Women Wearing Men: The Growth Path of the Bastards of the Aristocratic Family

Chapter 267 Psychological Motivation
Cheng Yan has never seen his lover's life hanging by a thread like Gu Yunji, nor has he had a relationship with the person he likes for several years. If you say that now he can do not have a child, just for It is hard for Gu Yunji to believe that Gu Yunqiao can be spared the pain of childbirth.

Thinking of this, a thought came to Gu Yunji's mind, and he looked at Cheng Yan strangely: "Could it be...the rumors are true, are you really inhumane?"

Cheng Yan sighed speechlessly: "Of course it's fake. I'm in very good health, there's nothing wrong with it, how could it be inhumane?"

Hearing Cheng Yan's denial, Gu Yunji no longer held on to this, but his sister's life was at stake, so he had to figure out Cheng Yan's psychological motivation: "Since your health is fine, why are you willing to not have children for my sister? To say that it is because I love her is too false, I don't believe it."

Cheng Yan was silent for a while, then slowly raised his head, looked at him and said, "If I say——is it because I'm selfish?"

Gu Yunji was taken aback: "What?"

Cheng Yan said: "You should be very clear about what kind of person I am. In the first 18 years, my mind was full of imperial examinations, trying to get ahead and change my destiny. Now it's the same. I devote my heart to the official career, do my best to manage it, and dream of entering the The center, in charge of power, is an extremely human minister."

"A person like me who is full of desire for power should have been alone all my life, but I met Lingmei, and inadvertently stole a place in my heart, filled with sunshine, and kept it as comfort. I, Cheng Yan, have Lingmei as my confidant in this life." People, that's enough, I really can't give my heart to the illusory heirs."

As he said that, the corners of Cheng Yan's lips curled up slightly, and the ink in his eyes welled up: "You can also see that I have little affection for my family. My child has no idea. On the other hand, I hope to stay with Lingmei for the rest of my life, with only each other in my eyes, and no one can come and destroy us, not even our child."

"At first, I thought that if Lingmei liked children, of course I would follow her, but I'm afraid I can't pretend to be a loving father. Now it's okay, she doesn't want to have children, I don't want to, we hit it off. "

Gu Yunji fell silent, not knowing how to respond for a moment.

He had seen some clues to Cheng Yan's psychological tendency before, and wanted to help him but didn't know how to help him.Looking at it now, there is no need for him to help at all. Everyone has their own way of life and independent pursuits. It cannot be said that Cheng Yan's thinking is different from others, which means that he is wrong.

What's more, Cheng Yan's "wrong" thinking coincides with Gu Yunqiao's wish, and they are both deviant from the world.From this point of view, the two can be regarded as a match made in heaven.

After a long while, Gu Yunji said again: "Even if I believe that you can really have no heirs, how can you guarantee that my sister will not be pregnant? Give her to avoid child soup? That method will hurt your body, it is not a long-term solution, I will not Agreed."

Seemingly thinking that this question is redundant, Cheng Yan laughed for a moment, and said lightly, "It's not that simple? Give me a copy of the anti-infertility medicine you used, and I will take the initiative to sterilize, won't it be all right?"

How come Cheng Yan also knows? !

Gu Yunji was horrified, and remembered what Gu Yunqiao had "cheated" last time, so he pretended to be calm, as if he didn't understand: "What medicine? When did I use the medicine?"

"Yunji, I've been so honest with you, is it necessary for you?" Cheng Yan was helpless, with an expression of still pretending to be stupid with me, "I've known you for five years, as long as you make up your mind , must be done.”

"Since Mrs. Xu gave birth, in the first few days you were always talking about not letting her have another child and trying to find a way to prevent pregnancy, but then you stopped talking about it from a certain day. The change became so sudden, except that you had already thought of a way, What else could be the reason?"

"Besides, since Mrs. Xu was about to give birth, your complexion has been getting worse and worse, as if you have been poisoned by chronic poison. Once I visited your house as a guest, and asked Xu Dong casually what was going on, and he said you During Mrs. Xu's confinement period, I invited famous doctors from Beijing to study the prescription, and what you drank was the 'companion' that nourishes yin and tonifies yang, isn't that just right?"

"As long as someone who gets along with you on a daily basis, whoever has the heart, who can't see the abnormality in your body? Perhaps Mrs. Xu is your wife, and she will listen to your lies as sweet words, and she is willing to be kept secret by you. I deliberately didn’t look into it.”

Hearing this same complaint as Gu Yunqiao, Gu Yunji choked, feeling as if he had been hit by an arrow in the knee, and it took him a long time to find his voice, and said with some difficulty: "...I have the medicine for extinction, and once and for all it won't hinder me intercourse, but the medicine hurts the body and may also damage the life, are you sure you want to drink it?"

Although compared to Gu Yunqiao and Cheng Yan, Gu Yunji still prefers his own sister, but no matter how you say it, Cheng Yan is also his sincere friend.Once this medicine is drunk for half a year, there is no chance of turning it around. Even if it is for Gu Yunqiao's happiness, he can't sterilize Cheng Yan without any burden.

Cheng Yan smiled: "Of course I'm sure. Since you can safely drink this medicine, even if it hurts your body, it won't be too serious. You have already 'tested the medicine' for me in advance, so what am I afraid of?" ?”

Gu Yunji hesitated for a long time, but decided to refuse first: "...Forget it, you should think about it again, after all, this is a lifetime thing. It is because I have Xi'er that I can drink without any scruples. Now you are married It’s not done yet, there are too many uncertain factors.”

"What's more, Qiaoqiao is young now, and it's hard to guarantee that she won't change her mind in the future. What if she wants to have children again after she marries you? After all, once you get sterilized, you can't regret it. What will you do then? ?”

Cheng Yan raised his eyebrows, and agreed kindly: "Well, it's still early anyway, so let's take it easy. You can go back and tell Lingmei that there is someone who is better than Xia Sheng and doesn't need her to have a baby." The man wants to ask to marry her, so let her think about whether she should give up the Xia family and marry me."

Although Cheng Yan was telling the truth, hearing him boast like this, Gu Yunji's feeling of unhappiness came out again, and he said angrily, "Anyway... at most, I'm just passing on your intentions to Qiaoqiao, it's up to her whether she agrees or not." , don’t think I’ll speak nice words for you just because we’re familiar with each other!”

Cheng Yan looked amused, and said with a good temper: "Okay, you can just convey what I mean, you don't need to say nice things, I believe Lingmei will agree."

Gu Yunji punched the cotton, his heart became more and more depressed, but he couldn't say it yet, so he could only say "When she agrees, you can be happy soon", and then left sullenly.

(End of this chapter)