Shen Yi's Darkness and Depression

Chapter 11

"Sister Wan, let's go back to the mansion!" You Chen said listlessly, he knew that he would spoil his sister's interest by saying this, but he really doesn't like the excitement now, whenever there is excitement, he will be noisy, and whenever there is noise, he will be upset, and always upset Just listening to other people's casual words can ignite the anger in his heart, Youchen doesn't want to make Yunwan sad because of his dissatisfaction anymore.

"Well... then let's go." Yun Wan's mood really sank. Just now, her thoughts were as happy and brisk as wandering in the clouds. Now, when she thought about the miscellaneous trivial matters in the house, she immediately lost interest and pulled Yu Chen walked back.

"Sister Wan, let's move on for a while!" Looking at Sister Yunwan's downcast expression, You Chen couldn't bear it, so he should find a reason to go back first, maybe let Xueqing accompany Yunwan for a while Say something reassuring, and my sister's mood will be better, "Xueqing, please spend time with my sister, I will go back to the mansion first to see if Uncle Cao needs my help, he is also confused now, always forgetting things. Forget about it."

"Okay, young master." Xue Qing nodded and pulled Yun Wan back.

"On the way back, pay attention to safety." Yun Wan told You Chen worriedly. In her heart, he was still a child.

"I'm an adult, and I'm always worried." After finishing speaking, You Chen turned and left.

"Okay..." Yun Wan wanted to say something more, but she didn't know where to start, so she could only lean on Lingxiu Bridge, looking at You Chen's back in a hurry, she felt empty in her heart, just like a wanderer's mother after leaving her hometown Missing the child's mood is general, like melancholy, lonely, helpless like lonely.Want to disturb but afraid of getting in the way, want to tell but can only look forward to it from a distance, the child will eventually become independent, sooner or later.

The first-quarter moon climbs up the willows quietly, and the stars are like gurgling water shining with waves, appearing and disappearing from time to time, bright or dark, making the lanterns under the eaves redder and brighter, casting a circle of light on the outer wall of Duanmu Mansion. Guard the joy and peace in the mansion.

You Chen pulled Yun Guan from Chunhui Hall to play and catch cicadas in front of the court, Xue Qing and Hao Yun An stood quietly under the golden osmanthus tree, from time to time they heard Cao Butler's voice, he was directing the maids to come in and out Out of Yaoyue Hall, he likes to hold a lively dinner party the most.

"This way of having more than a year should be placed in the right place, and the mouth of the fish should not be crooked. If it is crooked, it will leak money."

"Just finished speaking, did you put it wrong again? How do I usually teach, of course the blessing comes from the sky must be placed in the middle."

"Is it to make my old man angry on purpose? Make me angry. Let's see who cares about you so patiently."

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In addition to staring at the table full of delicacies, Uncle Cao also raised his eyes and looked out of the window from time to time, watching the young lady and the young master talking and laughing. Thinking of Master Murong asking someone to send a message in the afternoon that he had found the master and would send him back as soon as possible, he hung on for a few days. Only when my heart has fallen to the ground, I hope everything is safe and sound.

The sound of a startled horse pierced the tranquility of the night, and hurried footsteps broke the peace of the mansion.

A night troop of galloping horses rushed into the courtyard, and the leader unexpectedly knelt at Yun Wan's feet, before she had time to identify who was coming?Is it dangerous?Why act so recklessly and impulsively?
"Guan'er." Just this sound was enough to show his identity, the person in front of him was indeed Murong Jingyu, but his voice was not as calm as before, and his eyes were no longer full of affection, but more desolate and helpless.

"Brother Jing, working day and night, how can Guan'er bear such a big gift, get up quickly." Yun Wan rushed to help Murong Jingyu in a daze.Before he could open his mouth, he saw You Chen running to take off the white gauze covering the coffin, and he threw himself on it and burst into tears.

Yun Wan just stood there in a daze, and various miscellaneous cries and shouts came from her ears one after another, which sounded so far away to her, even Murong Jingyu put his arms around her shoulders and said sorry to her ears. I couldn't hear clearly, as if they were all taken away by the howling wind, including Yun Wan's heart.

Without perception, there will be no pain. Yun Wan's whole body is like being frozen, unable to take a step forward, and wants to move forward but has no courage. The whole person collapses on the ground and falls into a state of unconsciousness. Opening her tightly closed eyes, she was still trying to distinguish whether it was a dream or reality in a drowsy state.

Youchen called "Uncle" while tugging at Duanmu Chongze's cold hand, trying to help him up, but Butler Cao ran up to pull Youchen away to calm him down, but was pushed by Youchen and staggered to the ground.

Hao Yun hurried over to help Uncle Cao, but he didn't know if Uncle Cao was injured or what, but he couldn't stand up.While looking at the mad young master and at the lost uncle Cao, Hao Yun didn't know what to do, he could only stand there in a daze, unable to do anything.

Xue Qing accompanied Murong Jingyu to send the young lady back to the Yunxiang Pavilion, and was told to go to the kitchen to get some sweets. Although she missed the young master, she couldn't take care of it.The entire Duanmu Mansion was cooking a pot of porridge, and the red lanterns hanging high made the master's death even more bleak, and the moonlight was dazzling, as if only the endless darkness could soothe the pain.

If there is no pain, it is an external perception; if pain is unreasonable, it is an internal perception.Those who have passed away have deep love, and the unforgettable love of life is hard to get rid of.

(End of this chapter)