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Chapter 344 You Acted Well

A little light in the darkness seemed to arouse Jimmy's desire to survive, and he suddenly discovered that there are still people in this world who care about him and remember him.

He hates the life of his parents, and also hates the death of his parents, but he grew up like this, but fatefully walked on the old path of his parents.

Ten years of ignorance is enough to destroy a person's mind, and Zhong Canaan's concern is one of the few warmth Jimmy has received over the years.

He didn't know how long he had left in his life, and he wasn't even sure if he could try hard enough again.

With the help of Zhong Canaan, Jimmy finally took the initiative to take that step.

He contacted medical institutions, received psychological treatment, and it took three years to go from a walking dead to what he is today.

And Zhong Canaan also fulfilled his promise.

But the erosion of alcohol for many years has had a great impact on Jimmy. Even though he looks the same as ordinary people, the job of an actor has become an extremely difficult task for Jimmy.

His memory has declined very badly. When he was young, he could memorize the lines after reading it a few times, but now it may take several days.

That's why he keeps the script with him at all times.

The role of Amy's husband is not complicated, and there are not many lines, but even so, Jimmy dare not relax for a moment.

He used three times or even five times the efforts of others to support the performance during this period. Only today, a commercial that needs to be finished quickly pierced the illusion of peace in his heart.

During the filming, it was as if he suddenly lost his memory, and he couldn't remember anything.

An unspeakable panic covered him like a flood, and he was afraid that he would not be able to film anymore.

It took him three full years to get out of hell, and acting was his only salvation.

But now, salvation seemed to be leaving him.

Jimmy leaned his head up against the tree, his eyes were unfocused, and his whole body was full of depression and frustration.

He laughed at himself: "Maybe I'm not suitable for filming anymore."

He didn't want to accept this reality, and he didn't want to disappoint Zhong Jianan's trust, but things went against his wishes, dragging his body riddled with holes, he seemed unable to afford filming.

Yan Fuguang quietly listened to Jimmy's past.

Although he guessed that there should be a reason for his alcoholism, he really didn't expect that he grew up in such a family.

Perhaps he is indeed not strong enough to be unstained in the mud, but he was born in such a deformed family, and no one taught him to distinguish between good and bad.

For him, his mother is just a vague symbol, and his only remaining relative is the demon that lures him into the abyss.

What's even more sad is that perhaps in the heart of the young Jimmy, what old Kench gave was fatherly love.

If you can't distinguish between good and evil, right and wrong, you can't break free from the quagmire.

When he grows up, it's too late.

It's not that Jimmy hasn't struggled before, but the shackles of his native family are deeply rooted in his body.

The past that he can't get rid of is the blood flowing in his veins, which can't be stopped without pinching.

"Actually, you acted very well."

The embarrassing memories were suddenly blown away by the breeze, and Jimmy raised his head in disbelief.

Yan Fuguang has not spoken, and Jimmy has been immersed in his emotions.

I have to say that Yan Fuguang is an ideal person to confide in.

There will be no needless comfort, and no unnecessary persuasion. Although she is very quiet, Jimmy can feel that she is listening carefully.

"A good or bad memory is just an objective condition, but a performance is a performance, at least the parts we have done are good."

Although Canaan Zhong said similar things, Jimmy subconsciously felt that this was just Canaan Zhong's "encouragement" from the perspective of a friend.

He was very grateful to Zhong Jianan for giving him this opportunity, but the lack of self-confidence deep in his heart could not be eliminated with a few words of encouragement, and the collapse of his memory today made most of his precarious courage instantly collapsed.

People who have been in a state of drunkenness for many years must have nerve damage, and this damage is usually irreversible.

Yan Fuguang is very clear that with the existing medical methods, Jimmy will probably have to struggle with the declining memory for the rest of his life, which is a reality he must accept.

But the memory does not affect Jimmy's acting talent.

Even though the role he played is not complicated and has a certain villainous color, he can still interpret such a thin role with flesh and blood.

Even if he couldn't read that part of the advertisement smoothly, the part he put in doubled his efforts to complete before today is completely worthy of the talent bestowed on him by God and his persistence in breaking through the quagmire in the past three years.

Looking at Jimmy, Yan Fuguang's tone was very sure.

"It's just a sentence. It can't obliterate your dedication, let alone judge your acting skills. Your efforts in the past three years have not been in vain."

Yan Fuguang knew that although Jimmy seemed to have stepped out of the fog, his psychological defense was not strong.

If he breaks down this time, and he retracts to the past of drunkenness and dreaming, maybe what awaits him is a slow death, and there may never be a second Zhong Canaan to lend a helping hand to him.

If Jimmy doesn't believe in himself, give him some more affirmation.

Yan Fuguang's words were like a drum in the evening and a bell in the morning, beating on Jimmy's heart.

Yan Fuguang is not Zhong Jianan, they are not friends, and they have never met before, so there is no need for her to express sympathy and pity to him.

So, it's not false polite reassurance, is it?

"Are you serious?"

Jimmy's hesitant eyes are like his hesitant heart at this moment. He urgently needs a hook line to drop the anchor so that he will not fall to the bottom of the sea in the stormy sea.

Having an emotionally stable person by his side at this moment was life-saving medicine for Jimmy.

Yan Fuguang smiled gently, nodded and said, "Seriously, even if it's not as good as your previous award-winning works, but for you now, this is perfect."

There are not too many exaggerated words, even bluntly saying that Jimmy's current state is not as good as before, but such a simple, fact-based description is the reassurance that Jimmy needs most now.

Acting is like his instinct, so he is very aware of how different his distance used to be. It is normal to be inferior to the past, but in any case, it is better now than the days of knowing the morning and evening three years ago.

Jimmy's eyes fell on the script that he had neglected for a long time, he stretched out his hand to caress the wrinkles on the page, and the waves in his heart gradually calmed down.

If three days and five days are not enough, then ten days and eight days, one week or two weeks, he will always remember that phrase.

At this time, Yan Fuguang's voice sounded again.

"Let me talk to Director Zhong later to see if we can shoot the later part first. The setting of the previous scene is not complicated, so it should be fine to move it later."

Jimmy raised his head in disbelief, but Yan Fuguang was still so indifferent and peaceful as if he had said a very ordinary sentence.

(End of this chapter)