only soft on you

"Have you forgotten that I took the initiative not to disturb you a few days ago and quit your life as you wished? Therefore, how I live has nothing to do with you, Zhou Tang. You don't have to do it in front of me. When you are a good man and even think about redeeming me, I don’t need your softness and sympathy. If you come here tonight just to persuade me, then I am really sorry, I may have to live up to your softness. I, Chen Yan This man is used to doing whatever he wants, and if I want to do anything, it has nothing to do with you.”

His tone was very light and cold, with a hint of self-deprecation and anger.

He should have thought long ago, how could a person like Zhou Tang, who was so hard-hearted in love, really come back to look for him just because he fell in love with him again.

If this were the case, she would not be Zhou Tang, nor would she be the person who completely forgot about Chen Yan after just one summer vacation.

He had been so humble before, but she never looked back. How could she fall in love with him again this time?

Chen Yan's face was pale and colorless, his drunkenness was welling up, and his stomach was churning.

He leaned uncomfortably on the sofa and put his hand against his aching forehead. After waiting for a while, without hearing Zhou Tang's answer, he finally gave up completely and said in a low voice and indifferently: "You shouldn't be here, let's go."

He forced himself to calm down and started chasing people away.

He probably figured it out that Zhou Tang's sudden return might have been caused by Jiang Feng and Yang Fan. It was hard for Jiang Feng and Yang Fan to think about it for him, but it was a pity that it was not necessary. When he said he gave up, he really gave up. Rather than letting Zhou Tang continue to come here to show sympathy, it would be better to push her away completely and keep out of sight.

In this way, his heart, which took several days to calm down, could continue to calm down.

Zhou Tang saw all Chen Yan's self-deprecation and loneliness in her eyes, and the pain in her heart surged up layer by layer. She didn't take Chen Yan's words of driving away to heart, she just felt that Chen Yan was in this state. , making her even more uncomfortable and intolerable. She was still sitting next to him, staring at him quietly. It wasn't until he turned to stare at her impatiently that she met his eyes and said seriously: "I'm not here to sympathize with you. When I come back this time, I’m not going soft on you.”

Probably because his hopes had been shattered several times just now, Chen Yan was not too touched by her words this time. He still stared at her coldly, curling his lips and sneering to listen to her explanation.

Zhou Tang continued: "Chen Yan, in fact, my mood has been very confused these days, and I haven't completely sorted it out yet, but I know that if I don't say some things to you, and if I don't do some things, I will I may really regret it, so I came to you. Everything you did some time ago was not in vain. I was touched by what you did, but I am no longer the Zhou Tang I used to be. I no longer have the passionate love I had in high school, and I am no longer the pure Zhou Tang that I was in high school. Facing your care and love, I can’t bear it, and I am ashamed of your deep affection and your repeated rescues of me. So, I chose to escape."

Chen Yan lowered his hooked lips little by little, and his gaze on Zhou Tang couldn't be deeper and colder, "Since you chose to escape and made your choice, why do you come back? "

His voice gradually lengthened, "It's rare that I take the initiative to let you go, so just run away and don't show up in front of me! Let's go, leave quickly, and go far away before I regret it."

After saying that, he tightened his emotions, controlled the turmoil in his heart, stood up slowly, and staggered to the stairs.

Before Zhou Tang left, he had to turn around before her. The uncontrollable kiss he gave her just now reminded him that all the silence and calmness in the past few days were in vain. He still loved her to the core, and as soon as they met, he fell in love with her. He wanted to take her completely, even to pester her crazily.

He didn't dare to make the same mistake again and make her unhappy, and he didn't want to have even the last bit of dignity torn apart by his own hands when they parted ways.

However, as soon as he took a staggering step, his wrist was held by a small and warm hand.