Women Wearing Men: The Growth Path of the Bastards of the Aristocratic Family

It was evening when Gu Yunji woke up, he was sweating all over his body, his memory of the fever period was very vague, and it took him a while to realize where he was.He looked around for Xu Shuhua but he couldn't find him, he asked Xu Dong: "Where is Young Madam?"

Xu Dong said: "Young Madam went out at noon and came back a quarter of an hour ago. She is in the main room right now. She said that if you wake up, go to the main room to find her."

Gu Yunji said unexpectedly: "Shuhua went out? What did you do?"

Xudong hesitated for a moment, and told him everything that happened today.

After listening to the whole story, Gu Yunji's eyes darkened a little, and said in a deep voice: "Well, I know. If Shuhua has made up her mind, you can't stop her. It's not your fault, you can go down."

Xu Dong replied: "Yes."

When he came to the main room, Xu Shuhua sat alone at the table, the lights in the room were dim, and the earth dragon was burning warmly, just like last night.It's just that Gu Yunji knew that tonight was completely different from last night.

Gu Yunji hid his emotions, and walked in with a smile: "Why don't you light two more lights? The light is so dark, what if it hurts the eyes of the lady?"

Xu Shuhua looked at him quietly, and when he approached, he said straight to the point: "Do you have nothing to say to me?"

Gu Yunji paused, and his smile faded: "Don't you know everything, my lady?"

"I know you won't say it?"

"You know what I said, does it still make sense?"

"I know it's mine, but I want to hear from you."

"I don't know where to start."

With a "snap", Xu Shuhua put the bag of medicine dregs on the table, and looked up at him: "Then let's start with this medicine first. What kind of medicine is this?"

Gu Yunji said: "This is a medicine that can sterilize men. This prescription has never existed in the world before. I have invited famous doctors in Beijing and researched it at home for half a month. As long as I take it for half a year, it will kill offspring forever."

"Different from other anti-infertility medicines, this prescription does not harm a man's function and has no effect on sexual intercourse. Just pay special attention to taking it continuously for half a year. If intercourse interrupts it during this period, the efficacy of the medicine will be reduced. Once intercourse, you have to drink an extra month to make up for it."

Xu Shuhua said: "Is this why you want to separate rooms with me?"

Gu Yunji said: "Yes."

After a moment of silence, Xu Shuhua asked again: "Why did you hide it from me?"

Gu Yunji said: "Sterilization medicine, damage the body, you will not agree."

Xu Shuhua looked at him, and suddenly smiled: "Why don't you hide it now?"

Gu Yunji didn't dare to look her in the eyes, and lowered his head: "You already know, there is no need to hide it."

Xu Shuhua smiled desolately, with tears in his eyes: "If I don't know, how long are you going to keep it from me?"

Gu Yunji struggled to speak: "I will tell you everything on the day I finish drinking the medicine."

"Why don't you just hide it from me forever?"

"My lady is smart, I can't hide it from you for the rest of my life. Even now, it's beyond my expectation. I didn't expect to be able to hide it from you for so long."

"No, you are wrong."

Xu Shuhua looked at him tearfully, with a soft voice, still smiling: "If it was someone else, I would have noticed it a long time ago, and I can't hide it from me for so long. But you are my husband, no matter what you do or say, I am willing to believe you, even if it is full of flaws."

Gu Yunji's throat was blocked, and he suddenly choked up, crying uncontrollably.

Xu Shuhua walked over and gently wiped away his tears: "Why are you crying?"

"I am ashamed of my wife."

"Where is the shame?"

"To live up to my wife's sincerity."

"No, you're wrong again." Xu Shuhua took his hand and put it on his heart, "Yunji, do you know how much my heart hurts right now?"

Gu Yunji's fingers trembled: "I know."

"Since you knew, why did you choose to hide it from me? Since you knew, why did you still take medicine secretly? Since you knew, why did you still hurt your body?" Xu Shuhua was so painful that he could barely breathe, crying blood every word, "Can you imagine how I felt when I learned the truth from the doctor?"

Five thunders hit the top, as if the soul was drawn away.

The doctor said, although this medicine tiger and wolf have been mixed as much as possible, it is impossible for the medicine of extinction not to damage the body, not to mention that this is a once-and-for-all prescription, and the impact will only be deeper.The only difference is whether the damage is mild or severe.

If it is mild, the body will be weak, and the disease is easy to invade; if it is severe, it will damage the life and age.

Xu Shuhua didn't know how he came back, he only remembered that the road was covered with white snow, which seemed to have no end.She returned home in a daze, until she heard her daughter's hungry cry, as if she had just found out who she was.

Xu Shuhua's tears were like beads with a broken thread, and they hit the back of Gu Yunji's hand in big drops, and choked up: "The doctor said that this medicine will damage your life. Do you know? It will damage your life!"

"In order to prevent me from getting pregnant, and to stop my childbearing pain forever, are you ruining your body like this, Gu Yunji?"

Gu Yunji's heart ached so badly, while reaching out to wipe away her tears, he couldn't stop crying: "I, I'm not... I just want you to stay with me forever, grow old with me, and stay together for the rest of my life."

"It's a hell of a time for a woman to give birth. You only gave birth to Xi'er, and then you had a dystocia. I can't imagine what will happen the second time... Maybe the probability is very low, maybe we won't meet again, but I dare not bet, I really dare not bet..."

Gu Yunji cried until he lost his voice, and it took him a while to adjust his emotions. He could hold back his tears and looked at her pleadingly: "Back then, my mother-in-law didn't even have dystocia when she gave birth to you, but she passed away a few years later. You always said that Teacher Lian lost his wife and was lonely and lonely for half his life. What about me? Do you have the heart for me to be like him?"

Xu Shuhua raised his head suddenly, and said with red eyes: "So, you are going to transfer this pain to me? You don't want me to abandon you, but you yourself have taken half a year's life-killing medicine. Do you think I want to see you go before me, and then leave me alone to drag Xi'er up?"

Every word she said was a knife in Gu Yunji's heart. He defended palely: "It's not like this... I asked the doctor, and the medicine is not that serious. For a healthy person like me, generally speaking, there are minor illnesses and disasters, so it won't lose my life. If you take ten thousand steps back, even if you lose your life, it will be three to five years at most, not decades. I won't go before you."

After speaking, he paused, and said with some difficulty: "It's just sterilization, it won't die early, and it won't affect our married life...Compared with losing you, I think this is already a very cost-effective solution."

"It's a good deal? Do you think this is something that can be weighed?"

Xu Shuhua showed a sneer on his face, and said sadly: "Since you said this medicine is so good, why don't you give it to me? Pregnancy and childbirth are a matter between husband and wife. Sterilization is effective for you, and so is mine. If you really want to talk about it, there are more types of decoctions for women to drink. You don't need to ask famous doctors to study it for half a month."

Xu Shuhua took a few steps forward and forced him to back up: "Compared between you and me, it's more cost-effective for me to drink. Why don't you let me drink?"

Gu Yunji pursed his lips, tilted his head and did not answer.