he sees your voice

Chapter 148 So Beichen, I, Are Gone
It was a day of recklessness.

Even the sun is warm.

She and Bei Shen sat back to back on the wooden chairs on the campus, and there was a large lawn in the distance. When there was no class in the afternoon, she was always too lazy to make people fall asleep.He likes to play a game of basketball sweaty in the afternoons like this, and then take a cold shower before going on a date with her.But dating Beishen is not a romantic affair, most of them are sitting like this, and he supervises her homework.

She often feels that what she is looking for is not a boyfriend, but a father.

Oranges became an indispensable fruit for the two of them. Gu Chu always cut them delicately and put them in beautiful fruit boxes, and served them with colorful fruit forks like jelly to "respect" Beishen.

"Besides oranges, what fruit do you like to eat?" Bei Shen asked her.

She thought for a while and listed a lot of fruits, and finally added a sentence, "But my favorite is oranges, which are juicy and nutritious." Then she leaned lazily on Beishen, and said deliberately, "No Say you don't like to eat, you must like what I like to eat, do you hear me?"

"Understood, fortunately my impression of Liu Cheng is not too bad." Beishen flipped through her notebook in class, raised her hand, "There is something wrong, I didn't listen carefully in class."

Gu Chu picked up the notebook, turned around and hugged him, put his cheek against his, laughing, "Look at your face, it's as nutritious and juicy as an orange now, I can't do without it."

"The purpose is obvious."

"Do you know what my purpose is?" She smiled at him.

Bei Shen nodded, "If you want to kiss me, just say so."

She smiled happily and pecked his cheek actively.

The laughter seems to be still embedded in the ears, and it can’t be shaken away, but that time is no longer, and then it will become repeated pulling, tearing off the mask covered in the bottom of my heart, and showing the truth to her bloody .

Lin Jiayue lost her composure a little today, but that sentence penetrated her heart.

From meeting Lu Beichen to the present, she has repeatedly told herself that he is not Beishen, and she clearly senses the contradictions in her heart, until her heart, which has long since become ashes, always jumps whenever she thinks of him non-stop.

She always comforts herself by saying that everything is an illusion, and it is only because he looks so much like Beishen that I get lost occasionally, but I never confuse the two of them.

She would also tell herself, look, he is actually so different from Beishen.He is left-handed, and Beishen is right-handed; he studies forensic medicine, while Beishen studies medicine; he can cook, but Beishen can't cook; if you compare him with the appearance of Beishen in his memory, When he frowns, he will be so serious that people can't get close to him, but even if Beishen frowns, she still thinks he is harmless.

however.

In her heart, he is Beishen.

It was the Beishen who loved her rationally but delicately like water in college, and the man who was severely hurt by her in the end.

She couldn't restrain this sense of familiarity with him at all, even though he was so different, even if he looked more elusive than Beishen, she would still regard him as Beishen.

Until, Lin Jiayue reminded her severely.

The truth is that Beishen will never come back, and he will never be Beishen.

Liucheng is like the last link to maintain memories, and it is the evidence that she and Beishen loved each other.Lu Beichen's high fever persisted, and he had already reminded her most clearly, I'm sorry, I'm not Lu Beishen.

At this moment, Gu Chu woke up.

"sister?"

The arm was gently pushed by Gu Si beside him.

Gu Chu regained consciousness, the taxi was almost at Tang Chen Yipin.

"Are you okay?" Gu Si asked worriedly.

Gu Chu shook his head and squeezed out a smile, "How could something happen to me?"

Gu Si stared at her, thought for a long time, and said, "Sister, you are really determined to leave this time, right?"

"Why do you ask that?" Gu Chu was absent-minded.

Gu Si leaned on her shoulder and said softly, "Before he had a fever, you were hesitant, but because your aunt would kill her in Shanghai. Now, I think you really want to escape from Lu Beichen."

Gu Chu didn't blame her for guessing her thoughts. Of course, she didn't hide her original intention. She smiled slightly, "If I continue to stay, it will be unfair to me and him."

"Her?" Gu Si misunderstood, "Lin Jiayue?"

"No, actually it has nothing to do with Lin Jiayue." Gu Chu sighed lightly, "I just need to figure out some things, so no matter whether Lin Jiayue appears or not, if there is a problem, I have to face it."

"You blocked the gun for him, and you still haven't figured it out?" Gu Si blinked his eyes twice.

Gu Chu was thoughtful.

"Ah, I see." Gu Si suddenly said, "At that time, did you also regard him as the person in the portrait? If so, sister, then this relationship is too complicated."

That's right, when Lu Beichen suddenly appeared in front of her, it was doomed to have an emotional entanglement that was constantly cut and messed up, so she needed to cut the mess quickly.

"One day I will figure it out." Gu Chu answered Gu Si, as if comforting himself.

