he sees your voice

Chapter 153 Do You Understand What I Mean
It is true that Gu Chu is a medical student, but sometimes those traditional thoughts in her bones will still cause trouble from time to time. For example, when she was working in Qiongzhou Hospital, when she learned that the gynecology and general surgery departments were staffed by male doctors, she every year Routine physical examinations are scheduled in other hospitals.When she was in college, she once asked Beishen with a smile, have you considered becoming a gynecologist or obstetrician?Beishen stretched out his hand to show her. Under the sun, his fingers were beautiful and clean. He said, my hands have been amazed a long time ago.

When Lu Beichen pulled the corner of the shirt to her waist, she hurriedly said, "I'll do it myself."

Lu Beichen withdrew his hand.

Gu Chu turned his face slightly, his eyes could reach his waist, and there were big hands wearing disposable gloves. Why, no matter whether he was holding a needle or tweezers, why did she always feel that she was being dissected by him?
Once the needle is inserted, it is not painful or itchy, and there is not much feeling when it is inserted.

As soon as he approached, it was obvious that his body smelled of disinfectant, but she felt that when his breath came over, it would make people flustered, and even blush and heartbeat.She shouldn't be like this, she just left because she knew he was not Beishen, didn't she?She has already thought clearly that this is an unequal and unfair way of getting along. She doesn't want to do this, and she doesn't want him to do this either.

But seeing him today, when he hugged her into his arms, why did she feel that this man belonged to her?

She would willingly get on his motorcycle and let him deal with her wounds.

No, Gu Chu, wake up, don't go astray again.

His heart was screaming loudly, but his body couldn't move. When his eyes were smiling, it was a deep bewitchment that fascinated people.

Lu Beichen's voice was low, like telling the truth and flirting, his lips were very close to her, "little girl, it's your honor to let me make a move."

She shrank her heart and pushed him away, "I hate it."

Words of resentment, once freed from the lips, become a disaster for flirting.

Lu Beichen smiled lightly, and held her down, "Don't tear the wound."

She ignored him and planned to get down from the table.

Before the toes touched the ground, Lu Beichen stepped forward and picked her up by the waist, and walked towards the bedroom.

"Put me down." She panicked.

Lu Beichen just smiled without saying a word.

She pushed him twice, but his arms were so strong that she couldn't just jump away and escape.When he returned to the bedroom, he put her lightly on the bed, padded her with a pillow, and let her lean against the head of the bed, "The wound can't be wet for a few days, please tell me if you want to take a bath."

"Why do I need to tell you if I want to take a bath?" She looked at him sensitively.

He was pulling off the thin blanket for her, and facing her sideways, catching the edges and corners, she would always feel a thump in her heart when she saw it.

"Because I can do it for you."

Gu Chu's heart beat wildly, his voice was dry and tight, "I don't need it."

He turned to look at her, stood very close to her, and smiled lowly, "Your life can be regarded as being taken back by me, so be obedient."

"What are you so proud of?" Gu Chu felt that his breath was very hot, so he turned his face away.

Lu Beichen smiled, sat on the edge of the bed, and reached out to pinch her chin, "Strictly speaking, the relationship between you and me is a husband and wife, and I will bear the brunt of your need, which is understandable."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Gu Chu's face was congested again.

He retracted his fingers, and the light in his eyes was shining brightly, "My observation skills are not bad, and I can easily know what you like and dislike." Speaking of this, the corners of his lips rose a little, filling Sentence, "Especially when it comes to things like sex between men and women."

"Rogue!" Gu Chu blurted out.

But it made Lu Beichen laugh even more.

Gu Chu ignored him, turned his face to the side, didn't look at his face, didn't look at his teasing smile, he could always calm down the little restlessness in his heart, this meeting made her uneasy, she always felt that this heart was about to I can't hold it anymore.The man sitting by the bed didn't move for a while, she became curious again and turned to look.

Unexpectedly, he was always looking at her with a smile in his eyes. Seeing her quietly turning her head to look at her, a smile overflowed from the bottom of her eyes.

Gu Chu was short of breath, felt that he was deliberately teasing, and felt that his eyes were extraordinarily bright, which made her flustered, so she narrowed her eyes again and stopped looking at him.

Normally, it would be awkward for two people who don't speak to be in the same room.

But at this moment, the feeling is different. There is a trace of inexplicable ambiguity between the two. Although the man is sitting quietly, there is an unstoppable force in his eyes, like a hunter, patiently waiting for her to calm down. fall apart.In fact, Gu Chu felt like a prey that fell into a pit. The moment he brought her back to the hotel, she couldn't escape the net he set.

She will feel unnecessarily tense and overwhelmed.

But at least Lu Beichen wasn't mad enough to make her feel too uncomfortable. He got up, flattened the pillow, and said, "Let's take a rest first."

After experiencing fear and fear, no matter how much he pretends to be calm, secrets will still be revealed in his eyes.

He knew she was afraid.

The moment he found her in the rain, he read all the emotions in her eyes, and suddenly felt that as long as people were safe, nothing else seemed to matter.

