Shaojun riding the sea

Chapter 194 Don’t touch Ayue

"Little bell, are you willing?"

When Shi Xuanling didn't answer for a long time, Pei Shixi's eyes sharpened, he stared at the pale girl, and asked again seriously.

But this time, Shi Xuanling finally murmured: "I see, I finally understand..."

"Understand what?"

"I understand why the white fox was imprisoned in the cage, hanging her head in tears. It turns out that the world is huge, but she really...has no home."

This white fox not only refers to Mrs. Wan, but now it is also... herself.

At that time on Yunzhou Island, after she met Mrs. Wan, she begged her to take her back to the Qingli Mountains and back to the people who longed for her. But Mrs. Wan flatly refused. She just asked She has a question:
"Xuan Ling, what does it mean to be blameless for you?"

After hearing her answer, Mrs. Wan sighed: "I can't go back, and you can't go back either..."

She didn't know the reason at that time, but now she understands it completely, and a deep despair also pours into her heart. No wonder, no wonder these years, the master has always been in a prison, depressed and unhappy, like the most lonely and helpless ray in the vast sea. A lonely soul, living in endless struggle and pain, this pain, she can truly feel... now.

No, it was even more heart-wrenching, because she had an additional identity than her master, that is, the so-called "destined one" of the Feng clan. The burden on her shoulders forced her to make a choice. ...give up one side.

But how could she give up, and how could she give up? Not only A Yue, but also Little Shark, Zhi Zhi, General Xiao Yan, and so many living lives on Yunzhou Island. God's will has made the world, and now they have become her so-called "enemies". She stood on the opposite side, and only now did she finally understand why the master said those words to her -

"I hope you will have a brighter future, be happy and free, and not have to be imprisoned in any cage."

Yes, from the moment she learned the truth, she was completely trapped by a cage falling from the sky, and it was no longer possible to be the carefree little bell she was before.

On one side are her lovers and best friends, innocent creatures in the world, and on the other side are her relatives from her hometown, a blood feud that has lasted for hundreds of years. No matter what she chooses or does, it seems to be wrong, she seems to have no right, and it is difficult to turn back?
If A Niang were still alive, how would she want her to choose? What kind of path would she want her to take?
She concealed her life experience, did not teach her martial arts, only let her study medicine, and never let her know the past grievances of the Feng clan a hundred years ago. Did she rather want her to be an ignorant, ordinary, happy and carefree person? The little girl?
But her poor people, what should they... do?

"Little Lingdang, what are you hesitating about? The Kuang family destroyed my ancestors and massacred my people, causing our Feng family to be displaced and cower in the mountains. This revenge must be avenged! Come back with us to Qingli Mountain and unlock the seal on your body. Do you know how important you are to the Feng clan?"

It wasn't until Pei Shixi's slightly urgent voice rang in her ears that Shi Xuanling came back to her senses. She looked up at Pei Shixi, her heartstrings trembled, and she couldn't help but look at the pair of expectant eyes in the secret room. Her heartstrings trembled even more violently, and she felt as if she was falling into an abyss in a trance, not knowing where to go.

"I, if I really go back with you..."

Unknowingly, Shi Xuanling's brown eyes were filled with tears. How ridiculous it was that the homeland she once longed to return to has now become the place she fears the most. It is an unsolvable road in front of her. It's a difficult problem, whether she goes forward or goes back, someone will be hurt because of her. How should she choose?

"Don't you want to revive the Feng clan, don't you want the clan members to walk out of the Qingli Mountains with dignity, don't you want to create the peaceful and peaceful Tonglu Kingdom that the high priest mentioned?
Pei Shixi took a step forward and his tone became more urgent. Shi Xuanling trembled and his face became paler: "Of course I want to revive the Feng clan and want the people to live a better life, but, but..."

The bell on her wrist trembled slightly, just like her turbulent heart at the moment, as if she could see the battle between heaven and man in her heart. Concubine Rou beside her stretched out her hand and gently touched her shoulder. , said to Pei Shixi:
"Okay, don't push Little Lingdang for now. Her mind must be in a mess right now. Give her some time to sort everything out and think about how to take the next step." The considerate person The fireflies emitted a warm glow, which made Shi Xuanling's cold body and mind feel a little better. However, Pei Shixi took a deep breath and coldly hummed:

"Little Lingdang, if you really regard yourself as a descendant of the Feng clan, you should know what to do next. Don't make a big mistake for a man like your mother. Our clan's great cause is just around the corner. Which one is easier?" Zhong, you know very well in your heart, I hope you... don't keep us waiting too long. "

After hearing the harsh meaning in Pei Shixi's words, Shi Xuanling was agitated, suddenly grabbed his sleeve, and breathed quickly:
"Before I give you the answer, don't take any action, don't... don't touch Ayue, okay?"

After hearing Shi Xuanling's request, Pei Shixi's eyes sharpened suddenly, and Xiao Mo next to him also trembled his long eyelashes, and the ice blue butterfly hung down its remaining wings lonely.

"It's so stubborn!"

Pei Shixi fiercely pulled out his sleeves and turned sideways, with a handsome face as cold as ice: "Do you think you can still grow old together with this 'Yue Crown Prince'? There is a family blood feud between you, and it will never be possible for you to succeed in this life." Right result, why get stuck in it again?”

"No matter what the outcome between me and him is, you promise me not to touch him!"

Shi Xuanling still stubbornly stopped Pei Shixi and looked up at him with pleading eyes. Pei Shixi's whole body was even colder, but he turned around and saw the twinkling tears in the girl's eyes. For some reason, his throat moved, and finally Youyou said:

"It depends on the answer you give. Until you think about it clearly, he is safe for the time being. Are you satisfied?"

There were dark clouds outside, and a few flashes of lightning flashed across the sky. The secret meeting in the dark room ended. Just as Shi Xuanling was following Concubine Rou in a daze and was about to leave, he was stopped by someone.

"Little Lingdang, I have a few medical books here that I brought specially for you this time. Come with me."

The person who stopped Shi Xuanling was her Uncle Master Momo. He was quite accomplished in the art of witch doctors and taught Shi Xuanling everything he could. At that moment, Shi Xuanling nodded with a pale face and wanted to follow Mr. Momo. Uncle went to get those medical books.

When passing by Zuo Chong, the twin brother who looked the same as the motto but exuded an evil aura, put his arms around his shoulders and sneered at them:
"Don't mess with your crappy medical books all day long. Don't mislead others. Why don't you, this little devil, learn more from me about poisoning and killing people? Isn't it much more practical?"

Facing Zuo Chong's provocation, You Ming seemed to have long been used to it and was no longer surprised. He just led Shi Xuanling deeper into the secret room, then twisted the mechanism and took her into an inner room.

There are many bookshelves inside, the decoration is simple, and there is a bitter fragrance of medicine. It looks like the simple accommodation in Qionghua Temple.

He took Shi Xuanling straight to the innermost bookshelf, raised his hand to take down a few medical books, and handed them to Shi Xuanling.

Shi Xuanling was still in a daze, her mind filled with everything that happened today. When she took the medical book, she only murmured unconsciously: "Thank you, little uncle, I will definitely..."

But before she could finish her words, Mo Ming had already held down her hand, suddenly approached her, lowered her voice and said urgently:
"Little Lingdang, listen to me, don't go back to the clan, don't break the seal on your body, run as far as you can, hide well, and don't let them find you for the rest of your life!"