Gu Si sat up straight and looked at her, "But how are you going to explain to Lu Beichen?"

"I think..." Gu Chu looked at the buildings outside the window, the huge city of Shanghai, with a panoramic view of the bustling city, his voice was weak and soft, "It's no longer necessary."

Gu Chu quickly booked a return trip. After Cen Yun found out, she finally stopped shouting and persuading on the phone, and told Gu Chu that the girl's family still needs a solid job, and she planned to take some money before going to other hospitals. favor.

This proposal was immediately rejected by Gu Chu, which at least dispelled Cen Yun's idea.She didn't think about work for the time being, she has lived carefully for so many years, and she can be regarded as a frugal model worker. She told Cen Yun that after sending Sisi back to Qiongzhou, she would stop by Gulangyu Island to stay for a few days.

Cen Yun also felt that she was depressed to some extent. Although she would not persuade her with good words like other parents, she did not interfere with her freedom, which can be regarded as a tacit consent to the time when she can mourn.

Before leaving, Gu Chu wrote a letter.

It was written to Lu Beichen, and then handed it over to Luo Chi.

Luo Chi didn't expect her to leave, so he first asked cautiously if he was going on vacation, Gu Chu didn't explain too much, but just told him lightly, "I'm sorry."

Her attitude was decisive, Luo Chi naturally saw Ni Duan, and tried to persuade, "Are you angry with Lin Jiayue? Or are you angry with me? I have to tell you about the fact that you saw Lin Jiayue in the hospital." Explain, in fact, she couldn't get in touch with Beichen, so she came to find me—"

"No, Luo Chi, I'm not angry with you, nor with Lin Jiayue." Gu Chu interrupted him, "I just feel a little tired."

Luo Chi didn't understand her words.

But Gu Chu didn't intend to explain until he could understand. He stuffed the envelope into his arms, and added in a serious and joking way, "Don't peek, the police can't invade people's privacy."

In this way, the moment before leaving came.

Qiao Yunxiao became the driver and personally picked them up to the airport.

There are many cars in the urban area, and there is almost a traffic jam all the way.Gu Chu sat in the co-pilot and was silent all the time. He just quietly looked at the slowly receding buildings outside the window, his eyes were misty and far away. .

Gu Si kept playing with his phone in the back seat, and then the phone kept ringing, it was a text message.After going back and forth several times, Gu Si couldn't help lying down on the front seat and said, "Luo Chi is really gossip, he keeps asking."

Gu Chu ignored it.

Qiao Yunxiao glanced at Gu Chu, and said to Gu Si after a long while, "You are so smart, how can you prevaricate the mirror in your heart?"

Gu Si shrugged his shoulders, leaned lazily on the car seat, and said, "Speaking of which, Luo Chi is really very loyal."

"Like it?" Qiao Yunxiao asked slowly.

Gu Si snorted, "You really care too much."

"Since you call me brother, I have to care about you, you say you—"

"parking."

Gu Chu, who had been silent all this time, suddenly interrupted Qiao Yunxiao.

After he was taken aback for a moment, he subconsciously stepped on the brakes, and when he looked up, there was a hospital outside the window, he was stunned.

Gu Chu sat there, staring at the gate of the hospital for a long time, Gu Si didn't know what she was going to do, so he gently poked her, "Sister?"

"Wait for me." Gu Chu said as he unfastened his seat belt.

Qiao Yunxiao grabbed her, "What are you doing?"

Gu Chu raised his eyes and looked at him, word by word, "Yun Xiao, I know what I'm doing. Wait for me, you, and Gu Si, in the car."

After finishing speaking, I got out of the car.

Qiao Yunxiao's face gradually sank.

Ward.

The curtains blocked the large area of ​​sunlight outside, and only shallow light came in through the gaps, highlighting the pale tones in the room.

Gu Chu stood in front of the door of the ward, looking inside through the window.

Lu Beichen was still asleep on the hospital bed, and she knew he would not wake up so soon, like last time.When he woke up, she thought she had left Shanghai.

She just wanted to take a look at him from such a distance, just one look, because at the moment when the car passed by the hospital, she had such a strong thought.

She wanted to remember his appearance, even if his face looked very much like Beishen.

His cheeks were still so pale, but luckily Lin Jiayue was by his side, yes, luckily she was there.Lin Jiayue was patiently wiping the sweat off his forehead for him, she had him in her eyes and never noticed her standing in front of the window.

Lu Beichen, Beichen...

She chanted the name lightly, escaped from between her lips and teeth, and found that the tip of her tongue was always sore and bitter when it was slightly rolled up, but it flowed out the tone she was used to.

It was a nice name, she had never called it kindly and naturally in front of him, she just turned the name upside down in her heart.

Yes, that's not fair.

So Beichen, I, left.

(End of this chapter)