Mecha Star Wars.

Chapter 436 Listen to Your Heart
Usually, the space station can only be seen in the news.

Lin Fan also saw the pictures on TV more than once.I am envious of the astronauts in the space station.

Dream of flying!Who doesn't want to go?
Is there any glory of eighteen generations of ancestors?What an honor to write in the history books!
But this glorious achievement is not for everyone.

Strength, qualifications, diligence, hard work, all are indispensable.

So most people can only watch the pictures in the broadcast, salivate with envy, and at the same time silently bless in their hearts.

And now, Zhu Cunjun told her that she could go to the space station? !

The balance in my heart began to tilt slowly.

Zhu Cunjun looked at Lin Fan's moody appearance, and felt a little complicated in his heart. He complained about Cui Yan, and he really knew human nature.

Such a temptation, even he may not be able to bear it, let alone a young man?
"It doesn't matter whether you want to go to the space station or not, you can go according to your own needs." Zhu Cunjun continued to explain the mission plan to Lin Fan in detail, trying to explain things clearly.

"Considering that you will not stay in space for too long, the level of training will not be comparable to that of real pilots. As long as you can achieve a balanced and controllable standard, it will be fine."

Xingchen's space test is mainly to test whether she can survive in the space environment and move freely.

So even if she returns as soon as she gets out of breath, it doesn't matter.

As long as it is verified that she is safe and controllable in the space environment, you can take your time later.

Even delaying the space shuttle launch program is not out of the question.

If you take too many strides, you will be in trouble, but take a steady step, which is more in line with H country's style of doing things.

Cui Yan clearly listed the first, second, and third steps in the plan, but Zhu Cunjun omitted some places here for the convenience of description.

Talking too much may also put pressure on Lin Fan's mind.

These details, after Lin Fan agrees, will naturally let her know in detail.

Seeing Lin Fan nodding, Zhu Cunjun said again.

"In addition to these trainings, you also need a preliminary psychological preparation intervention to adapt to the psychological impact of sudden changes in the environment. Even though your stay is not long, you still need psychological intervention. I want Jin Sichen..."

"Don't call him!" Lin Fan interrupted suddenly, looked at Zhu Cunjun's gentle eyes, and lowered his eyes, "Please don't tell other people about this. I don't want them to know. What if I never come back?" if……"

Zhu Cunjun felt bad, but he had to continue talking.

He pursed his lips, continued to smile, and said in a comforting voice, "...that's fine, I'll let them arrange another psychologist."

Lin Fan nodded stiffly.

Exploration in unknown territory... She knew in her heart that no matter how great the success rate and failure rate were, for her, it was either life or death.

Just live.

If it's death... She doesn't want people she knows and cares about to face this suffering with her.

"Xiao Lin." Seeing Lin Fan's complexion sinking, Zhu Cunjun sighed inwardly, "Don't feel burdened, it's fine if you don't agree. The director can guarantee that it will never have any impact on your current life."

Lin Fan looked at Zhu Cunjun's tolerant smiling face, and thought of Father Lin.

When he was young, he would always say with a smile, "Xiaofan, it's okay, with daddy here, you just need to be happy."

But when Lin Fan grew up, she realized that she had to walk the road by herself.

Father Lin's protection is more important than words.

It seems that later, his absence in the family led to a series of chain reactions.

Lin Fan was far away from her family, far away from her familiar hometown, but went around and went back home again. She wanted to take a breather and rest for a while, but unexpectedly, she was hurt even more...

If it wasn't for a coincidence, the appearance of the stars would have attracted Wu Yusen's intervention.

Now, Lin Fan's life is still a pool of stagnant water, and she will still struggle to sink in the mud.

Father Lin is still there, but Lin Fan can't feel happy and joyful...

Anyway, it's all right now.

Lin Fan turned over and gained the ability to feed back, so he can protect him and Mama Lin, which can be regarded as a blessing in disguise.

But all the same.

It is impossible for Lin Fan to be happy by Father Lin's side all the time, and the director cannot always protect Lin Fan.

There is no meaning of cursing the director, that is to say, no one can protect anyone for a lifetime.This is true for biological parents, let alone other people who have no blood relationship?

Lin Fan knew that all along, relying on the relationship between the stars, his life has been greatly improved.

Very good job, very high salary, very affluent living environment...

These are things that she never thought about even when she was young, when she dreamed of being the wife of the boss who loves me.

She clearly knows that Xingchen's performance is superfluous.

The recovery period of 800 does not count.

That accident of Green King Ba doesn't count.

Ugly girls don't count either.

For a long time, the tasks she has done can be regarded as smooth, even easy to grasp.

Is she capable?
Yes and no.Her current ability is certainly good, but as far as she is concerned, among those colleagues in the special agency, which one is not better than her?Who can't change?
Why can she get such a good treatment and such a high salary?

It's because of the stars!
Can the salvage of the probe work without stars?
OK!Just slow down.

Can the fire in Sichuan Province work without stars?
also!The economic loss is slightly greater, but the fire will eventually be extinguished.

So what is the need for stars to exist?
Isn't it just to stand up when she has to?
Wu Yusen once said that to do their job is to put your head on your belt and be ready to contribute to the country at any time.

He is only a senior secret service, but he is a minister...

Lin Fan's mind was extremely chaotic.

She knew that she should agree decisively, and firmly promised that "the task must be completed."

But the mouth seemed to be stuck, and it just couldn't be opened.

It turned out that she was afraid of death...

Lin Fan suddenly realized this.My heart hurts.

Back when she was not afraid of death, she was not afraid of anything, she even yearned for death, hoping for liberation.

Life at that time was boring, boring, and painful, and so many people advised her to live.

She was also thinking about her parents, and she would live as long as she could, because she yearned for death in her heart.

But now she is better, and she feels that life has begun to be exciting, enjoyable, rich and free, and everything is wonderful.

But she was afraid of death...

Lin Fan didn't want to admit her cowardice, but she clearly realized that she was shrinking back.

It's so ironic.

No one would accept her when she didn't care, but now she finally found happiness and began to cherish life, but she had to face such a choice again.

It may be because she has never entered the military department.

As an ordinary person, she can't give her life at any time without hesitation like Wu Yusen or Song Ren...

Zhu Cunjun saw that Lin Fan's expression changed again and again, and knew in his heart that for ordinary people, such a choice would always be difficult.

Leaving aside impulsive heroism.

How many people are there now, knowing that the road ahead may be a dead end, but they still make up their minds and rush forward?
Especially when Lin Fan doesn't lack anything now, even if he doesn't go, it won't have any impact?
No matter how powerful the stars are, everyone has only one life!

The last time I was almost killed by the green bastard, but I narrowly saved him.That was when the situation was critical and she couldn't allow her to think too much.

Now facing the choice of life and death again, Lin Fan may find it harder to make up his mind than ordinary people.

Zhu Cunjun persuaded in a gentle voice.

"This conversation is to talk to you and listen to your thoughts."

"You don't have to rush to answer me, you can go back and think about it slowly, don't worry. Don't be psychologically burdened."

"There is only one thing, as myself, I hope you can remember. It is more important to listen to your heart and be true to yourself than others' unnecessary praise and vain glory."

"No matter what you choose, I and all my colleagues in the special agency will be your solid backing."

　I think that as an ordinary person, except for unexpected accidents, when the forehead is hot, they will instinctively shrink back from the known possibility of death.

　　I can't help but think of the lovely people who shed their blood back then.They really dedicated their enthusiasm to this land.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)