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"I'm really afraid of the turbulence of the plane, because I almost died in the turbulence of the plane before." Chen Yan said lightly.

It turned out to be a psychological shadow.

Zhou Tang also guessed this a little bit. If it wasn't for the psychological shadow, how could a fearless person like Chen Yan be afraid of the turbulence of the plane.

She didn't ask any more questions about it, and just took advantage of the situation to reassure, "The past is over, Chen Yan, and whether it was before or now, you are safe, don't worry."

Chen Yan's gaze on her face became more and more serious, and it seemed to be filled with various emotions, so heavy that Zhou Tang dared not look directly at her.

Zhou Tang just lowered his head pretending to be natural, avoiding his sight.

He also thought that Chen Yan would digest his emotions by himself, but Chen Yan suddenly said to her: "I made an appointment with a psychologist today."

Zhou Tang was caught off guard again.

Chen Yan continued: "She suggested that I put aside everything, isolate myself from the world for three months, and carry out systematic treatment."

Zhou Tang's eyelashes curled slightly.

Chen Yan said: "You're right. There is indeed something wrong with my psychology. I am paranoid and manic. I tried to change it, but this time, I finally rejected the psychiatrist's advice."

"Why?" Zhou Tang asked in a low voice.

Since Chen Yan was able to take the initiative to make an appointment with a psychiatrist, it proved that he had made up his mind to change his mental state, but in the end he still refused. Why?
Is it because I don't want to be isolated from the world for three months, or I don't want to completely abandon the affairs of Wansheng Group within these three months?

Zhou Tang's heart was full of ups and downs. In fact, deep down in her heart, there was another answer that fluctuated and became more and more obvious. It's just that she deliberately didn't want to think about it, and didn't want to admit it.

However, Chen Yan said bluntly and self-deprecatingly the answer deep in her heart, "It's been too long to be isolated from the world for three months. During this period, many uncontrollable things will happen. I dare not bet. I'm afraid Xu Qingran I still don't give up on you, and I'm also worried that Zhao Lixu will take advantage of it, and I'm even worried that you will be attracted by other men."

Zhou Tang sighed, and said in a tight voice: "Chen Yan, can you be more rational? You shouldn't be the only one in your life, and you shouldn't just stare at me. You still have a bright future, and you also have the Wansheng Group. have……"

"My mother is gone. To me, wealth is just a series of numbers. To me, Wansheng Group is just a sharp weapon for me to deal with Chen Liebing. They are not important to me now."

"What about yourself? Haven't you ever thought about living a good life for yourself? You have lived so hard before, and now that you can finally live a good life, don't you want to treat yourself well?"

Chen Yan didn't reply immediately.

Zhou Tang waited for a while before looking up at him.

Chen Yan met her eyes directly, and said in a hoarse voice, "I never thought about it."

Zhou Tang's heart tightened, and he couldn't help sighing again, "Chen Yan, you are too paranoid."

Chen Yan curled his lips into a self-deprecating smile, but said nothing.

How can you not be paranoid.

The ten years of darkness like a mouse crossing the street have already left him with a lot of holes in his body and mind. Apart from his mother, he doesn't believe in anyone, let alone that there is any real humanity in this world.

He has been growing up in a rough environment. Injuries and bleeding are commonplace. He has experienced too much cruelty and helplessness, darkness and violence in his growth. He is a ruthless person who wants to live and earn money. , It should have been mud on the ground, rubbish!
But until one day, he met Zhou Tang.

She was like a round of warm sun, always wandering around him in the darkness, making him feel for the first time what is caring, what is enthusiasm, what is love.

Three years in high school is the only three years he lived like a flesh and blood, and he suddenly realized that he was Chen Yan, and some people liked it. He is ridiculed as inferior to a pig and dog, and there is always such a bright and warm thin figure that will stand firmly in front of him, telling others that he is the best person in the world over and over again, time and time again Pull him to save him.

Such a warm and brilliant feeling is what he wants to treasure and pursue most in his life, how can he let it go, how can he let it go!
Because in this world, there is no second Zhou Tang, and there is no second person who can love him like Zhou Tang did at the beginning, even Su Yi, who kept saying that he loves him later, can't compare to him.

"Maybe, maybe I'm really too paranoid. I'm sorry, I've told you so much again, are you tired?" After a long time, Chen Yan put his mind away and replied to Zhou Tang in a low voice.

Zhou Tang took a deep breath and shook her head. At this moment, she felt that Chen Yan looked like a discouraged person, and her whole body was filled with an indescribable sense of loss and defeat, which was shocking and distressing.

Zhou Tang didn't even think about it, when she was in high school, she was indeed the one who chased him day and night and circled around him all the time. In the end, he let her sit on the back of his bicycle, and even took her home for dinner.

If Chen Yan's paranoia towards her is a disease, then is her passionate pursuit of Chen Yan a kind of gentle trap...

Because, she really brought Chen Yan into the network, but now she has already pulled away and left.