The rubber band holding Gu Chu loosened suddenly, and she was also relieved, and lay down little by little under his support.She was indeed tired, and the bed was soft and comfortable, and when her face was glued to the pillow, she really wanted to have a good sleep.The wind and rain were still raging outside the window as if a demon appeared, Lu Beichen walked to the window, covered the curtains, and returned a piece of visual peace to her.

Gu Chu opened his eyes and watched him come again.

She didn't move.

He stepped forward, leaned forward, kissed her on the forehead, and said, "Go to sleep."

The kiss was light and itchy, and it really made people drowsy.

When he turned around and reached the door, Gu Chu couldn't help but say, "Hey, you..."

Lu Beichen paused and turned to look at her.

She licked her lips lightly, and asked in a low voice, "Aren't you burning now?"

He went from Shanghai to Xiamen despite the wind and rain, will his body be able to bear it?She still remembers the day when she left Shanghai, he was still comatose on the hospital bed. Now, he is standing in front of her, but no matter how much she wants to ignore him, his face is still slightly pale. Just now his hand was pressed against hers. When touching his body, his palm was still a little hot.

No one will know how heavy the cross in her heart is. Those oranges, the fruit she has eaten the most and bought the most over the years, the persistence she has been thinking about is only because she has been endowed with the love of Beishen.She understood it completely the day she left Shanghai, and she never let go.

She didn't let go of Beishen, she never forgot every bit of what he liked, what he said, what he did, and even every word of his promise;
She didn't let go of herself. In the past five years, she thought she was living a good life, but in fact, she has been living in the shadow of Beishen.

She didn't let go of Lu Beichen, because from the day they met, she had selfishly regarded him as Lu Beishen, which caused his high fever to persist.

Now, she can finally admit that she is an incompetent person who failed to protect herself, let alone reassure others.

Lu Beichen stood at the door, looked at her with a soft expression, and asked, "Are you concerned about me?"

"I..." Gu Chu opened his mouth, "I made you have a fever. I didn't know you would be allergic to oranges."

Lu Beichen looked at her for a long time, then turned back and sat down.

She narrowed her eyes lightly.

"I'm fine," he said.

She looked up at him, her eyes trembling slightly, "You should tell me, or you should refuse if you know the consequences."

The phrase "why" was never asked. She was afraid of hearing some answers that she did not dare to bear. She was so irresponsible, so she was unable to bear some consequences.

Lu Beichen stretched out his hand, lightly ran through her hair with his fingers, and said with a serious expression when he spoke again, "I know exactly what I'm doing, and I also know exactly what consequences I'm about to bear."

Gu Chu stared at him blankly.

"If I want, no one can stop it, and if I don't want to, no one can force it." Lu Beichen brushed her cheek with his palm, staring at her, "Gu Chu, do you understand what I mean? "

She never spoke.

But at this moment, there is a bright mirror in my heart.

She understood what he meant.

The next day, the typhoon left the country.

After a night of ravages, when the sun once again favored the land, everything was quiet as usual, as if the memory of the typhoon had been wiped out of the whole city, and the literary and artistic atmosphere here was restored.The shops began to tidy up the remnants, and the streets washed by rain and sea water returned to their old appearance in the afternoon.

When Gu Chu woke up in the hotel, it was already afternoon. The bedroom was very dark at that time, and she mistakenly thought that the typhoon was still outside, so she didn't bother to move.As if he had made up for all the sleep he had spent in the past five years, lying on the bed, his whole body was only comfortable.There was an extra pillow next to the bed at some point, she turned around and saw it.On the huge bed, the pillow was next to her.

In a trance, a little memory popped up.

Last night she dreamed of a sea, and she felt safe in it.The sea gently surrounded her, warm, soft yet strong, making her sleepier.Staring at the pillow beside him, he climbed up with his fingers, it was slightly cold, and the other side of the blanket lost his body temperature, but his breath was still there.

The breath of the sea.

Gu Chu understood, it wasn't her dream, it should be him who hugged her into his arms last night, and she was tired of sleeping in his arms for a full sleep.

She sat up carefully, still wearing his shirt, and his breath rubbed her body fragrance.

The man beside her was not in the bedroom, and there was no movement outside. She listened to it for a long time, and could only hear the ticking of the clock, reminding her how exaggerated the sleep time was.

Holding the edge of the bed and getting out of bed, she found that the gauze on her calf had been changed and was tied tighter.

She raised her leg to take a look, and couldn't help but marvel at how professional Lu Beichen's bandaging technique was.

When he caught sight of the curtains, Gu Chu was even more sure that Lu Beichen slept on this bed last night, and he was the only one in the world who pulled the curtains so abnormally that no light was left.She tore open the thick curtains, and in an instant, it was as if someone had thrown a handful of gold into the room, and the light was dazzling.She subconsciously raised her hand to cover her eyes, and it took her a long time to open her eyes and look out the window.

Xiamen is still a quiet and leisurely place. Although the commercial atmosphere is strong, it still does not forget to use various methods to remind everyone of the true literary and artistic attributes here.

(End of this chapter)