Fairy Bone Order

It is clear that Xie Yuci's speech back then has deepened his affection for Taiyin Youying.

He has an inseparable relationship with him, and he loves him so much that even if he doesn't know about this relationship, even if she hasn't transformed into a gender, he is still willing to give up himself and imprison himself for her.

How desperate was Xie Yuci at that time?

For Him, he can spend a hundred years transforming Xianshan Daiyu from a barren land to an overseas fairyland;
For Him, he can also pluck out and give up his innate third-eyed "Qing Qizhu", which is comparable to the power of the upper god's half primordial spirit;
For His sake, he did not hesitate to compromise his own cultivation, absorbing fierce and hostile energy for her in the mortal world for nearly a hundred years.

But why...why did he fall in love with someone else after he was beaten back to the womb, practiced again, and turned into Qiongqi?
Could it be that the fiery love that I once thought was also mixed with impurities?
So it turns out that he is such a person who sees things differently and changes his mind?

As a thank-you resignation, he would still fall in love with Taiyin Youying, the sage emperor who was born as a god, has not been differentiated into gender, and has a clear divinity and is ruthless and desireless.

Then, why did he fall in love with the mortal woman Yu Lan who was destined to have no results with him as a farewell?

The most shameful thing is that after being rejected by Yu Lan, he didn't insist anymore, nor did he put everything down to find her.Instead, she resigned to her fate and returned to Daiyu, and resigned to her fate to serve as a priest in Jiuchongtian, and she never saw her again.

——In this case, he was also the one who was wrong!
It was he who was sorry for Yu Lan.

However, how could he compare Yu Lan with emotional "impurities"?

Yu Lan was originally the purest woman in the world.

The person who makes his love no longer firm is Taiyin Youying, but the person who makes his love produce impurities is himself.

From the beginning to the end, how innocent was Yu Lan?
Xie Yuci looked at the radish hanging ears in front of him with heavy eyes, and suddenly laughed silently at himself.

In fact, at this moment, he had figured out the joint that had confused him for a long time.

Why did all the developments get out of control just after returning to Daiyu in Xianshan?
And why did Taiyin Youying order him to go to Jiuchongtian to work and practice, so he had to obey and dare not disobey?
Because in my heart at that time, even if I lost the previous memory, there was still no one or anything that could surpass the weight of the former emperor Taiyin Youying in his heart.

Not even Yu Lan.

Going to the emperor, you only need to say a few words: "If I insist on you going? You will violate my order."

——He could only bend his knees, kneel on the cold white jade floor tiles, face the jade steps according to the etiquette, and kowtow heavily!

He didn't even need to say a serious word, just a look in his eyes could make the farewell anxious at that time.

The humbleness of the young people's farewell love, the timidity of love, and the lowness of love into the dust.

What's even more tragic is that until he got back the "Qing Qizhu" and restored his memory, until the day when the life belonging to "Jun Farewell" came to an end.
——Junior Junbie had never really faced up to what kind of feelings he had for the former Sage Emperor Taiyin Youying, nor had he realized who the former Sage Emperor Taiyin Youying was to him.

Junbie once thought that his feelings for the past emperor were nothing more than years of admiration, deep admiration, and sublime respect and love.

But actually, neither.

That was Xie Yuci's hopeful and desperate emotion when he looked up at the Nine Heavens alone for thousands of years.

That is also Xie Yuci's love for Taiyin Youying, which is engraved in his bones, which is hard to control.

He is Junbie, and Junbie is also him.

But he is not Junbie, and Junbie is not exactly him.

But for the same person, even if he was beaten back to his original form and started all over again, the feelings that once belonged to Xie Yuci still affected the farewell back then, making the young man who didn't know what it was just want to look up to her and get close to her .

It's like a person who has been groping and crawling alone in the dark and silent for many years, suddenly found a bright and cold moonlight, and he couldn't restrain himself from chasing that beam of moonlight.

So even if you go through the whole life again, change your name and wake up to Junbie, even if you lose your memory, you will forget all your past.

I can't forget this heart palpitation.

It is undeniable that Jun Farewell, a young man, once really admired Yu Lan.

But it is also undeniable that Yu Lan, a mortal woman, has many personalities and habits that are indeed very similar to those of the former emperor Taiyin Youying.

Jun Bie, who didn't know the past, didn't know, but Xie Yuci knew clearly that "Jun Bie"'s admiration for the mortal Yu Lan back then, wasn't it a kind of empathy for the former Sage Emperor?
Because I didn't dare to hope to catch the bright moon hanging high in the nine sky, when I encountered the similar reflection of the moon projected in the lake, I couldn't help but get closer and lean forward to catch it.

How unfair this is to Yu Lan.

At this time, Xie Yuci was slightly relieved, he was actually a little lucky.

Fortunately, Yu Lan back then didn't agree to the young Jun's farewell.

Perhaps, Yu Lan is also a smart and intelligent woman.She was worried that the young man's temperament was uncertain, and he still couldn't tell his sincerity, so she didn't agree to his love hastily.

There is God's will in the dark, and everything seems to have its own arrangements.

If Yu Lan had not left without saying goodbye back then, but had agreed to Junbie's wish, maybe Junbie would really stay with her for the rest of his life.

Then, after that, he would definitely not leave his mortal lover behind, and go alone to serve as a priest in the Temple of the Fallen God in the Nine Heavens.

And if he didn't become the priest of the Fallen God Temple, he would have no chance to know Ling Rong and Wan Qing.

In this way, he will no longer have the chance to get back that "poor pearl" that belongs to him, let alone restore his memory.

But if this is the case, the "Jun Farewell", who is unknown to the past, will never turn back into the fierce god "Xie Yu Ci", and from then on, he will find another love, and be a so-called righteous fairy official for the rest of his life;

And Taiyin Youying also sits in the fairy palace from then on, ruthless and loveless, and will always be the holy emperor who is admired by the three realms and worshiped by the common people.

He will live the same life as the heaven and the earth, unchanged for thousands of years.The journey of God goes on and on, and the years are endless.

If the ending between them is like this, is it luck or misfortune?
Xie Yuci silently looked at the clear water of Luoshen Lake under his feet.

He suddenly completely overturned all his previous inferences!
Do not!
Why should he follow the path she arranged, to finish the drama she arranged for his life?
If she frankly and frankly hates his company and entanglement, and is tired of interacting with him, he is not a person who does not understand self-esteem and forcibly disturbs her endlessly.

But she absolutely shouldn't forcefully erase his memory, treat him as an insignificant pawn, and try to manipulate his life!