only soft on you

Zhou Tang held Chen Yan's wrist tightly, his eyes filled with confusion and helplessness.

After drinking, Chen Yan was really very sensitive. He would only think about half of the words and feel desperate. Maybe it was because she had disappointed him so many times in daily life that she was so worried. Such pessimism.

When Chen Yan was pulled to a stop by her, Zhou Tang immediately stood up and stood in front of Chen Yan. He took a deep breath and said in a tight voice: "Chen Yan, let's try to start over during this time."

Chen Yan's eyes suddenly trembled twice, and his pale and colorless face suddenly became filled with clouds.

"What did you say?" he asked hoarsely, with a rare tremor in his voice and a hint of suppressed caution. At this moment, his entire slender body began to feel uncontrollably stiff and tense.

After being disappointed so many times, he no longer even dared to be happy and impulsive. He wondered if Zhou Tang's words were wrong, and he would take them back completely when he realized what he said.

With his thoughts at this point, his eyes were locked tightly on Zhou Tang, and the hand held by Zhou Tang was also clenched into a fist.

He was waiting for Zhou Tang to react and take back what she said, and for her to take back all her care about him as she had done several times before. His tense mind suddenly remembered that once in this villa, in the same position, Zhou Tang said affectionate words to him, but those were just to deal with him.

At that time, Zhou Tang, whether she was kissing or in bed, was endlessly cooperating and pleasing him. She told him her love and affection with a sweet smile, and tenderly promised to marry him, but in the end, everything failed. It was an illusion created by her. All her gentleness and flattery were preparing her to escape.

So this time, what does she want to do...

What else was there in him that was worth her troubles to deal with?

Chen Yan couldn't figure it out.

The few rays of expectation and cautious hope that suddenly arose in his heart were shattered into pieces again. Then, he heard Zhou Tang say to him word by word: "Chen Yan, what I want to say is that I am no longer the same person as before. That's pure Zhou Tang. The love you gave me is so deep and precious that I can't bear it. I'm too afraid that if I really get together with you, the two of us will fall apart because of the unequal devotion and unequal love. We hurt each other again. I'm really too afraid of hurting you again, but I don't want you to completely give up on yourself because of this, or even be with Wang Mo. I don't know what kind of psychology I have. , but I clearly know that there is guilt and reluctance, but there is no sympathy and pity. Therefore, I don’t want to see you go on like this, and I don’t want you to be with Wang Mo. Now, you are still willing to give me a chance , let us give it a try? I have many shortcomings, and I have become impure over the years. My love and devotion to you are not as heavy as yours, so are you still willing to give me a chance? "

After saying this, Zhou Tang felt sour in his heart.

Chen Yan's deep love over the years made her ashamed.

But instead of pushing Chen Yan to Wang Mo and leaving Chen Yan in the abyss, I want to give him a hand.

She wanted to live a good life with him, stabilize his emotions, and when the time was right, she would cooperate with Jiang Feng in sending him for psychological treatment.

At that time, if after treatment, Chen Yan could see clearly that his pursuit of her for many years was just due to paranoia and unwillingness, then she would be willing to withdraw from his life and completely give him his freedom, but if he still liked her and loved her at that time , she will always be by his side.

Over the years, she had gone around with him, had too many misunderstandings, and had missed too many things. All the guilt and heartache had already annihilated all ordinary love, which was enough to make Chen Yan's weight in her heart so deep that she could not remove it. .

Therefore, she figured it out that since she couldn't separate or let go, she would accompany Chen Yan, give him a hand again, and be his sun.