After being poisoned by her lover

Chapter 19 Give up?

Although Qingcheng is hot in early summer, Qingcheng Mountain still stays in spring, and the coldness penetrates the bones.

"April in the world is exhausted, and the peach blossoms in the mountain temples begin to bloom."

The temperature at the bottom of the mountain is as usual, and the Sophora japonica flowers in the city are about to bloom, but the temperature in the mountains is just suitable for the flowers to bloom.

Ye Zhaoling quietly sat next to Xiaoshanquan to wash the wound.

Drops of blood merged and dispersed in the water, outlining her outline and staining her eyes and lips red.Then clusters of reddish rays of light filled the small pool.

After half an hour of starching, she broke out in a cold sweat, and her neck and back were sore. She caught a glimpse of a smooth, person-high bluestone beside her, and spread the coat she had thrown aside on it.

She had to take off two sweaters to prevent the wound from being painfully rubbed by clothing.

The blood-soaked autumn clothes also took off, Ye Zhaoling looked at it with a frown, really couldn't stand the white autumn clothes turned red by the blood, so he stuffed it into the water and rubbed it clean.

Now wearing only a sports underwear, sitting on the edge of the bluestone, carefully moving his position so as not to press the bloody flesh on the back of his neck.

How about a saying——

Therefore, when heaven will send a great mission to people, they must first suffer from their minds and wills, exhaust their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and disturb their behaviors.

Ye Zhaoling: Mencius!I realized.

So in the 21st century, has Reiki really recovered?It is normal for people without heads and bones to appear, but after the spiritual energy is revived, the first to become immortals can only be the dead?
Otherwise, why hasn't she seen immortal cultivators flying with their swords, fetching things from the air, leading the nine-day thunder to cross the calamity...

Instead, I saw the girls who died last night, headless but still able to walk.

Is this still the Earth?

She suddenly thought of a slogan in a certain game, and adapted it to suit her current mood——

"The earth is still the same earth, but our hearts have changed."

She looked at her face in the pool, lost in thought.

In the blink of an eye, there was a sound of soft footsteps behind her, and she smiled without turning her head.

"Boss Tang? Did Ye Ba catch the wild boar so quickly?"

"it's me."

Qingya's familiar male voice was not Tang Boyu.

Ye Zhaoling's face in the pool was still full of smiles, and there seemed to be waves in his eyes, but when he looked carefully, there was a circle of microwaves in the pool, which shattered the smile on his porcelain white face.

"Don't you wonder why I still come to see you?"

"Should I be curious?"

"You can choose to be curious."

"Should I thank you for your tolerance? Tolerantly allow me to choose on my own."

He was silent for a while, then called out helplessly.

"Ye'er."

Hearing this title, Ye Zhaoling didn't know what emotion was in her heart, or maybe she had all kinds of emotions, mixed feelings, filling her whole heart.

But it cannot be denied that she is not ready now——

See that face.

So she lowered her head and concentrated on looking at a strangely shaped stone on the ground.

Well, the texture is quite regular.

Her thoughts wandered for a while, and the people behind her didn't speak again.

It's not good for her to be so stalemate.

She smiled: "Let's go back to the first question. I'm really curious. Take a bold guess. Did you also come to see my jokes? Or, is there anything else I can use for you?"

As before, the question he was impatient to answer would be replaced by another declarative sentence, easily kicking her question into a corner.

Answer the question: "I can take you away."

"Where are you leaving? Why are you leaving? Where are you going after you leave? What obligation do you have to take me away? To be honest, I don't understand, and I don't need to. I'm very confused. You know why I came. Right?"

"I know."

"Then why am I here?"

"What you want is the same thing that everyone else wants."

"What is it? Tang monk meat or resurrection stone?"

Ye Zhaoling admitted that she was talking nonsense, and this was based on the fact that she knew very well that Zhang Yu would most likely not do anything to her now, otherwise, there was no need for him to come to her.

In her current situation, if she didn't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth, the small two-meter-deep pool next to her could easily drown her.

Don't be in a hurry, don't be impatient.

She suppressed the depression in her heart and smiled: "I'm just joking."

He was silent for a while: "I know you don't want to see me. I will leave tomorrow."

Ye Zhaoling smiled gently: "You just made up your mind to leave long ago, not because I don't want to see you."

This man speaks so cunningly.

He seemed unable to understand Ye Zhaoling's sarcasm, and then added: "You can ask me anything. If I know, I will answer it for you." Just like before.

Ye Zhaoling was not polite, and went straight to the point.

"So you know all about it and don't want me to recover my memory at all? You think it's fun to manipulate a fool, don't you?"

"I never thought about it that way." Not at first, not now, and never will.

Ye Zhaoling nodded, which was a denial.

"The leaves fall in the autumn wind, and the grass dries up in winter. The road is as simple as it is, let nature take its course."

Ye Zhaoling knew that this was an explanation.

"Ye'er, these ten years have not been like a dream. I have been with you day and night for ten years, and I have taught you for ten years. The most clear thing is you now. Don't be aggressive, you know who I am."

Ye Zhaoling shook her head, she didn't want to be led by the nose.

"You may really know everything about me, but I haven't known your true identity until now."

The illusory person behind him sighed: "I have always been in front of you, but you don't want to look at me; just like before, I didn't hide anything from you, but you covered your eyes."

Ye Zhaoling smiled, pretending to be relaxed and said: "Because what I want is to be open and honest, not specious."

"Ye'er." If you are too serious about being a person, you will always be the one who gets hurt.

He didn't say the rest.

Ye Zhaoling's heart seemed to be rinsed by someone throwing it into a pool of water, but she forgot to bring it back to her. She jumped in and searched for it by herself, but the pool was empty and there was nothing there.

She let out a long breath and pinched her index finger: "Is there anything else you can do?"

"Tang Boyu, he is not as simple as he appears."

Ye Zhaoling nodded symbolically: "What else?"

"You can think about whether to leave with me. I'll wait for you at the old place. Tomorrow is the 8th, at six o'clock in the afternoon. The deadline."

Ye Zhaoling remained silent, the other party knew exactly what she was interested in, but was unwilling to tell her due to various concerns.

She has quite a headache for someone who is honest but not completely honest.

"Also, don't go down the mountain today."

"You think I'm going to be caught and killed?"

"……Do not."

"It's raining today."

A fish called "Silence" jumped out of the pool.

There was nothing embarrassing about this silence.

Because for the past ten years, he has been singing a one-man show.

So he naturally asked the sudden doubt in his heart: "I have always had a question. What does it mean to you to give up?"

"True or false?"

"For me, there is no absolute truth or falsehood in everything, only what you want to believe, and what you don't want to believe."

"Yeah, when I say it, if you want to believe it, it's the truth; if you don't want to believe it, it's a lie.

"give up?"

"I never give up."

Ye Zhaoling shook his head slowly but firmly.

"Not before, not now, and not in the future."

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(End of this chapter)