laughed, warm and sad.

Meng Ning paused before speaking, "Can I ask something about acting?"

Cai Cai nodded, "Of course. I know you all have a lot to say to me. You can ask. You can ask. Whatever I can say, I will tell you well."

Faced with faces full of curiosity and help, Cai Cai directly chose to be a teacher.

She knows very well that in the eyes of these people, she is synonymous with success. She became famous at a young age, has talent, fame and works, and has a smooth journey. They also wanted to succeed, so they had many things to ask her. How wonderful it is to pursue fame, fortune and success, and work hard actively. Although she does not feel that she is successful at all, she can tell them as long as they want to know.

Cai Cai faced them, and indeed saw the distance between them and himself in these people. This distance was not created by her, nor was it what they wanted. It was fame and wealth, worldliness, and the market. It was like mountains, lifting her to a high place and blocking them at the foot of the mountain. She felt that she had just been blown here, far, far away from the top, but they regarded her as the end point and were still working hard and trying their best to climb.

There will be many people like this in the crew. Everyone has a mountain they want to climb, and so does she herself.

"But I want to say, again, my experience may not be of reference value. You should listen more and read more to find the one that suits you." Cai Cai still remembered being taught by the immortal king and could not really be a teacher, so she I still have to emphasize it again and again.

Si Chen comforted her, "Don't worry, the road you are taking is not accessible to ordinary people."

"." Why don't your words sound like good words?

Meng Ning hurriedly said, "I want to ask how my appearance can open up my acting potential. I don't know very well. I have played several roles, but the audience can't remember me. It’s not like the character remembers me as a person, it doesn’t feel like I’m remembered either.”