After going on a variety show with my ex-boyfriend, I was forced to make an official announcement

Chapter 113 This is the First Time You Take the Initiative to Approach Me
For a few minutes, do you want me to rub the medicine for him?

But it’s okay to rub the medicine, anyway, it’s not the first time I’ve done this kind of thing, and if it wasn’t for him, I would be the one who got hurt.

But why can I sometimes be so dull that it is suffocating, there are so many strange things, but I don't even notice it at all.

Lin Chaoyan's eyes drifted around guiltily, then she became firm and pointed to the only sofa in the room: "You go and sit there first."

"Ok?"

The voice overflowing from his throat was slightly low, Lu Zhiyan looked down at her.

Lin Chaoyan curled her fingers inward while holding the ointment, took a deep breath, and looked at the man's arm that was in a different posture than usual.
"Sit down first, and I'll help you with the medicine."

Lu Zhiyan's curled eyelashes trembled a little, his right hand retracted, and his lips stained with bright red moved: "It's just a small injury, it's nothing serious."

"I think it's necessary." Lin Chaoyan looked up at him, with a bit of stubbornness in her eyes, as if he disagreed and would take tough measures next.

The two looked at each other for a while, wordless silence spread in the room,
In the end, all this was broken by an elegant and clear chuckle with a little helplessness.

Lu Zhiyan obediently sat on the sofa according to her request, facing the door sideways, this posture just showed his right arm in front of Lin Chaoyan,

"How did you find out."

"Watch the replay of the variety show."

Lin Chaoyan gently rolled up his sleeves, her eyes fell on the big black and green, her breathing couldn't help but stagnate,
This is much more serious than she imagined,

There are still dots of bruises around Wuqing, and some are even turning black and purple. I really don't know how this person stayed with me in that attic for so long as if nothing happened.
During this period, those slightly more important things were still done by him.

An indescribable emotion stirred in her heart, and for a while, Lin Chaoyan didn't know how to describe her current mood.

She didn't know how to describe it, so she didn't continue to think about it. She quickly threw those messy thoughts out of the sky,

Use a cotton swab to dip some plaster, gently apply it to the wound, and spread it out in circles,
She had fallen like this before, when her father applied the medicine, almost as soon as the ointment came on, he couldn't help but yelled,
And the person in front of him only breathed a little harder at that moment, other than that, there was nothing unusual.

"If it's serious, tell me."

"Yeah." A soft nasal voice.

During the process of applying the medicine, the breath from the tip of the nose fell on the man's skin. The coldness of the ointment and the heat of the breath were intertwined. One cold and one hot brought an unusual feeling.
The hair hanging from the ear temples slid intentionally or unintentionally, coupled with the other party's overly focused expression, aroused an instinctive itching.

Sensing the sudden intensification of his breathing,
The movements of Lin Chaoyan's hands froze for a moment, and the movements became lighter than before.
"It'll be fine right now."

"I'll do the rest myself." Lu Zhiyan moved back a little,

The cotton swab was hanging in the air like this, Lin Chaoyan was stunned, and moved forward the same distance as he moved: "Don't make trouble, there are still two more swabs and it's over, I don't want to give up halfway."

This time, Lu Zhiyan didn't do any other movements, and let her continue to operate honestly, except that her body was tense so that it was almost in a straight line.

His reaction was too obvious, Lin Chaoyan soon noticed, she was a little startled: "Are you nervous?"

Lu Zhiyan closed his eyes and pressed his browbones, his voice was lower than usual, with a little hoarseness: "I'm controlling."

control?

Lin Chaoyan didn't react for a while, until she met those eyes that faintly glowed with fire,

The corners of the mouth twitched and twitched,

"Lu Zhiyan, can you be normal? You can think about it just by applying medicine."

It was still a little bit close at first, but now she didn't slow down, and finished wiping it quickly, holding the cotton swab and shrinking back again and again, until her back reached the other end of the sofa, she grabbed a pillow to protect her chest,
Express one's own attitude.

This action successfully made Lu Zhiyan smile, and the corners of his lips curled slightly: "What are you afraid of? If you really want to do something, you won't be able to escape long ago."

It was okay just now, but after saying this, a feeling of shame surged up in an instant, Lin Chaoyan gritted her teeth: "I just didn't expect you to be so perverted."

"Just so excited,
This is the first time in the past four years that you approached me in a real sense, and it was still on the premise of being declined.

I still have hope. "

Lu Zhiyan's voice was a little low, and even sounded a little trembling. Listening carefully, there was still some expectation in it.

Lin Chaoyan was stunned, she had a premonition that if she gave an affirmative reply at this time, this person would be very excited, even...
However, it is impossible.

The memory that I thought would not cause emotional fluctuations came to my mind again.

No matter how affectionate he is now, he can't hide the indifference and determination of the past few years.

In the first year, he didn't respond to text messages, and he could only answer calls, but he never spoke, and he couldn't even hear the sound of breathing, just a connected state.

With the last few thoughts in mind, Lin Chaoyan took the compound lines that she had practiced hundreds of times alone at home, and found the downstairs of Lu's Group, and at the door of his house.
Without exception, every time it was empty,

The reasons given were either absent or going out on business.

It's hard to feel hopeful and then disappointed, but it's the most unbearable feeling that you don't clearly state the result until you become disheartened and all your enthusiastic hopes are extinguished bit by bit.

Long-lost emotions swept through her body, and Lin Chaoyan inexplicably felt that her nose was a little sore, and her heart was tugging and tugging, with mixed feelings in her heart.

She took a deep breath, kept her tone as calm as possible, raised her eyes to look at this person quietly, and decided to take this opportunity to say what she should have said a long time ago.

"Then this should be the last time.

I don't like to owe favors. You helped me, so it's only natural for me to help you apply medicine.

You have mentioned many times before that it is for me to participate in this variety show, intending to get back together and even enter the palace of marriage together.

But Mr. Lu, we have long passed that age of innocence, and you should also consider the real problems in front of you.

First of all, the Lu family has a great career, a profound heritage, and a kind of etiquette and rules that have been passed down for hundreds of years. People like me who were born in the petty bourgeoisie can't adapt, and don't want to adapt.

The second is how the public will judge me when we are really together. Rumors can really overwhelm people sometimes.

Then, will your family accept people born in a family like mine?

The last and most important thing is that I don't like it anymore. I don't want to marry someone who has no feelings at all. "

Speaking of this, Lin Chaoyan felt that she couldn't restrain her emotions, and she couldn't even speak at the most basic normal speed.

(End of this chapter)