Mecha Star Wars.

Chapter 437 Psychological Struggle
Lin Fan was in a daze, and he didn't know how he got out of Zhu Cunjun's office.

When she woke up, she realized that she had returned to her office and was sitting at the desk, staring at the medal of valor in the box in a daze.

After she got this shining medal, she kept it in the deepest part of her desk.

I'm afraid that when I see it, thinking of the old man is not a pure motive.

I'm also afraid to think of my useless actions, and I'm not worthy of this medal.

Lin Fan swallowed with difficulty, feeling his throat constricted.

In peaceful times, it is not easy to make contributions.

She used to think about doing more and doing more, accumulating as soon as possible the merits that can match this medal, and then putting it in the most conspicuous place in the office to show off.

Now, such a good opportunity was placed in front of him, but he hesitated.

Think about the astronauts who are about to fly with the space shuttle. They are more dangerous than owning the stars.

Could it be that he can only accept tasks in an absolutely safe environment?
The more Lin Fan thought about it, the more he felt cowardly and cowardly. He closed the medal box firmly and threw it back into the deep drawer.

Rush to the bathroom in the suite and turn on the shower.

The cold water covered her head and face, making her shiver from the cold, and goosebumps immediately rose up.

All the special things are central air-conditioning, and the temperature is comfortable and pleasant.The water is drawn from groundwater, warm in winter and cool in summer.

Taking a cold shower suddenly, in addition to cooling down her over-thinking and hot brain, the body will not feel very comfortable, but will feel cold.

Lin Fan was like this, shaking while forcibly cooling down, after a while, he gradually got used to the water temperature.

The head was also stimulated by this and calmed down.

She simply took off her wet clothes and took a shower in cold water.

In fact, there is nothing to hesitate about.

If Wu Yusen hadn't come to look for her, how would she be where she is now?

No money, still sick, maybe they may not be able to live to today.

To put it bluntly, this life is equivalent to being saved by the special incident, that is, the G family.

Lin Fan brushed his hair down with both hands, as if combing his thoughts.

It is reasonable and logical to use this saved life to serve the G family.

But she understood the truth, but she always felt that it was a little bit off, which made her unable to make up her mind.

Lin Fan dried his body, threw the wet clothes into the washing machine, set the washing and drying program, and walked out of the bathroom.

His body was cold, but Lin Fan didn't want to warm up, fearing that once his body temperature warmed up, his mind would start to go back and forth.

She opened the closet, and pulled out a small suspenders printed with colorful flowers when she was a student, and a denim miniskirt on her body.

Clothes from decades ago are effortless to put on, and they are also protruding forward and backward, which looks much better than the flat figure of the student days.

Then put on a pair of white cotton socks with lace, put on small white shoes, and let the wet hair hang loosely on the shoulders.

Putting a pink acrylic heart-shaped headband on his wrist, Lin Fan went outside, and put his ID card, work card and mobile phone into the nylon shoulder bag with a cartoon white rabbit pattern printed on it.

As soon as the door was opened, Wu Yusen was standing at the door raising his hand and preparing to knock on the door.

Seeing Lin Fan's young girl's attire, he couldn't help but whistle. "where to have fun?"

Lin Fan didn't want to see Wu Yusen, his heart skipped a beat, his eyes averted. "Don't play, go home."

"What's the matter at home?" Wu Yusen hurriedly asked seriously. Seeing that Lin Fan lowered his eyes and didn't look at him, he deeply felt that something might be wrong, but it was inconvenient to talk about it.

"Do you want me to accompany you back?" He asked a little worried.

In Wu Yusen's heart, Lin is an invisible daughter.

Lin Fan shook his head, she wished she could stay away from Wu Yusen now, how could she let him accompany her?

He lowered his head and lied, "No, the high-speed rail ticket is ready."

Thinking of the situation at Lin Fan's house, Wu Yusen had his own guesses, and didn't ask any further questions, "All right, I'll take you to the station, hurry up."

Lin Fan wanted to refuse, but she was afraid that if she stayed with Wu Yusen for a long time, she would not be able to resist asking him for help.

But in this case, the denial is even more obvious...

Seeing her staring blankly, Wu Yusen took her by the arm without raising his head, and even closed the office door for her. "Come on, why are you being polite to me?"

Lin Fan could only keep his head down without looking at him, resisting the idea of ​​confiding in him, and was sent to the co-pilot by him.

Wu Yusen only thinks that her family matters are more troublesome, and he doesn't care for outsiders, and he doesn't care much.

Help her fasten her seat belt, ask which station is which, and drive the car out.

Lin Fan endured extremely hard along the way, either keeping his head down or looking out the window.

Wu Yusen adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner and soft music for her, she knew it all.

The better he treats her, the more she feels guilty, her nose is sour, and she can only pretend to be absent-minded.

What are you afraid of?

Afraid of burdening Wu Yusen.Also afraid of getting advice from John Woo.

Your own life and death, let others give advice.Just thinking about the stress is suffocating.

If Woo Yusen gave advice, would she listen or not?

If she followed his advice and ended up with bad consequences, would it leave a psychological burden on John Woo?

That's why she asked Zhu Cunjun not to tell others.

On the one hand, she is afraid that everyone will come to give her advice in good faith after they know about it.

When there are more people, there will be more voices, and she is afraid of losing herself in these voices.

On the other hand, I am also afraid of causing bad consequences and causing a psychological burden on these friends.

If they don't know anything, maybe when they receive bad news, they will only feel sad for a while, instead of carrying long-term psychological guilt.

Thinking, if I had stopped her back then...

Lin Fan was in a bad mood along the way, Wu Yusen felt it.

But he only thought that Lin Fan was upset about family matters, and he couldn't think of anything else.

After finally arriving at the high-speed railway station, Lin Fan immediately unfastened his seat belt and got out of the car, and rushed in.

Wu Yusen didn't have time to get out of the car to see her off, so he could only call her from the driver's seat.

"Lin Fan!"

Lin Fan couldn't help turning his head, and saw Wu Yusen smiling at her, his familiar face was warm and reliable.

"Don't think too much, no matter how troublesome things are, they will pass smoothly. If you can't hold on, just call me. I will be on standby 24 hours a day."

Lin Fan wanted to rush back for a moment, and opened the door to tell him everything.

In the end, he was woken up by the urging sound of the horn, and swallowed all the words again, forcing a smile. "good."

Wu Yusen was afraid of the urging from behind, so he couldn't say more. Seeing her smile, he felt relieved. "Call me back and I'll pick you up."

"Okay." Lin Fan's lips trembled slightly, and his eyes began to sore.

But after all, there was a certain distance between him and Wu Yusen, so he didn't notice it.

The car behind started honking again, like a reminder.

Wu Yusen waved his hand helplessly and drove the car away.

Lin Fan looked at the back of Domineering away.

look!Always be alone!

After calming down, she turned on her phone and started buying tickets.

I originally planned to buy tickets on the road, but was interrupted by Wu Yusen, so I had to buy them now.

Fortunately, the high-speed rail is now developed, and there is a bus to Gaocheng every hour.

Lin Fan directly booked the business class, tied his dry hair into a big ball, and strode into the waiting hall.

　Have you ever had such a time.

　　Want to confide in others, but afraid of hearing answers that do not meet your psychological expectations, and afraid of causing trouble to others, so you just hold back?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)