After going on a variety show with my ex-boyfriend, I was forced to make an official announcement

Chapter 114 A long time ago, I was not satisfied with friends

She stood up from the sofa, took several deep breaths, and continued after a while: "After drinking too much wine that night, I recovered part of my memory by accident.
The words of that night are completely irrelevant.Those were the words of 19-year-old Lin Chaoyan who was in a passionate relationship, not what Lin Chaoyan would say after the breakup. "

These words pierced into the eardrums word by word, Lu Zhiyan's vision was a little dazed, the color of his pupils gradually began to fade, and obvious pain flashed inside, and he said urgently: "I have always been here, but in a place where you can't see , for some reason at those times, I couldn't show up."

Hearing his words, the soreness at the tip of her nose became stronger. Lin Chaoyan pursed her lips, laughed, and suppressed the sourness in her eyes with all her strength.

"It's hard to say it, let me finish it first, or else I won't be able to continue.

At the beginning, when I woke up from the hospital bed, I didn’t realize that I had just walked through the gate of hell once, because the memory stayed there. We sat on the bench in the park, facing the sky full of stars, and imagined the love that belongs to you and me. future.

So when I looked at those relatives and friends standing in front of the hospital bed, I couldn't stop thinking,

How about you?Why don't you show up yet.

Later I asked my dad, he said we broke up, and you won't come here again.

I didn't think so at the time, and even thought he was fooling people, because he didn't like you from the beginning.

As a result, you never showed up until I was discharged from the hospital.

Because of the operation, my range of activities was limited to the ward. During those six months, I spent all my time waiting for you except eating and sleeping.

If I can't see anyone, I will try to contact you in other ways.

To be honest, during that time, I felt like a crazy person. I couldn’t reach you with my mobile phone, so I borrowed someone else’s mobile phone.
Everyone who came to my ward had their mobile phones confiscated. Although none of them had any effect, all the news disappeared. "

Speaking of this, the trembling female voice paused, and then smiled self-deprecatingly: "I almost forgot, not everyone, a staff member wearing a rabbit doll that my father hired was spared, and neither did he." cell phone, can't speak,

Every day he shows up in the ward unshakably, the first thing I see when I get up early, and the last thing I see before going to bed,

But he didn't do anything, just sat quietly in the escort chair, listening to my rambling complaints.

The biggest reaction this person has done in memory is probably to prevent others from taking off the headgear,

It seems that asking him to take off his headgear is tantamount to killing him.

Although he didn't borrow his mobile phone, I think even if he borrowed it, it wouldn't change anything. At most, when he recalled it, there was another embarrassment.

It's been four years now,

I have long been used to life without you, or rather, I think this is pretty good now.

Our relationship might as well stop at being friends.

As for the upcoming variety show shooting, it would be hard to justify if we suddenly became different.

I will try to cooperate with you until the end of the variety show,

I can also cooperate with the follow-up after-sales service as long as it is reasonable.

I hope Mr. Lu will trust my ability. As a qualified actor, I can play all roles. "

"Wait, have you ever thought that that doll is me?"

Lu Zhiyan hurried up to hold the corner of the other party's clothes, but Lin Chaoyan's fingers were broken one by one, and his movements were not gentle.

"If Mr. Lu still remembers, at this moment, I don't believe a word you said.

We, oh no I need to be quiet. "

After she finished speaking, she quickly left, leaving only her emaciated back.

Lu Zhiyan stood where he was, with his hands hanging in the air,

Those beautiful eyes piercing into the sea quietly stared at Lin Chaoyan's back, never leaving her eyes for a moment.

until the door slams,
He just retracted his gaze, his slender eyelashes drooped, his expression was a little dazed, and his dark pupils couldn't see to the bottom at a glance.

Lu Zhiyan opened the address book, found the number,

The call is connected quickly.

"I don't know Mr. Lu called here on purpose. What's the matter?"

Lu Zhiyan: "I want to ask if there is a possibility that the disease will worsen? In other words, will I still be her source of stimulation like before?"

There was a long silence over the microphone.

"I'm sorry Mr. Lu, this kind of case is too rare, we don't know for a while.

At present, we can only know that this case will cause the patient to forget the most important memory during the illness, as for the stimulus.

To put it mildly, if you are no longer important to the patient, you will not be an irritant either. "

Lu Zhiyan was stunned by this sentence, his dark red lips were tightly pursed, the light in his eyes faded away, and there was some breathless depression all over his body: "I hope you can remember that I invested in you What is the purpose of the project."

"Yes, yes, we will find out,

But Mr. Lu, four years have passed. If it is convenient, we hope to have another examination for the patient. With more data, it is easier to get the answer. "

"Ah."

After finishing the call, Lu Zhiyan sat back on the computer chair, raised his hand and pressed the brow bone, his eyebrows were slightly darkened,

Randomly tore a piece of paper,

Originally I wanted to write casually, but after I finished writing, I realized that the paper was full of words Lin Chaoyan, horizontally and vertically,

He covered his forehead with one hand, put five fingers on his hair and nodded lightly, and laughed sullenly: "Friend? As early as more than ten years ago, I was not satisfied with just being a friend." up,
hold on,
wait until the right time,

I'm going to tell you everything. "

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A dozen years ago,

The flamboyant and playful girl stretched out her right hand to the silent and cold boy in front of her: "Lu Zhiyan, let's be friends."

The boy didn't show his face, he went straight past the girl, and replied softly.

The girl withdrew her hand resentfully, rejoicing that although she didn't hold hands, she was able to get along as friends anyway, and the first round of the strategy was equal to success.

But at this time, the young man was thinking: the boundary of a friend is too broad, he must be the only one, and what he wants is a reasonable identity that can spend a lifetime with her.

From the very beginning, it was not a one-way secret love between them, but a two-way love,

In other words, it is equal to the story of two cowards tempting each other and slowly approaching each other.

This matter was kept a secret, and it was not until a long time later that Lin Chaoyan learned about it from the drunken Lu Zhiyan.

Originally, I wanted to ask a few more questions, but this person was drunk and confused, holding her arm tightly like a child, not letting go no matter what, muttering non-stop,

"I like you, I have liked you since a long time ago, thank you for not disliking me who was inferior and timid,
Teenage dreams finally became reality,
Next, I will be by your side with a brand new identity,
always. "

　As I was writing, it suddenly felt like I was writing the ending.

　　Hahaha, I feel that there is nothing wrong with me if I type the whole text and finish the three words.

　　(I saw a comment before saying, let me cruelly abuse the protagonist,
　　To be honest, I’m not very good at writing abuse points,

　　There is only one torture for me, that is one death and one life, the living will always live in the memory of the dead. )
　　But this article won't be cruel, and it doesn't have many words, so it's just sweet from beginning to end.

　　To be honest, I am very grateful to those who are still reading the article, especially there are two who vote almost every day.

　　My mentality is really rubbish, and I have to collapse every now and then.

　　I thought about finishing it quickly in the past few days, but now I think about it, let’s write more.

　　Codeword codeword, sooner or later, I can update stably in the early morning. )
　　
　
(End of this chapter)