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For some reason, the bottom of my heart suddenly felt a little shaking and tingling, but Zhou Tang didn't know what the reason for this shaking and tingling was. It seemed that all the hatred and conflicts in the past had become worthless again, and there was nothing to worry about. meaning.

She was silent for a while before saying: "Chen Yan, I'm fine."

Chen Yan seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and his self-deprecating gaze fell on her again.

Zhou Tang continued: "I'm not bothered by what you said today, I'm just very emotional. Chen Yan, if I hadn't pestered you in high school, you wouldn't be like this now, so Chen Yan, really I'm sorry, I know that some things and misunderstandings can't be made up, but I just hope that you can get well, or receive psychological treatment, and only in this way can you really get better."

Zhou Tang's words came from the bottom of his heart, and he really hoped that he would be well.

However, as soon as these words were finished, Chen Yan's eyes seemed to be pierced by something, completely dimmed.

He lowered his head, and his voice became deeper and hoarse, "If you hadn't pestered me back then, I wouldn't be able to live now. In the past, my mother was my spiritual support, and you are the same, even now. "

Zhou Tang's heart trembled suddenly again.

She knew what Chen Yan's words meant, which meant that she, like his mother, was the most important support in his heart, and also the courage for him to survive in the muddy and cruel world.

At this moment, Zhou Tang suddenly felt a little guilty and guilty.

She inadvertently thought of Chen Yan in high school. He was very handsome, but had a gloomy personality and didn't like to talk to people.His grades are very good, and he is a top student in the eyes of the teacher. He also has endless part-time jobs and endless beatings.

At first, many girls in the school liked his face, but Chen Yan's personality was really too cold, and his eyes were also very sharp. Ordinary little girls talked to him, and his eyes were full of boredom and resistance. As time went by Yes, there are not many girls chasing Chen Yan in school.

He would do a lot of part-time jobs after school every day. He moved bricks to a nearby construction site, worked as a waiter in a restaurant, and also worked as a tutor for others. He was very busy every day and his time was tight, but even so, she could Wrap him around every corner.

In the beginning, Chen Yan was really speechless and resistant to her entanglement. He once threw away the breakfast she sent, threw away her love letter, and satirized her as if he hadn't seen her when he met her. upside down.

He tried all his cold gestures to persuade her to give up on him, but she was so obsessed with him at that time, no matter whether he satirized her or resisted her, she still liked and chased him as always.

She should be the one who has pestered him the longest, and also the one who has the most perseverance and is willing to spend money.

She also always thought that Chen Yan didn't love her, but all the truth came too late, all the misses and misunderstandings seemed so cruel and powerless.

At that time, Chen Yan knew that she had given up on him, and was even with Mu Jizhou. At that moment, his heart was ashamed, and it shouldn't be an exaggeration.

The past events emerged layer by layer. At this moment, Zhou Tang's heart became more and more noisy, and it was difficult to calm down for a long time.

She wanted to say sorry to Chen Yan again, but she couldn't say anything.

After a long silence, she said in a low voice, "Chen Yan, why don't you accept psychological treatment?"

Being stuck in the past and unwilling to live for himself is definitely not a good thing for Chen Yan's paranoid personality.

Because he regards her as everything, it's fine that she didn't talk about friends, but who knows what will happen in the future, if she falls in love with someone else in a few years, and the same mistakes happen again, the two of them will tear each other apart, it should be the end of her and Chen Yan.

"I'll talk about it later." Chen Yan replied without emotion after a while.

Zhou Tang knew what he was worried about.

Zhou Tang said: "If it's because I don't want to go to treatment, then I can tell you with certainty that in recent years, I will not fall in love, whether it is Xu Qingran or Zhao Lixu, I will not be with them. You can treat with peace of mind. .”

Chen Yan glanced at her, and said casually: "Zhou Tang, my biggest enemy is not that I don't want to receive treatment, but that I don't want to be separated from you for too long." Then, he laughed self-deprecatingly. Why don't you accompany me to the treatment?"

"How is this possible?" Zhou Tang said subconsciously.

The smile on Chen Yan's face disappeared, "Then you don't have to worry about my affairs. Just be yourself, you don't care if I live or die."

Zhou Tang took a deep breath, his eyes full of helplessness, he was helpless with Chen Yan's attitude of reluctance.

She finally didn't say anything more.

Chen Yan also seemed to be tired, closed his eyes and rested.

The atmosphere between the two was completely peaceful and quiet, as if the tight hug and silent comfort just now were all vain.

Two hours later, the plane landed smoothly.

Zhou Tang walked out of the airport with Chen Yan, and Chen Yan's special car driver was already waiting outside the airport.

Zhou Tang took out his mobile phone and was about to hail a taxi. Chen Yan said, "Anyway, we're going the same way, get in the car."

His tone was very flat, without any emotion mixed in, it seemed that he was just two people he knew a little bit, not too enthusiastic, let alone attentive.

Zhou Tang wanted to refuse, but thinking that Chen Yan could be generous, it seemed inappropriate for her to refuse again, so she got into the car with Chen Yan.

During the half-hour drive, Chen Yan didn't say a word, and Zhou Tang didn't say anything.

It was not until the car stopped outside Chen Yan's villa that Zhou Tang said goodbye to Chen Yan. Unexpectedly, when he walked outside the garden of his villa and was opening the iron gate of the garden, Chen Yan suddenly said to her: "Zhao Lixu, although I didn't check, To some weird place, but this person doesn't look like someone who has no capital at all, if you really like someone younger, at least you shouldn't be looking for someone like Zhao Lixu."

Zhou Tang was choked suddenly, and he didn't expect that Chen Yan would actually go to investigate Zhao Lixu's details, let alone that he would say this suddenly at this moment.

She turned to Chen Yan and said, "I really have no feelings for Zhao Lixu."

The corners of Chen Yan's eyes twitched slightly, as if he was seriously thinking about her words, "You really don't like young people?"

Zhou Tang said subconsciously: "The age difference is several years, it's not suitable."

Only then did Chen Yan nod his head, "The age difference is several years, it is indeed inappropriate, and you are not worthy to be with him, it feels like an old cow eating young grass."

Zhou Tang's eyes widened, he never thought that such foul words could come from Chen Yan's golden mouth.

So who is the old cow and who is the tender grass?
Although she, Zhou Tang, is in her late twenties, she is considered young, not an old cow.

Just as he was thinking about how to reply to Chen Yan's words, Chen Yan's face was rarely warmed, "It's fine if you don't like Zhao Lixu. money and career are in jeopardy."

Zhou Tang looked at him with raised eyes.

What Chen Yan said was really hurtful. After she was with Mu Jizhou, her family was indeed bankrupted by Mu Jizhou, but is Chen Yan a good one?