Shen Yi's Darkness and Depression

Chapter 10 Lingxiu River

After burning the first stick of incense and worshiping the Bodhisattva one by one, Yun Guan donated the heavy incense money into the merit box, and then took Youchen and Xueqing to Lingxiu River for an outing.Uncle Cao was left behind to chat with the host Huiling for a while, and then he brought his servants back to his residence to prepare for the festival.

The clear Lingxiu River rushes from the towering Lingfeng Mountain, bypasses the Lingkong Temple and rushes to Wuchuan City, forming an excellent terrain surrounded by mountains and rivers.

Yun Guan led You Chen along the river to the downstream. They walked and talked while admiring the scenery along the way. Following the hustle and bustle of people in the bustling market where vendors gathered, Yun Guan seemed to have returned to her childhood. Booth, dragged Youchen and ran over enthusiastically.

Crystal-clear pupils, peach-like pink cheeks, exquisite makeup, bright clothes, the whole person is so lively, so charming, so radiant, You Chen has not seen such a sister Wan for a long time, with such an expression Excited like a child.

At some point, Yun Wan got used to being indifferent, used to being serious, and used to being alone and doing nothing.

"Chen'er, do you remember the Duanyang Festival that year? You were sick and bedridden, and your grandmother wouldn't let you go out to play, or I tried to get you out, otherwise you could just lie on the bed in a daze. You say, then How good were we back then? So innocent, so happy, so easy to satisfy, I miss that time so much!" Yun Wan asked in a expectant tone, "Chen'er, if possible, would you like to go back to that time?"

"Of course I want to go back. This is a long-cherished wish in my heart for many years." You Chen said thoughtfully, the sister in his memory was always teasing him with all kinds of strange ideas.

"Really?" Yun Wan was very happy, happy that she wasn't the only one who was dwelling on the past.

"Of course it's true. Only in this way can I kill the me who couldn't resist your temptation and put on a dress..." You Chen looked at Yun Wan's slightly disappointed eyes and nodded with certainty.

"Little devil." Yun Wan pinched You Chen's cheek fiercely and said, "You don't appreciate my sister's kindness to you, do you?"

"Sister Wan, I was wrong, I was wrong, can't you? It's just talking, don't do anything." You Chen just curled his lips and stopped complaining. He knew that if his sister found out that he was still dissatisfied Emotionally, his face must suffer again.

In the past, You Chen always followed Yun Guan's elder sister and called her in short. Even though she was always being teased by her, he still liked to pester his sister Wan. Occasionally when Yun Wan was in a bad mood, his delicate Yun Wan's face would be kneaded by Yun Wan, and every time she saw his fair skin blushing slightly, or tears flickering slightly in his eyes, Yun Wan's mood would immediately improve.

Now, You Chen has grown a lot taller, and will soon surpass Yun Wan's shoulders. He is no longer a child in his sister's arms.Perhaps in the near future, Yun Wan could only look up to see that handsome face, and she couldn't help but start thinking about the passing time again, lamenting that the time is not forgiving, and the dead are like a husband...

The bracelet woven with colorful threads was worn on Yun Wan's slender wrist, like a rainbow falling from the clouds, dancing with each hand, and the silver bells on it jingled crisply, reminiscent of the sound of a rocking bed when she was a child.When she was a child, Yun Wan was very naughty, she was always willing to shake Yu Chen in the shaker, until he was crying, Yun Wan would not stop.

Later, in order to prevent Yun Wan from playing tricks, Yun Wan's mother specially ordered a pair of silver bells to be tied to the shaker.

Whenever she heard the bell ding ding dong dong, she would trot over to stop Yunwan's waywardness, and then educate her, "He is your younger brother, you should love and take care of him like a sibling, you are not allowed to Hurt him, and it will be the same in the future..." After a hard work, I had to take Yunwan to apologize to Shimu, but Yunwan didn't take it seriously every time, and said sorry casually, and would do it again next time when she got the chance.

Until one time, Yun Wan saw the old lady crying in front of her mother, and Yu Chen, who was crying because she was knocked off the ground by herself, slapped her mother's cheek, so she didn't dare to mess around anymore.

At that time, my mother kept apologizing to the old lady and You Chen's mother, but in the end she was beaten, and the red palm print was deeply reflected in Yun Guan's immature eyes, which made her feel like a child every time she thought of it. It was so painful that I didn't finally understand that feeling until I became sensible. It turned out to be the feeling of sadness.

Perhaps since then, the seeds of growth have been buried deep in my heart like cocoons, waiting to break through the thick barrier and transform into butterflies.Yun Wan didn't want to see her mother's face red and swollen and embarrassed, she didn't want to see her mother's eyes filled with sorrow, she didn't want to hear the old lady's cruel words, and she didn't want to hear You Chen's wail.She can only listen to her mother carefully, and treat You Chen obediently. As time goes by, she gets used to it.

There is no such thing as a pair, but how can you think about others when you see things, and you can't make mistakes in everything.As a result of learning, I asked you that today is not what it used to be, but I don’t want to stop for a lifetime.

(End of this chapter)